It seems like the energy of sexuality in women has increased dramatically in the last 10 years but more intensely in the past 5.. but I don't think it's a change in sexuality in women, I think that's always been really high through the beginning of time .. what im saying is , the comfort in displaying her sexuality publicly has increased giving us all a different perspective of the "woman"  Especially in America .. America is a western Christianity country... which sort of forces people, especially women, to hide their sexuality in public but unleash it in private .. Now obviously only speaking on black people because that's who matters to me first , We don't really know what it is to be African , to harness our sexuality or how we practiced it in our original cultures ..  But because western Christianity is so hypocritical and false and stolen. It has not taught the people who or how to really be ...Under Christian regimes, women was always put last and to be made weaker than the man ... I mean there were African Kings who were women .. So we don't really have a complete understanding as to who the man or woman really is ..Or how the roles really work .. Black women are way more powerful than we can ever imagine yet all she is now is a subject of sexuality, one who is lusted over aggressively and prayed upon thanks to propaganda..

I wonder who we really are ... I wonder what is normal from abnormal .. Some of my friends, we sit around and talk , we talk about how we remember women some time ago vs how they seem now ... it's such a major difference just a decade ago , and I'm aware that social media and tv Ect has a lot to do with this shift , but who's controlling that and for what purpose , and is there any real purpose at all ? Men aren't handling well , this new sexual aggression in women..  it's not something we've ever seen b4.., but we don't really know if thats natural to her or if she's being made to be so .. I read somewhere and also watched a documentary on sex on Netflix and it said "Women have "slightly" a higher promiscuous Gene than the male.. that made me scratch me head because , we only looking at it through our eyes and we see men constantly hunting for women but is that what we're really observing ??? They said she is naturally made so because she ovulates and her purpose is to incarnate spirits from the spirit world into the physical (aka have babies) and because she's the only person who can do so she must feel horny in order to be motivated to have kids ..  to keep humanity going ..  which I find fascinating ..  

I tell u, if I could start all over I would base my whole life study on the "woman" this wondrous creature with unlimited potential to do and be whatever she wants ..  Literally whatever she wants ! And we have yet to even "partially" understand her ..  I swear to u , there's something so different taking place , I can feel it in my back... There's been a shift in politics , a shift in astrology, astronomy... Everyone talking bout mercury in retrograde and half he people don't even know what the hell that means .. But I'm telling you .. keep ya eye on the "Woman" she's is evolving and changing right before our eyes ... The lies is being watered down by truth !! She may just be more sexual than we thought, she may have the right to she made us all !! What I do know as men is, we were set here to protect her and our children she bares ..  But I truly think she's the commander and the savior of humanity ... because the level of compassion it takes to save humanity has to come from her because again .., she birthed us all ... Men are destructive because we don't feel babies grow in our bodies ... But something is happening man .. something very different .. And all I want is to do is support one another in this scary yet exciting shift of humanity .. 

U can literally miss the taste of someone's mouth or their kiss  and just inhaling that whole area where u kiss them  .. u can literally miss and crave the smacking sound of the mouth of that person ...  I tell u nothing is better than grabbing that ass HARD , and pulling her close after u ain't seen her in a min and u tinge her down as nasty as u can and y'all don't stop till someone lost air!! I swear to God,aggressive intimacy is absolutely necessary to subdue me.. I'm a physical lover, very physical.. Touching kissing groping is how I express my continual interest and love .. if I stop touching u and kissing u, worry! Cuz something will be wrong .. i don't how how there's. purple in the world that never on each other ... I always see any intimate relationship I'm in, just constantly sexual .. everything must be sexy all the time ... Even if having an intellectual conversation ... The vibe of it, has to be sexy and charming ..

It's ambiguous seeing your child grow, not really wanting them to stay small but wishing they could forever .... but every time she text me her feelings in the moment or to just let me know she's thinking about me b4 she goes to sleep, it really really gives u all the joy in the world ..  to think, I changed every diaper, burped u, fed you baba, bathed you, now u over in ya bed texting me you love me like u grown ... lol it's a trip cuz nothing prepares you for them baby days to vanish .. I've watched the size of ya sweet lil fingers grow, your cute lil feet, I've heard ya voice changing , your body is going through changes approaching 11... and all I can think of is "Damn, there's people out here that's missing that, some who have kids and just not interested, and some people well into their 30s talking bout "I'm just waiting for the right person" like, it  annoys me to know some of y'all will never experience what we all was put here to do !! Like your missing the greatest experience of live in your life !!! I never knew how a man or a woman could abandon they kids ... I just don't get that ... like what else are we here for ? We are designed solely to create humans and give them love and the knowledge u acquired to continue this chain of life ...

I keep telling myself ... "Wow !! I'm raising a young black woman .. a young black Queen" like what a honor to be bestowed on me.. I've kissed my child 1 million times since I first help her ..  like, I have those kisses locked in my mind .. I am fulfilled primarily because she's given me so much memories of joy and love .. I've already succeeded ... because I know love.. and I mean truly .. yes there's love for friends and family and your lover but, let me explain this ...  Especially when you have a healthy mind and you yourself was raised with love ... There's nothing , NOTHING more fantastic than going through life with a best friend like your own child .... I wish u all that experience of love we are all owed ...Some of u out here still buying Yorkies putting them in outfits and shit.. smh

Listening to hot97 and power 105 is like listening to the death of music .. each hour they play the 40 of the worst songs .. Dj's used to have power and innovation .. a good dj used to be a man that selected songs that touch you !! Songs that gave u that wow factor !! Like "wow he just put that on👌🏿" a dj was somebody that impressed people with his knowledge , selection and timing of music .. Now it's just the same shit over and over again by the same trash ass artist .. Now djs are controlled by Jewish men in some office forcing them to play  ignorant  shit !! They control everything even what music we listen to .. some of you Dj's are sooooo talented and really know music but y'all let the status Quoe control u .. a lot of people don't know but b4 I started throwing events I started out as a dj ., playing in older people parties .. now being young with a old soul, at that time the older crowds loved my selections ... All they wanted to do was slow dance and waltz  To Beres , Sanchez, Garnett silk, sugar Minot, Dennis brown, Frankie Paul , Gregory Isaac, Alton Ellis , and I can go on and on .. and I would play Soca and R&B classics .. but as soon as I played for people my age I realized I was a horrible dj.. people coming up to me asking me to play this and play that , and I'm like fuck y'all , y'all gona listen to what I play , fuck u think this is a democracy?? Lol ... horrible dj smh .. but I realized shit , anytime I let people know I'm playing out so much people would come so promoting came second nature to me.. but I would never trade in quality music for a dj check , and that's why I was so bad as a dj ... it's easy to understand, if u get hired u have to play what the people want and that's why djing isn't for everyone ... but it's one of the best job, careers that people don't respect as a major career but it is ... it has changed so much of my niggaz life for the better ... so I hope one day we get back to them days where a dj can truly express themselves .. cuz y'all are so talented when y'all can just free up and play what's in ya heart ❤️💪🏾I salute y'all real shit

Few years back Facebook wasn't a place you could go and watch videos of people fucking , videos of some one head getting cut off and a dude just holding it up like it's nothing .. videos of people getting shot !! Facebook was just post, pictures and invites.. now it's a porn site and a site where violence is funneled into our brains ... but it has its up sides .. I never seen a place where sooooo much valuable information is shared as well .. I mean we really build on here , we argue we debate all in the matters of learning .. but you have to still step back and say wow! Look where  we've  come ..,what is normality today was chaos yesterday .. facebook has made society numb ... for the mere fact that we've watch sooo many black men gunned down by police , black women and children abused by cops , and the aggressive hatred of white supremacy .. we are now a people that just feels it's more important to pull ya phone out than kill your enemy or defend yourself and the innocent ... we are getting weaker  as the years go by.

We have to teach our daughters who are growing up and reaching that preteen age that being on social media half naked and showing ass all day is for thots!!!! And it is not to be tolerated .. and that anyone, especially women who would want their young daughters doing what they do or fathers wanting their daughters doing what these woman do is part of the fucking problem !! We have to make it almost insulting !! I cannot , and I hope our generation of daughters don't grow up like the majority of females who find it ok ... and I don't give a fuck who it offends .. cuz if we allow our lil girls to do what these adults women do now , that means our generations of young sons won't be able to respect women just like the niggaz who are men now don't .. and we not talking bout all of us but just the reckless portion .. which is a huge portion .. Propaganda and white supremacy has objectified black women and changed the scape of thinking in black people .. no wonder why my generation and many others had an overload of baby showers and few weddings... True in detail, what I do know is WE WILL KEEP FUCKING... but if we don't teach our kids, the boys the value the girls and the girls to value the boys then these generations will fall!! You see the young teens now are growing up on social media, the era where there's unlimited internet porn, YouTube Ect .. they have all the access to adult vices .. Trap music and the strip club , we gota stop glorifying that shit and making it cool in the sight of young women that taking ya clothes off is a go to option ..  And I'm not even a prude nigga , in the most sexual person I know , but we are failing our kids and not leaving a clean path for them ..  and if as a woman this offends u, again u are the problem , cuz if U Can say u don't mind ya daughter being half naked everyday something wrong with U..  cuz some of u women is confused .. you want black men to respect u but if he says " too much of y'all is naked on social media" a lot of y'all is ready to tell him mind his business or it's a freedom of expression .. want our protection but not our correction ..  even if u a stripper which many of them I know , you shouldn't want what u do for ya daughter and if u do something wrong with u ... we have to start criticizing what we do as black people ... instead of all this mind ya business shit!! Our future is in the midst of tyranny.. I see it in my dreams all the time ... the state of black people and the future of our children falls into the hands of us, now!!  This trapping era fucked up everything.. allowed fake niggaz to act real wile a lot of real niggaz just in the back round .. it took women out the professional world and put them into a lifestyle where they just wana show u how often they can stamp a pass port .. yea but for how long .. some of you was on such a good track and left it all behind to run around with fuck niggaz!! Niggaz buying ya pussy and u selling it.. We are facing a depression. Now the machine of white supremacy has taken another shift. This up coming year I hope a lot of you find your head again and put it on straight ..  black PEOPLE we are the sexiest human on earth so Sex appeal is automatic , charisma is automatic ..  But intentionally thotting, trapping, and glorifying this garbage is a real problem for our future..,

The earth representing our home... The people representing love... The clouds hovering over us is Grief and the Sun is energy ... The sun steadily trying to pierce through grief to reach the people ... Because love needs to be charged and heated ... Time represents Knowledge.. The more time you spend with love the more you know it.. the more you know yourself .. #chrisdread

You can tell when someone's really invested in you .. you can see it in there eyes and hear it in their voice ... whether as friends or lovers or in business... When someone is confident that you it!!!! Their actions are very different from someone in doubt .. when I'm invested , that individual receives large doses of attention from me, affection compassion and resilience ... it makes sense to look for that same energy ..#chrisdread

No matter how much goes wrong with it ...  We keep trying this love thang .... Life without that option of loving someone intimately just isn't human nature ..  But in its pursuit do we have the right idea about it ? We living in a world under False leaders .. We aren't even taught to eat properly yet alone love .. We're out here on our own trying to figure it out ..Rewriting it every day ..  Going back to the drawing board ...

 To learn it though you have to be resilient .. You have to drop some fears and apprehensions also .. You gota remember to have fun with it ...Patient as well .. knowing that one argument doesn't mean to text them "I'm done" because anytime "your done" after minor situations, that means it never began .. I also noticed loving someone has a lot to do with self worth.. if you love someone but have no self worth, then how do u know the quality of love your supposed to be receiving? These are the people who are in relationships but are treated like shit and thinks it's normal .. Also, you have to have things in common .. Common likes, common life goals .. We live in a world where they have sayings like "opposites attract" but they don't tell u that this idea is only affective when the matter of "attraction" is concerned  .. But what happens when it's time to determine who's gona be your life partner.. Surely u can't have too great a opposition...

We have not been given the truth about love .. They don't tell u sex and natural things like protection is a huge part of it and that it governs much of the out come between you and a person .. Because we live in a world where finance has become more important than being human .. Money has been a major criteria of relationships ... Not what the man naturally needs from the woman and what the woman naturally needs from the man .. This society has hidden the true roles of women and their delicate power... We don't even know how to love a woman because her definition is still unknown ...She actually thinks she loves herself , That's why so many women make bad decisions in men, wile leaving all the good men to lay void .... We are a broken people with a very small amount of truth and we're trying to put it together ... We have to be as coherent as possible so we can pave the way for the ones coming under us .. Our kids .. Give them a better understanding of how to be human .. We are forgetting #chrisdread 

So much people suffering emotional turmoil .. So much people are unsure about their lover or can't really grasp the purpose of the relationship ..So much people are unhappy with how they look and so desperate to change it but they want the easy way out.. So much people are confused about careers and hate their job.. Hate their place in society .. So much fear and anger running through so many people with all the racial and political tensions .. 

Yet there's tons of smiles and laughter .. So much love making an intimacy .. We are trying to persevere constantly .. That's the power in being human .. We are always sensing balance  ... Always trying to level out your emotion and state of mind .. Being still, helping the ability to hear internally .. We do that whether we know it or not ..This life is filled with wonderful pains and pleasures .. It's what makes living, real!.. Every stimulus .. We have to learn not to worry, yet never to forget that tyranny is right over ya back .. Gota keep ya shit tight... As hard as it is, each and every one of us is suffering with some issue.. But look how gorgeous we wake up and step out the house every day with the sense of "shit, today might be the day" ..always holding that optimism no matter what ... I just think that's something so amazing to observe in all of you ... All of us. #chrisdread 

ERRY BODY wana be in a relationship until it's time to tell the truth 24 hours a day 7 days a week to the person u call your lover ... Then when they finally see how hard that is they need space or I can't do this anymore this too much ... Or  "idk we just didn't work out"  

 

 Yea ok .. Your addicted to lying to yaself and people .. And telling the truth consecutively , for too long,with a person u don't have the space to lie to , can't curve texts no more can igg calls, drives u nuts ...Now your obligated and can't handle it .. This why I say stay single if u not ready to be honest to the same person everyday ..Most people don't realize they lie so much until they end up with someone that forces the best out of them cuz they won't accept less ..Then their like "damn I'm a piece of shit, but I have more fun doing what I wana do and trying to keep them at the same time rather than doing what's right "#chrisdread

Y'all remember that movie 300 right ?? Remember when Leonitus Kicked that guy in the whole right b4 he said "THIS IS SPARTAAAA" 

      

      Notice before he kicks him in the whole he looks to his wife for approval ... The king sent that messenger to warn the Spartans to bow down .. Insulting Sparta .. But his wife gave the Order .... Now if she wasn't present he may have killed him anyway .. But because she was there..  He waited for her command .... Even though it's a movie , do u know why that is a natural action of a man ...? Well if you ever really really been in love with a woman...... You begin to understand she becomes your voice of reason .. She is compassionate and merciful and she won't kill unless she sees ahead and finds it totally necessary unlike us male barbarians ... When you truly love a woman you will honor her opinion and wait on it before you act .. She is supposed to be the one to calculate for her warrior what's necessary to kill for survival ..  This is why the world is the way it is .. Yes we dominate the woman physically, but what makes her stronger is her value for life .. She's not naturally reckless and careless like the male.. She will do what it takes to survive and because men are destructive and want to be, especially White men ... They won't let the woman rule because if she did it would be a level of peace ... And when evil doesn't want peace they will make sure the woman can't reign ..#chrisdread

Just simply getting her nails and hair done can lift her entire spirit ..  What keeps it up a lot longer is when u notice and actually say something nice about it.. Her efforts means something to her all on her own but it means so much more when the compliments come from the one she's trying for .. #chrisdread 

I always say... Once you say I Love you to one another ...You become responsible for how each other feels .. Don't say the word if your not ready to be responsible for that person feelings #chrisdread

If you really looking for love,the only thing you have to do is tell the truth.. #chrisdread 

When u get a nice ass/Nani/titty pics from a girl ..Choose wisely in the moment of which girl your exposing when you show them pics to ya friends ... Both men and women have done so ... You may have just taken her for a freak then.. But you don't know who that woman will "Prove" herself to be down the line ... You may have just desecrated your wife and you ain't even know it.. Now when she come around ya friends they have devilish intentions cuz u just presented her like she just some pop !! 

   

    Being a man in continual growth I swear. This ride never ends. All I know is the older I'm getting I am finding out that By God putting me in a family where I'm the only boy, plus having a daughter of my own , I may literally be here to serve the woman .. The the more I mature the more I'm falling in love with "the woman" she has a kingly character .. But I am hard on her too .. As much as I praise her I will discipline her as well .. Too many Queens has lost their minds .. They need to be told about themselves and they hate hearing it but Idc ..  Love is both touch and soft #chrisdread

Some of us are  meeting too many people too fast and too often for anyone to really take 1 person serious .. Soon as u meet someone u think you can really start to like, out of know where you meet 3 more and it's because we are overly socially exposed ... Too much made up pics too much ass and shape and side boob, too much muscle and words of money and fancy cars and it's all bullshit .. Too much access and visuals in the palm of our hands 

      I wish everyone would throw their cell phone in the ocean, and all social sites crashed.. Yea I mean I wouldn't be able to talk and build with you beautiful people but that's ok atleast I know your somewhere giving some one the full attention they deserve .. Giving your children your full attention .. Giving them a chance to not grow up seeing their parent holding a phone in their face all the time ... It must be so strange to them, even though this is all they know now ... When y'all kids on snap and y'all give them the dog face or the monster face .. I wonder what that does to their brain, to their imagination .. Our parents didn't have cell phones to do that to us.. They played with us and kissed us, we'll the good ones atleast .. But they gave us their attention .. Maybe some of us would actually watch tv and eat at the table with our families again .. Maybe some of you younger people would be interested in knowing what falling in love without the cell phone is like .. Well it's skit harder to lie .. No lying through text, saying whatever u wana say , no curving ... No creeping under comments .. It took a lot of energy and enthusiasm to date b4 the cell phone .. Love was so much deeper ..  The human being is dying is so many of u and y'all don't even see it ... We are fading..  #chrisdread

"Are you walking into an intimate situation with some idea of what you think you already deserve ? Or are you supposed to earn that?"

#chrisdread

Why do you think women have such a hard time with admitting how promiscuous they are or were, but so dead set on making men feel like their the hoes ? Lol as if men care about that ....  This world will never Lable a man a hoe and him actually feel the stigma of that like A woman will .. This world was created with 2 humans .. A man and a woman .. Making the male one way and the woman another .. We are not equals and never will be .. Equally important yes but equal importance doesn't mean equal ability , equal will ,equal anything .. The Gods of the world made us this way for a function and a process .. This has us different emotionally, mentally and obvious physically ... The sexually promiscuous female is just as common as the man .. But she is a liar just like the man ... She goes on in her life lying about how much men she's had sex with because she is afraid to be judged, labeled or thrown down ? 

  

Now how wrong is this ? How much internalizing does a woman have to do b4 she can feel comfortable about her sexual experience .. Promiscuity is extremely common. Most women have and will have many sex partners. The only difference is from many women half of those sex partners will be lost in in time because she will do so much in secrete just to protect her integrity yet has this thrilling desire to experience her body and a mans body and often times even a woman , and sometimes that can happen in rapid form .. Believe me you won't believe how many women incorporate America, how many teachers, how many nurses , or any average  woman has sex with well over 50/60 men .. I've been 20 years old and know women who's had sex with 50/60 men at the age of 20, and u would never know.. Some of the most respectable women coming from good homes ...So what was their motivation ??? Now what happens when u live like this in secrete living in the same city 20 years or better ?? Your actions from the past may reoccur in the present, and for some it causes a lot of confusion for their present day relationships .. U can't bury promiscuity.. It will find u .. This is something all men know .. But it doesn't hurt us like it does women .. When u finally meet this amazing girl then 2 weeks later she finds out u fucked her cousin 2 years ago ..  Is that your fault ? No .. Is it her cousin fault ? No ..  But it happened .. Now this for a man is less than a slap on the wrist but for a women ... It's so much worse .. The older I get I have let many of that go as a man .. I realize from knowing so much good women who has fucked soooo many guys and you'll never know, that they are no different from us .. Sexually motivated, highly sexual, often nightly intelligent people ... Just normal people with a high sexual libido.. But the condemnation of the woman and her sexual prowess and experiences needs to be delt with more sophistication and compassion 

                             Again under false leadership we don't know the human being nor the human body the way we should not how it works.. In many research that I have done it shows that the woman species has a tendency of being more promiscuous then some male species.. Based on the need and desire to love and be loved and be protected and be taken care of or to survive, also because she ovulates she's always feeling sexual. Yes men are sexually aggressive only because Nature  has made us that way, because if we weren't we wouldn't be here.., but the woman has to be just as sexual as the man and like I said in my prior post we are the only species that I'll sophisticated enough to have sex for leisure for pleasure for boredom for depression etc. 

     We must decide again on how to label promiscuity and what approaches we take when we find that a woman has had a promiscuous past .. She is beautiful she is strong she is full of enthusiasm she is sexy she is a goddess. Yet I do not feel she should be condemned from her sexual experiences. It is what makes her who she is and it is what gives her her sexual skill set that you love so much ....#chrisdread 

Every living creature on earth does everything thorough instinct .. They only eat which is a natural instinct , and mate seasonally which is another instinct .. We are the organism that was granted a very different spirit .. A human spirit . Equipped the the sophistication of choice .. We can have sex for leisure, when we stressed, when we sad, when we horny, when we're bored.. With either a need or none at all to reproduce .. When just don't eat when we we hungry we eat when we want .. We can diet and we can gorge ... We fight for very different reasons .. Petty ones even .. We kill senselessly .. We lie uncontrollably .. It seems as tho what we think we are apart of here maybe a very different truth .. Just maybe. Accept when you Observe the aborigine... He is very much like everything in nature when compared to the modern man .. 

   

   We seem to be the ones very unnatural to this planet .. I have felt the love of the system of energy that surrounds us..  Something so divine and surreal how could we travel so far from it... We are that thing not living in unison with our environment .. But it's as though they accepted us.. It's almost like they tolerate us. We have destroyed this planet and ourselves and everything amongst it .. How long can we think this can happen ? Without consequence .. Time can be anything in A different realm ... A thousand years to us to be 10 days somewhere else .. I am starting to enter very different ideas about what this place is .. Or what it isn't .. Millions of sightings every year ... What is in our sky ? What don't we know .. The people of the earth , the true people, have been abducted and led too long by false leaders .. There too many stories of what happened , too many variations so we cannot, all at once agree on one feeling and one purpose .. We must unequivocally decide on facing the real story. One story alone not many... What has thrown us off. We must understand this first .. And they must let the people know the truth about the sky and the center of this earth and in the depths of our oceans ..  #chrisdread

The main Objective of war  "should be" to instead of Annihilating your enemy, you should first attempt to suggest or build an aura of family and love, with a direction towards equality peace ... Especially when you enemy is clearly inferior by every means ..  In the case of black vs white .. We have a immensely inferior white race of people vs the clearly superior black race and we have taken a beating ... This sympathetic, empathetic nature of the black man towards the white man vs his savage reaction to his own people is rather confusing no ? Well not if u study "post traumatic slave syndrome" ...  It's easy for white people to look at black people and say OMG!! Their so violent .. But they refuse to study slavery from the black perspective and understand what that does to a people psychologically wile refusing to understand  that racism exist but even more so slavery never ended !! It just shifted , changed ... Is it hard to believe ??Why? Cuz u see us dominating y'all in sports and music and arts like we always did? Why? Is it cuz we invented nearly all major inventions ?That some of the best doctors and surgeons are black ? Is that what makes u think slavery ended ? Cuz a few of us get to climb wile the masses lay in suffering under a black blanket of darkness u can't see .. ? Why do white cops rarely shoot and kill white men on or off camera ? Why do u never see black cops shoot white men ? Why do they rarely see black cops shoot black men ? Are black men just better cops ?? Are they more courageous than white male cowards who feel shooting is the only way to live? Why is there an execution of black men and women on camera and off camera nearly every week ?? These are the things y'all refuse to understand .. Why do they call it the projects rather than saying apartment complex? Did u know it was a project ?  To have the black experience I guess would help some of u .. But it's like watching a fucking bad movie every day u wake up black !! Whether u have money or not, whether u have a good day or not , u know if it ain't u , somewhere close by a black man woman or child just had a fucked up day just from the color of their skin alone ... #chrisdread 

To that gorgeous woman they Lable "Plain Jane" To the one they miscalculate her sex appeal and give her that mediocre Lable, just "The Girl next Door" There's nothing plane about you ...You just lack the tenacity to compete with other women ... And that's a beautiful thing.. Because to him.. Your conversations, your laughter, your smile.. The smell of your neck, the kiss of your lips..The sound of your moan. The way you take that deep stroke like a big girl... Your ambition, your compassion.. They don't know any of those things ...These are the things he has all to himself .. #chrisdread #uplifther

"What hurts him most is his inability to make a choice"

"What kills him is his inability to take risk" 

#chrisdread

Terrorism in America is fake !!!! If there were any "REAL" Islamic terrorist or any other group... You'd think by now they'd take over a News station or radio... Have u ever in your life seen a terrorist hold up a news station !!! If there ever was a terrorist hand book the first thing they would tell you to do is control the media .. Get your message out there !! But all terrorist in America ends up dead on site or they arrest them and we never hear or see them again !! FAKE ALL FAKE!!! The only terror power in America is the wealthy elite of Jewish men who have black and white puppets !!! 

      Black people, whites, Asians, Latinos , Indians ,native Indians !! We are all family when the world is burning... We all feel the heat when skin burns ..  We have been lied to.. Racism isn't real .. White people, you love us. You love us at work you love us at home. You love our music our food and our charisma.. You love our skin you love our hair you love our culture, and I don't even have to refer to Asians , Latinos and Indians .. Y'all know y'all love us be used y'all are us!!! All of you fully utilize black culture because it all comes from the same place, just over time everyone made it their own .. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS RACISM .. White folks as evil as many of u are and many of your ancestors were its only because they made you think that if you didn't hate us then we will hate you and seek revenge !! But we won't, they lying to u .. We haven't revolted and unleashed the wrath of God on u yet !! We could u know but we don't want to!! It's not of our creed.. Especially when they brainwashed blacks and made us look at ourselves as an enemy ..y'all are especially afraid of us cuz of what we do to ourselves .. But what y'all see us do to ourselves isn't real either !! It's an illness !! That can be cured! We must stand together and find that love !! Our enemy is 1 but the people is many !!! Come back home !! Come back to black , back to the prototype !!! We embrace all souljahs of God!! Islam and Christians you are BROTHERS UNDER God!! You are not enemies !! Christians are blind and clueless as hell but still valuable under God! There's no such thing as a war of its under Gods name!!! There is only 1 enemy .. THE ELITE!! And the people is their counter!! Let's not forget one another in this battle .. Look at the rest of 2016 -2017.. Be very careful .. If we don't change our mentality now we will perish .. This is not a debate nor a convo!! I've seen it in my dreams .. This is a warning.

People will see you in so many different forms it's hard to know which person is the real them ..  

       "To truly see the real me, sit with me and listen to music with me..Smoke a spliff with me and don't say much at all.. Just feel the music and feel the both of us there. That's seeing me truly.. And how u experience the music will show me how serious to take you as a person or how light to tread..#chrisdread

The difficult thing about loving me is the balance in it .. {and I have to admit it openly cuz I have accepted that, for some, it's an unfair challenge}

     "She'd have to know when to leave me the fuck alone and when to completely smother me .. That to some, doesn't sound hard but that line is sooo sooo thin .. And I'm admitting, that as a man , that's one way I'm problematic ..  I guess my personal life and the things I've seen and experience, it has driven me into a place where solitude is most natural .. Though I crave intimacy, conversation, affection and sexual attention from a woman everyday ..  I crave my private space just the same .. I don't really trust her anymore either .. I've seen too much, being socially over exposed, you see too much wrong even in the good ones u see soo much treachery.. Although myself, I never been heart broken by a woman in a traditional sense, yet  I feel it's  potential moving into this uncertain time ..  I've grown less patient with that part of life and I've grown more interested in improving the state of the world, my environment and giving something to the young mind, to challenge their thoughts and inspire change.. She'd have to understand my true passion, work and my love for people. Most women that get a sample of passion and intimacy I have to offer, she forgets these things about me and creates her own plans .. Then in reminding her of what's really going on , it may cause great offense .  When people ask me "so what happened to y'all" i always know what happened .. The real too. 

     This I admit as a man .. I know my problem patterns {do you?} ..  That's why it's never really a problem just a process ... #chrisdread 

What do you think is gona happen when I private person pursues a public person or a public person pursues and private person ???  

     Some try to squeeze a social Giant into a tiny whole and u can clearly see they can't fit ... Or the giant tries to pull you into this huge ocean to drown ... Search for a social structure in a person that won't be problematic to you ..#chrisdread 

Force him to be better... 

  Force him to work harder for you .. 

     You've forgotten how to do that ...

          Separate the men from the boys.... 

              Know your idiosyncrasy, respect it...

                   You want something different.........

                         Do something different..............

                              #chrisdread 

You  ever had a man kiss you and in that moment you said " I need him in my life" 

Ever had a man cook for you and when u tasted the food u said "NAAA yo! I need this man in my life" 

Ever had the best Sex/Head u ever had in ya life and said " Na na na yo!!! It's a must, he has to stay, what's ya social ? U want a key, I have a spear , u don't have to leave now just lock up on the way out" 

Ever had a man to defend your honor? Protect your integrity ? Defend you with his life, just seem to be so considerate and accurate with time? His word is stronger than oak? You can believe everything he says? And u said "well damn thats different, never felt so at ease and comfortable with a man like this b4.... I need that in my life  

You ever had a man Say something to you so moving , so profound, so intellectual, so authentic and original .. That it drove u so fucking crazy and woke up something meaningful inside and your like, FINALLY , a man , that can think outside the box. Make me feel like a woman, up here{pointing to her head} and said to yaself, " yo that's what's been missing, I need that shit in my life for real " ? 

All this I have mentioned and I'm sure some of you can pick off a couple of things like this that you have yet to encounter and maybe a small few of u had the whole package ... But notice, {and only if it applies to you } if reading this and anything that I listed above made u feel optimistic, that if u can get any of these things in a man or all of it, and u say to yaself "damn that would make me the happiest woman alive" ....... Notice I haven't mentioned money or anything superficial ..  Those things up top that I listed👆🏿.......... All of it!!!! Are natural traits of a man.. Born innately within .. His environmental development is the result in his change, not him..  You were born queen he was born king, we only know love for each other even in our opposition ..  We only know love for each other,nothing less.. Nothing superficial , nothing financial, which has most of you women broken hearted and your body misused or over used.. You have compromised your self time and time again because society has given you the image of a man and not your own heart .  Your soul has not guided you ever!! And this is the state of confusion we are in .. I see it in my dreams this is no opinion .. So go head.. #chrisdread

"One thing you should never do during sex is Lie"

#chrisdread

I only ate, literally, fruits and leafy green veggies ONLY!!! Every single day for 3 months straight.. Didn't at all not once!!!!!!!, eat anything else.. No form of meat,eggs any poultry.. No starch at all!! No rice no pastas no bread no cereal Ect .. I ATe no hybrid foods ( carrots ,potato, Broccoli) Ect .. And drank tons of water nearly a gallon a day .. And boil a lot of plants and drink the water. example: Cerasee, burdock root, sousop leaves ,... Ect now I can't make this up ..everything that the body produced that stink just went odorless after a little time..  Farts had no smell , doodoo had NO SMELL!!! At all !! Odorless .. And who told us our doodoo stink? Now what was strange to me is... Most of the animals we do get to observe eating their natural diet, doodoo has an odor.. Why didn't mine??  This in fact had me question the uniqueness of the human or really made me say no matter what we read or what a scientist say... The most impactful science comes from your own work .. Your own perseverance to test the human body the human spirit and the human mind... Ultimately the human experience ... But getting back to what I found .. I felt much more energy than I did .. Wayyy more .. I couldn't even sleep .. Then I would crash around noon cuz I'd be up all night, especially when I was alone.. I just had tons of energy , raging . My skin felt different.. And I felt level of increase in my sexual Lobito.. Now I hear a lot of people who's finally getting to a size they like fear losing weight even when feeling they definitely need to try changing their eating habits,not because they're on a diet but because the food is killing us.. Even when thy really really wana do it.. I even thought about that. I already had a slim figure. I did loose about 10 pounds this I wana be straight with that  ..  What you must understand is .. The human family is all shapes and sizes in America and other power countries .. But when u look at those beautiful indigenous African that's out in them jungles, how man obese  ones do you see? I'll wait ....

    So we don't even know what the human family in America would be shaped like had they told us the truth ..  They still teaching our kids in school with the food pyramid and it has pork and steak in it talking bout protein .. But when u looking at animals like the Gorgeous Silverback Gorilla" who is mainly a fruitarian{who's diet we take on the most by the way, as the original people}.. Look at all that muscle, elephants, largest land animal .. They don't eat meat.. Giraffe? No meat!so what are they teaching us.. The property of what they call "protiens" is found in many veggies and legumes as well .. Ex chick peas.. I've put my body through this and this is what I've found , I only wana share my experience nothing more ...  So to eat this way we must also include exercise,To maintain that size and drink lots of water .. Our body is made up of mostly that.. We need it to keep the bodies functions  clean and hydrated .  And we need lots of oxygen .. Also another tough one about This is... If u wana eat this way but not work out, to maintain weight you'd have to double or triple your meals but I insist on u working out because the body needs that too .. And not just taking pics in the gym I mean work out for real!! And it's a lil more expensive as far as spending money on "GOOD" foods 

Listen I know  it sounds hard but it's so worth it no matter what size u are TRY IT !! Some of y'all know me I wouldn't say this if I didn't think it wasn't important .. Also study blood type vs diet .. That also had a lot to do with how u are supposed to eat .. Some of u don't even know ya blood type .  Get to know it and research blood type and diet.. You will find info on that too .. Be well guys but let's be well together .. All races we have to really find love In living with eachother because look how gorgeous and colorful this world is with us all in it.. Sounds like Gods dream.. Who ever God is to u .. It's a shame a couple hundred rich wealthy stink white men wants to compromise all of that.. I'd never get that for as long as I live how the human experience could of come to this strange movie that were living in ..where we virtually have limited control of our lives ... My plan? Get to Ethiopia.. That's where the feeling is . #chrisdread    

Ha... Imagine living in the matrix ... {like you are now} or even imagine your an ant in an ant farm .. Do u think these ants are aware that their world is like that of Jim Carey in the Truman show? Why did u think thy made that movie? Did u see that analogy ? This world came about to exist for life to flourish with all living things working in a system of laws unspoken .. The modern human compromised all of that but worst when the snows melted "they"{white people} came down and seen the rest of the world "they" came back with a calcified pineal gland. This changed their ethic... The way they do things ... Control divide conquer and kill anything that opposes... Now I was not around to know how in the hell this inferior form of human was able to do that but what if humans had no intent to destroy the world maybe the idea of doing it is all u need to actually get it done.. But back to what I was saying .. When u think about us as humans the reality is , we are in an ant farm and some of us are TOTOALLY unaware of that giant standing outside of the ant farm .. But the ones that do see the giant is trying to tell the other ants about it and nobody's listing cuz all these ants wana do is go on vacations and listen to dumb ant trap music and watch ant tv... Not knowing this evil giant gave us all of that to keep us from realizing that we are in an ant farm as pets ... Now if this giant knows that together as ants we can do anything !!! He would have to keep us weak individually no? Now what happens when the Giants says "hey my ant farm is getting crowded , he would have to do things to make sure we don't keep producing more than dying..  But because ant are amazingly resilient, it's not easy to kill them off that way .. So maybe the giant said "I'll give them food that makes them weak .... Weakens the body weakness the mind and spirit ... I'll some how make separation between the male ants and female ants .. 

I mean MOST HUMANS don't walk around and think the enemy exist in white nationalism ... Some think that forever or for as long as they live black people will just have these issues and white people will be in control and their ok with that .. These minds are broken .. But when urs is intact u must do all u can to stay as strong as possible ..  STOP REGULARLY CONSUMING MEAT AND DAIRY .. DO RESEARCH AS TO WHY MYSELF OR ANYONE WILL SAY THAT .. WATCH FOOD DOCUMENTARIES THEY WILL ALL CHANGE YA LIFE ..LOOK AT WHAT THEY DO THE THEM ANIMALS AND HOW THEY PREPARE YOUR MEATS ... GOOGLE OR YOURTUBE DR SEBI!! I mean some of u are hearing this man has cured over 100 cases of AIDS and CANCER AND WONT WATCH HIS DOCUMENTARIES OR VIDOES BUT WILL RUN HOME AND WATCH LOVE AND HIP HOP ?  Weak ass niggaZ ... Smh      Go back and really watch the matrix and put ur phone in another room don't be in ya phone wile u watch these things ... Go back and watch the Truman show! I mean this is us!! That's how life is now .. 

I understand the woman's needs to be sexually pleased and have her fantasies fulfilled.... The more you get older, you begin to understand her need to include "Love" all in of that.. 

   That's The quintessential difference between man and woman .. Most men can utilize sex for pleasure, but it's as if a higher content innately made "most" women connecting sex to love .. If we understood,  accepted and respected this .. We would as men and women get along better .. Yes some women can look at the basic practicality of sex like most men do but not much women maintain that mentality throughout their life .. Her biology, mental and emotional composition is completely designed to limit partners...  Although , we see that certain  women can defy that..  it is commonly conflicting and often resulting in some circumstance .. But you find most women just wana limit themselves sexually all on their own .. That's a very special thing .. A special design.. 

               Often I ask myself as a man , do we compromise that. Is it our responsibility to back away from what a woman is offering even if she's saying she's ok with just that. At what point are we as men and women Gona  accept and admit that many women use sex to soften up a mans decision in giving her what she wants ... Not just material things but commitment, security and protection .., And as men we like to hear a women say she's ok with sex for now and nothing else .. But when are we gona be honest enough to say that some women mislead that entire process or just flat out lie to move things along  ... And the really confusing thing is when u meet a woman who actually means what she's says .. That's she's ok with just sex .. Cuz their out there.. But again , in most cases ,many times women who say that don't really mean it..  We have to really address this EXACT scenario I'm speaking of together, because so much people have turmoil from this process ..

 I'll make s video soon 

#chrisdread 

"I always had this Notion that God, Truth and reality was synonymous" 

        "A.R Bernard"

 

I've always had a deep respect for pastor Bernard.. It's his voice .. The sound of it.. As a child I remember it to be very soothing.. And whatever he said just always made sense.. A lot of people didn't or don't like Christian Life Center which is now called Christian Cultural Center .. Many say"it's just a big show" "I like smaller churches" "it's too big and money hungry" I don't like to wait in lines to pray" Ect Ect ... My mother, sister and I became members of CLC in 1989. Much smaller than it is now but even then it was bigger than a lot of churches over there in Linden Blvd. His college professor style of teaching the word infused with this sociological, economical, political, marital/relationship forum I think is perfect for the mixed aged members .. He's brilliant man.. And although I don't practice religion and may not agree with many aspects of it along with the church ..Growing up listening to this man each week, grew a great deal of respect for him .. Watching him with all his sons.. As A boy with no father u sort of romanticize what that would of been like.. Having a powerful brilliant father .. Leaving so much for you to do and learn.. 

      I went on to play the saxophone for CCC youth ministry.. I remember performing big shows and being sick to my stomach .. Too much pressure for a shy kid like me at that time. But I got a good look into the church atmosphere and my body always rejected it.. Just wasn't authentic to me. I'm some one very different from the "church type" and I felt that always .... I know sooo much people who now attend this church .. My family brought so many people there.. But had it not been for this mans intelligence none of that could exist .. Religion aside .. This is in all respects to Dr. A.R Bernard Sr. .. Listening to you speak just about life many times made me want to speak .. Speak up. Express myself .. I would envision me standing up there like him talking , about very different topics of course lol ... I even remember some words we exchange many years ago ..  Good feelings 

#chrisdread 

"We used to be attracted to a person for a reason .... Like a real one too. Not this illusion. We used to catch feelings for the person we seen everyday in school.. Seeing how they move, interact with you, with others. Walking by them and smelling how they smell. And when the teacher said, "Find a Partner" omg you hoped that person wanted to work with you. Or the days where people actually wanted to hook you up with a person they had confidence in..  The friends who hooked you up because they felt y'all had similar personalities, similar interest. Not based on "girllll he got money and a niceee car" or "yo son she not all that pretty but she got a fat ass and I heard she a freak and she like girls" Just selling meat and Money to one another as a dream.. But these dreams are only temporary pleasures if your lucky.. Or what that one dance can do like Beres song. You go out one night especially back then when the music was good. And that one person you catching eye contact with all night finally position themselves in that ever so inviting manner.. The body language is electric and from that dance you already planning the future with that person ... But they changed the music so they changed the sentiment of that  aspect of the club that we forget... 

     So ask your self .. After School is over. After the club gets old .. After you experience too much of your friends hooking you up with weirdos .. Where do we go for love ? Where do we find it? The Church?? Ha! Foh! The work place? Tuh!!! From experience... A double FOh!! What's the new median......... 

        SOCIAL SITES... The worst of them all.

We have now seen soooooo many people resorting to meeting people on social sites, hooking up and seeing where it can go. Many hate to admit they meet people off of Face Book, InstaGram, SnapChat Ect.... But the fact of the matter is that it's happening .. And it's a complete illusion .. What can we possibly think is realistic about scrolling up and down all day every day looking at All The ASS and money and cars and memes ...  None of this shit is real !! It doesn't actually exist !! Of course your gona go after the girl with the pretty face and fat ass that you follow Who's ofc "about her money" who keeps breaking up with her man and getting back together, taking the pics down and putting them up again.. ..But a man going after her more often is sexually motivated.. But it's not how we supposed to actually court one another .. It's strange ..People actually have major expectations off a system where people let you see "WHAT THEY WANT YOU YO SEE" most are perpetuating what they want you to think their life is and how they look all the time if the camera wasn't there... We didn't have that capability at a time.. In order to really grasp someone's attention you had to really be on your A game. Much more harder to lie then, which has become so easy now.. 

    

What I'm saying is... Just don't lose the feeling of the earth underneath u... Stay grounded .. Remember this is a cyber world now.. The temperature of the human blood is cooling.. See it. feel it. Acknowledge that in this moment many of the younger generations will never ever fall In love the way humans did. The way our elders did. The love that builds strong bonds, families that last. This technology is killing us and though we are all apart of its use, I am holding on to the "idea", of the enchantment of love and what it was before this mega era of technology.. Just thinking about our kids really.. #chrisdread 

"Men never changed... Women did. Society wasn't ready for that"

Whatever woman I end up with .. We gota be doing this life work together .. Helping people together .. No man is looking for an "Independent Strong Black woman" That just sounds like a Lesbian that hates men.. We don't mind Dependent, because to depend on me doesn't mean your weak .. I'm ya man you should look to me for a bulk of support .. And because I'm ya man, it doesn't mean I can't depend on you and be a leader in one .. We got our whole lives screwed up with societies terms .. We sound so incredibly dumb everyday ..  We want our woman to be as smart as she can be, as strong as she can be, but only as independent as she can be  if something was to happen to her man, or if God forbid she was abandoned.. We need men and women to be strong individually if they have to be alone but the coalition of man and woman is ideal ..

   To the oppressors of this nation, Nothing is more threatening than the black child, the black woman and most certainly the black man .. So why stand alone? Why leave our children to raise themselves wile we fight each other .. What you think the civil rights movement was about .. Black men and women standing together .. They brought the feminist movement in there and broke that beautiful coalition apart .. Now look at us .. We have this distain towards one another...Cant seem to get back on the same page unless we laying in bed together and that's just to comfort what we have yet to understand ..  Then after the bed, comes expectations that doesn't express, what "time together" reveals.

   Y'all not hearing me. I'm just another nigga writing for "likes" right ? That's what y'all say ?  #chrisdread

When a woman is "Truly" ready to be a good Woman. She will then choose a good man.. Not a hot boy, not a hustler, not he play boy, not the sameeeeee kind of guy she dated year after year that breaks  her heart or that's back and forth with his baby mama, back and forth in jail, always out in the club, prefers to be wth his boys Ect Ect .. All the things woman complain about they put up with it cuz , they may not know it, but they ain't ready to be as serious as they can be.. 

    Because to believe that this is the only type of guy that's around is asinine... There's so much real men, good men out here but in order to be with them, you have to be serious and on ya strict behavior in order to match his goodness .. Because for some reason, a good man is rare in so many black women's experiences, that when she actually encounters one it's like meeting a real life XMEN CHARACTER.. And she subconsciously knows like, Damn this nigga like 5 times smarter than me, he's focused, he strong, he powerful, and because of that he demands a great deal of respect and I'm not running away because of him .. I'm curving him because subconsciously I'm not ready to be that serious .. I'm not ready to accept a good man.. I'm not done playing around and dating and being showered with gifts and for some , being a low key being a hoe.. I'm still irresponsible and I'm growing so I'm just gona keep messing with these suckers and keep blaming them for my unhappiness ..  And although THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO ALL WOMAN obviously but if I don't say it some decrepit woman is gona come say "well not all woman" like duhhh.. But in retrospect I know this to be a accurate occurrence cuz so many women give the testimony of them finally growing up and reach an altitude that allows u to finally say "hey you know what now I'm ready" y'all no different from men in this matter cuz men do it too .. Men run away from that woman that they know they can't be a playboy with or an asshole so they deal with the women that will take all they shit.. Till he ready to be with a woman who he knows satisfies him .. We out here doing the same shit so don't tell me we don't understand each other ...

Friendships, mixed with love, attraction,interest,intimacy, passion.. It's so much more common now.. There's not that divine separation anymore in many cases ... Between role changes and taboos falling slowly, you really start to think of what contributed to this atmosphere of sexual energy amongst friends of the opposite sex .. How should it be approached, or if at all .. 

  All of us has probably experienced being attracted to a friend but should you cross that line ? Can you trust what comes next ? Then it makes you wonder also, "who's the best type of lover ? An established friend growing into a lover or a perfect stranger growing into it all ? Very interesting thing when you think about it. #chrisdread 

Chris Dread :My views on Polygamy and Monogamy

I think possibly from early on promiscuity always existed.. So did commitment. I think that innate desire to commit comes from the perseverance of love between two people. It's strange to me, how in today society we see so many people against polygamy yet more than half of the people in the world who are in a committed relationship is cheating on their lover. This says something very loudly ..  We are a society that believe monogamy is a real human thing, but I feel very different about that now .. At one point especially growing up In a Christian environment, something always felt contradictory about every doctrine of Christianity .. You can bomb buildings and steal and destroy shit, yet just simply repent and it's all goes poof !! Since monogamy is a man made term, does it truly express the true human desire or just a term brought on to express a religious law ... Religious purpose should be for a positive order .. But how were humans living before these man made doctrines .. We know polygamy existed but most of us don't know why, and even more distant, we can't emotionally connect to the idea because this is a "Completely" different time of living ..   

     We don't talk about sex rawly enough .. We have to realize homes and families have been torn because we Refuse to truly confront and confirm what our true sexual desires are from the start and also, as they evolve .. You believe in monogamy ? Why are so many people feeling the complete need to commit, even get married yet can't stop fucking other people .. And this is men and women .. I understand what it is to be in a committed relationship and I understand what it means to be in a polygamist relationship because I've had both experiences IN REAL LIFE ..  Now in today's society I wouldn't be urged to be in a polygamist relationship again only because this society is completely un designed  for it.. So many people are against it door to door it just doesn't feel natural here .. 

   If you can't see past the Sex you can't see far ...  If you don't really sit down and think of the two women involved, or 3 or 4.... If you can't think "hmmm, what would make two beautiful,gorgeous, young, smart women openly share a man, have his babies? Coexist in the home as family or as lovers themselves,Find their own passion for one another.? And I'll tell you this. A lot of men in this position, I assure you are either very powerful or wealthy .. Most men in them times had as much wives and kids his money could accommodate .. And nothing more. Everyone was taken care of.. Some women did it because she had beauty and her family was dirt poor so she married into wealth and bared children .. Or something simple as having many cattle .. We don't understand that now. The world is a very different place .. Especially for a feminist of any young Queen feeling empowered .. Y'all are changing the game for y'all self and thats great to me.. But I just try and digest all ideas.. I try to erase emotion when trying to see a different side of things ..This is a sensitive topic as I said but it's all in how your mind works I don't think anything here can be definitive or condemned #chrisdread

I never supported the idea of going to sleep without talking it through .. 

"It's easy to make peace with something u both understand, but u never make peace where there's no understanding"  .. Always talk it out . What's left out will always be brought  up.. Why do you think y'all arguing about the same ole stuff.. Because either one of you, or both of you wont say everything needed to be said to kill the issue .. TALK IT OUT!! Be EXPLICIT but remember to have compassion. Watch the tone and choice of words that are combative rather than healing .. #chrisdread 

Attraction or Interest?

Attraction isn't the same as Interest ... Attraction is when a person is stimulated by either ur appearance, your attitude, personality,stature Ect .. Interest is when u wana get to know or Peruse some one your attracted to ......

    Now no one likes rejection im sure but men in particular I find get really frazzled by when a woman shows her attraction to him but doesn't show interest .. Because the practicality of men allows us to feel that if ur attracted to me, then why aren't u giving me access to you .. We are sexually driven so attraction to us means access simply because when we attracted to a woman we just let her right in ..Men's  first thought isn't always , well maybe she has a boyfriend or maybe she just not trying to be involved with anyone at the moment or heck, maybe she just don't like him like that.. She can be attracted to you but doesn't mean you give her the impulse to say "hmmm I have to have this man in my life" .. A woman is completely designed to be on a defense and we are designed to be offense ..  Being entered sexually has to completely change your mentality as far as how u see the sociological    Process, Sex and the nature of that decision on who she lets enter her vagina .. Having a penis hanging forward give us a feeling of pursuit, as we are the aggressors .. 

    

Teach these young Queens that's sex is at your discretion and it is your choice and never his.. Your gona make choices sexually that you will learn from whether good or bad and that's your own special story .., but we also have to teach young men to value sexual decisions as well and that charisma comes from letting the process happen naturally.. Being graceful and compassionate about it.. Teach him that his life is very different from hers and his feeling are different.. And she is the one you protect at all cost.. But he should know that attraction is not interest .. It's all a game out here and women are fully equipped to play and control a mans mind .. He needs to be free and independent from that or atleats aware of the difference ..#chrisdread

We can't keep dealing with choices... We have to deal with decisions #chrisdread 

Most of the time when anything has went wrong in my life it was in the result of lack of Confidence or, Stepping away from the Truth ...

Be Confident and True #chrisdread

"Reasons" do exist .. "So let's make a Deal .. I won't call my Excuses, Reasons .... And you don't call my Reasons,Excuses.." Or is there this thing called "Reasonable Excuses" or "Excusable Reason"#chrisdread

You wana see the "mans" image of a wife .. Just look at the average male scenario ... Look at is Wife/Wifey vs his Side Chick/Chicks..

Notice the difference ... His wife mirrors all the characteristics of a life partner.. Loving and kind.. Stability, Nurturer, Supportive, Patient, Understanding, Simple, Pleasing, Affectionate... Ect Ect ... At least that's what a conscious man would want in a wife ..

   Now looking at the Woman on the side without being to critical of her ..  I mean after all .. She can be a good woman too.. Idk why society always attacks her .. She can be as innocent as ever,with the intention to fully be the best woman she can be with whatever this man has presented to her .. She could have been lied too or fooled by him based on how strong his desire is to obtain her ...Or the side Woman can be very conscious of her decision, she can feel either guilty or not but her intention is to enjoy the moment despite the damage it may cause herself ,him or his wife .. The side woman can be the over sexed , over sexual, lusty kinky kind of woman , targeted particularly to provide the sexual fantasies and to suffice the sexual appetite of some men who don't find total satisfaction in one woman.. Or she can be the shy quiet type where the man finds some sort of sexually attraction to her conservative or innocent nature, Or she may provide him with something deeper that his wife lacks , maybe a spiritual or intellectual connection... Now does this make him a dog? Well make no mistake.. It is completely normal for any human, male or female to desire more than one person sexually .. What makes it bad is when you continue to live that lifestyle after you make a promise of commitment .. So in that case one can say yes.. 

     But, looking at his wife, Notice that type of woman is usually very similar .. The structure of her is usually very universal ..With the conscious man she's usually very neat, safe and secure.. Just that overall prime choice in a good woman .. This says to me..it's not that we don't know what a wife resembles or what the structure of a "good woman" is... It is simply about our sexual desires and having control over them that will determine a healthy relationship experience and or marriage for a man .. Ask yourself.. As a woman , if your man could guarantee he kept his penis in his pants 100 percent of the time and would never cheat on you.. That would cover about over 50 percent confidence you'd have in being happy with this man .. Because if you ask most women who's been hurt or had bad experiences with men it's due to him not being able to keep his penis to himself . Other things like finance and learning from him and Protection and being a good father is all circumstantial.. But what hurts sooo much of our women and breaks hearts stems from cheating .. And for a man,  when really asking himself if most of his bad experience in relationships,caused by him was due to other women or him not being faithful and honest with his woman. He would tell you yes ..

      So I think to myself .. As I move forward in life I realize, for us , If We conquer sex, We conquer a happier love life .. We have to  know best when we are suited to make that eternal promise to a Woman and when we are strong enough to keep it .. Until then, no matter what she say, no matter how much she calls you immature for not settling down(as if that even makes her mature for saying) no matter how much she pressures you and acts like a brat.. No matter how much she attacks your man hood. Stand firm and only commit FOR YOU!! Not for her or for some idea. You have to really want it bro . #chrisdread

I'm into the redefining of the woman .. I'm into her transition of becoming an economic power and the leading middle class .. Even when she's the head of the home... We have to really question the title or present day definition of men and women .. After all , now a days you see more and more of how awful our knowledge is of this world and our people .. Everyday we learning something new that was stolen from us .. And who's doctrine did we follow ?? The European doctrine. One filled with lies,deception and stupidity .. If they can take our knowledge of our food and diet away from us what makes u think they not gona take the true knowledge of who or what women really are on this planet .. We have to now really consider that everything we think we know we really don't .. Just look at the state of the world .. Technology is so much more vast now that they can't stop the spread of info and the lies are turning around .. Now is the time especially for black men and women to band together .. They put us against each other and broke our families down, broke down the generations ..

                         Nevertheless.. The worst thing that could have ever happen to the black family is Feminism.. A feminist is a the Bain of society no different from a lil gang banger .. Feminism is just another approach to destroy the black home and to further downgrade the presence of a man .. Stripping him of his right and need to protect his woman and children.. Disabling the coalition between men and women ..  Feminism was not a black woman's idea. It was the idea of white women trying to gain political social economic power from the white men who run this country. When you force that on black women, now they fight, not against white men who oppressed her, her man and children, but now she's fighting the black man and we have never controlled anything not even her. And when a woman takes a feminist stand .. Her companion becomes the white man whether she knows it or not cuz she benefits from the system they create to keep a black man down..  Feminism promotes loneliness, lesbianism, anger, bitterness.. So wile in full support of the "woman" ..  Feminism not so much because of how harmful it is and yeah I don't even know it.. We need to respect the balance .. Because together all things are possible .. Black Men and women can not be separate or we'll be slaves forever ..you see I'm not into marching .. Not into protesting .. That does nothing .. I rather put my energy into a useful rhetorical that speaks on the importance of the coalition of black men and women and speaking aggressively about love because love is not just this idea of a feeling that makes you feel good. The concept of love is just as powerful as God. We need love in our hearts just as much as we need God because God or the entity that we referred to as God only wants us to love,that's it #chrisdread

  I think every human being in this world should experience someone Honoring them.. Someone loving them more than anything in the world .. Imagine going through life never feeling like a person who has been loved by someone more than anything in this world .. Not having that I think, is missing a crucial piece in then experience of being a human being .. And although at times we take someone's love for granted, it's such an enchanting feeling to know someone puts you above all..  Just imagine for a second, never experiencing love at all .. We'd probably crumble .. Imagine a person who's been homeless for the majority of their life.. Imagine not experiencing true friendship, or intimacy, the love of family and children .. It's an acutely frightening concept .. (Not saying it's this way for all homeless) 

    "Everyone loving everyone just seems to be impossible in this Realm.. We'd probably ascend to heaven all at once"

   And then the polarity of it.. What if Not having love is to know True Peace .. After all love is a connectivity .. To not be connected in a sense is Peace.. Once you experience love, hate can now be created in the mind because it needs its opposition to exist in order for us to be aware of it .. If it's always warm outside and cold didn't exist, we'd probably won't go around using the word "warm" to describe the weather. But the fact that we live in a world set up to have us work with more differences than constants,It's what makes life exciting and that gives us life.. To work for something.. But the 1 thing that remains free and easy to achieve almost effortlessly is the one thing people need the most but don't have enough of.. "Love" #chrisdread

It's one thing to "Love" someone. It feels really nice, but Loving some one doesn't mean you'll always want or need  them around .. It's an entirely different thing when they're "Lovable"  We can achieve the feeling of Love for someone and be content with void .. But when they're Lovable, you'd always want them around.. #chrisdread 

I think Any person that you love or has value deserves a second chance.......

    I just don't believe in a third. #chrisdread 

Never forget. Not always when you see them stunting mean they have more money than you ..... They may just have less Responsibilities..Lust slowly and wisely .#chrisdread 

You'd be surprised how good men really are and how much some of them really respect women... I just wish y'all could hear some of the private conversations they have. .. What men say amongst themselves about women, sometimes are the things they never actually get to say to women .. The way he describes her to his best friend, all his admiration and ideas about her. He may never say..Circumstances have to do with that.. And  of course  some of the simple minded people will say "Well he should just say it then" but sometimes it's deeper than that .. She may have a man, a broken heart , she maybe curving him not knowing his worth.. Then there's those times where the pieces fit for a gorgeous puzzle.. But the fact remains ..... You'd be surprised. #chrisdread

"There's this mode where at times I say to  myself, focus on your love life Chris ... She's waiting for you. Maybe you already met her, or maybe she's just around the bend ... Then other days I'm like "Nah I just wana fight for my people, don't got no time for wifey shit, I don't wana drag her into that depression, that obsession.. She should experience bubbly things in life. Should she really be with someone who's prepared to take the life of a man, take a stand, in this Emotional, Mental, Spiritual war most won't understand ... But who knows maybe she'll be a warrior too .. Shit, maybe she's just like you.. Then there's days where you think, "hey maybe I should be a model citizen. Focus on a 40 HR a week job, aim for good health benefits, how's the 401k plan?, Drive a nice Sedan with mid to low mileage, keep my head low, hide my opinions,play it safe.? Yea, that life sounds like death slow to me.. 

      Truth is I'm living in a world that told us meat was good for us, it made us big and strong because it's Packed with protein and vitamin K, not knowing that was a lie, a world where your water is poisoned, the fruit, veggies are poisoned, the water can kill you or its laced with chemicals that turn men into women and women into men, the air is poisoned with chemicals to onset allergies in us and most of all our children, chemicals that make you violent , things to make us impotent , a world where medication they give us is supposed to make us better but it actually doubles your illness , a world where people will see someone being attacked and will record it b4 the human aspect of them will either help or seek help , a world where the average  human emotion has disintegrated, a place where black men and women are being slaughtered on the media everyday to where it became normality ..  A world where they taught us Jesus was white, where they forced Christianity on us by death but hid our TRUE SPIRITUAL practices from us our knowledge of ourselves and did unthinkable things in slavery ...A world where our children's school books is filled with lies false hope and truth.. A world where you think your leader, your president has a mind of his own not realizing he doesn't and he's controlled by the 1 percent of the wealthiest of us all.. A world where they actually have there focus set on Homosexualizing the black man.. A place where a woman's doctors appointment to get birth control can be suddenly turned into the last day she maybe able to have kids because plan parent hood and them  places were set to annihilate black woman's reproductive system.. A place where whole towns get led poison from the pipes .. A place where Trump may actually be president .. Now how do you express the emotions wile this shit is ACTUALLY HAPPENING.. Most of us can't talk to our parents or elders about it.. They old and stuck in they ways, they were blinded worse than us some of them .. And Christianity got them sucked into that passive lifestyle and they're waiting to meet their Christ .. The elders who were the warriors of their day are far and few In between and voice is clouded out by the nonsense society promotes .. So this middle generation is left to look at our kids and just wonder ...... 

    Now tell me where exactly our focus should be ..  And how your supposed to teach Hope to the youth and the generation to come .. There's a lot of work to do .. And we still worrying about entertainment and what celebrity is doing what.. And how much money this person has and still trying to buy Jordan's .. There won't be any vanity for us if we all slaves again .. We got a lot of work to do . Before it's too late. #chrisdread

As her lover ... Present her with a criteria that will Inspire her creativity. If she loves you, she will look to you for insight and approval. When your woman has the dexterity to master something, Help her Nurture it. She wants her biggest supporter to be her lover. But to be able to be inspired by him simultaneously just magnifies her experience with you.. Nothing more important than being proud of who your with .. When she's illuminating a room full of people and you position yourself in the most insignificant corner of the room where no one will look,and you take a moment to gaze at the blessing you have.. Wile everyone's admiring her and she has their complete attention, you love to watch her melt the crowd with Her division of authenticity. You know every move she delivers because you admire her all day.. You completely understand why they love her because, it is the same things you'd love as well ..  That breathtaking reality that, "she'll be coming home with me.. And she's mines and she only wants me" And I know that for the love she would drop it all .. But often when you love someone, you have to understand their work.. Their passion, you have to agree with it.. And it makes it easier when she can trust you to be the king of her structured world.. Saying, without saying... That this is us. That, because I learn from you everyday, you are such a big part of my success .. "Love and friendship is all about truly Supporting ideas from a sensible compassionate standpoint" #chrisdread  

A woman can kiss you in such a way... That right after, you know all her needs .. 

Heart battered at the sense that nothing will change .. Or the only hopes of change is if somehow, all together all at once, we can feel the exact same feeling. Some element unknow to us, will all get us to agree on one agenda .. I can feel the window closing swiftly ..  We must react now... I can feel the presence of evil breathing down our necks.. The stench on the breath of a demon, the awful smell, not originating from the mouth, but from the belly of this beast... We are running and running only to tire and cramp up... There is a power though. A force of good right on its tale, scratching it's back .. We must be steadfast. 

                     

Some women posses that mentality where, if they're  attractive ,they only want to present themselves as the Drastically Gorgeous or the Overly Sexy type.. That a man sometimes will only look at you as a prize not an investment..After all , no man wants to maintain a woman that's lusted over and gawked at constantly .. It's an emotional and finical liability over time .You have to do it psychologically now, if you want true love and happiness .. Attack the psyche .. The same way men say they want wifey but because some lack charm, charisma, intellect or the personality to really groom a woman into loving and honoring him for who he is "Truly" is , he parades around the money or the car and the false promises... Now she looks at you as a prize not an investment for her future .. So now, We see how it works ..  The only time people are able to do right by you is if they truly love you for you.. Nothing more .. And many of us is out here pretending like we don't know what it takes to be happy in a relationship or to find someone that will be good to you, because we don't like to admit that, at some level we like having fun with people, we subconsciously like the drama and the passion and the scandal ..  It takes a lot of discipline to be in a relationship when your young and actually keep the interest long enough to make it a life long commitment without jumping from person to person .. And many people in many ways will make excuses for that for years before they openly adjust and change their thinking pattern .. Many of us love learning wile we're making mistakes. It makes your stronger and smarter.. But we should go into everything knowing we have the power to have a better love life we just have to say when.. To me it's more about submitting to the timing of the need to commit rather than doing it for someone or because this person makes you feel good... No, am I ready? And is the time right to be ready together ....remember also .. It's not just feeling love for someone .. But are they lovable ? #chrisdread 

When you watch Martin and Gina or Cliff and Clair Huxtable .... It make you want to be in a relationship .... 

     When you have charming, loving , passionate and affectionate loving black couples on TV.. It has an affect on your emotional components and the influence on the need of that sort of relationship.. Not ones relating love, to superficial aspects and drama and cheating and all the nonsense we see on other shows now a days  .. I wish we had more control over what we watch, and what we hear one Television, Radio and Movies.. That's why we must focus now on the economic scheme ... Everything else we do doesn't scratch the surface .. #chrisdread

One of the most gratifying moments a woman can have is to feed her man and hear him says"Damn that was good" it's Enchanting to a woman to know she's feeding her man and her children well .. And it's important to her to hear them enjoy her food.. So always be vocal.. #chrisdread 

When I really sit here and think about it ..  Really ask myself what is it I am destined for..  Or what it is I really want at the end of this life .. It may sound like a sad thing to a woman .. But I sometimes, don't see myself married like every one would hope for, starting a family and taking all my ideas of love and associating it with real life.. No it's not that simple for me in my mind... 

   Maybe thats why I'm always talking about love.. Cuz I spent so much time in my younger form experiencing it, over and over and over again.. Maybe thats why I can talk about it till my mouth is dry, this thing called love..  Maybe that's why I can talk about sex so much .. Because I spent so much time experiencing it, and experiencing passion and raw intimacy at its best... Because deep down I always believed that I would one day fight for my people... Fight for our children.. I never imagined life with us in it having control and ultimately living this fairytale that America promotes.. That one where as long as you work hard you can obtain anything you want.. I've seen the most honest people work hard and get thrown to the dirt, some even die trying acquire what this country promises .. 

    I myself have always seen a different thing.. Always felt different about it.. "I've seen myself as a warrior and nothing more since the day that I can remember seeing ... " And I know many like me.. Not the kind of people who write down their wedding plans or who chooses to spend most of their life in college just to get a job they don't even know if their gona like ..Not the type to run to the doctor just for a cold..Not the type to wana be employed by anyone or have a boss...Not the type to have 10 girlfriends or boyfriends  by the time your 25 .. We are the people that love aggressively and right away.. We never need to Lable a person cuz we know their worth .. We are never late for anything and can't have anyone making us wait on them because we always feel our time here is limited ... Always kissing always hugging always willing to make love.. Always wana help, always willing to say something meaningful, just incase someone has to remember something you said you want it to have meant something .. Always concerned with the weak and the suffering.. Always looking to them, looking for them .. We are the type of people that dream... Because reality for us is already decided ..  But the dreams make each day pleasurable .. The type to wana leave children behind with the irony of not wanting or needing to be loved but to need to love someone.. It's so easy to love your child. Especially when you feel like everyday you need to leave something behind in them that was a direct concept of yourself ... Because you just never know.. This is a warrior.. I just wana fight for my people... And that's all I have for now.. #chrisdread

You can only go after who u think might be right for you....but you both are responsible for producing something from it. Wanting something isn't enough ..identify common interest and Build from them .. #chrisDread