A lot of materialistic woman want to form bonds and friendships with me but they don't cuz they know I don't like that and I openly talk about people like that every chance I get cuz I dont want it around me.. So they just stay away.. And I really appreciate that, thank you for keeping your distance.. Cuz the one thing we not gona do is talk about clothes, shoes, bags, and trap music .. We not gona ride around and listen to it and make videos of it in the car acting like we have some Coalition of Turn up Together, cuz we don't.. We have nothing in common. Your empty and your shallow but deep down you long for substance and just don't know how to make substance a cool thing.  Your idea of cool is Trends, and believing that money makes u a more impressive human.. Your love life isn't no where near electric because your man is an idiot. And I see you fascinated by men who speak well and have meaningful things to say, you wana jump into adult conversations but you can't because your also an idiot and u only know how to talk about superficial shit. Poor baby..#chrisdread

Being in a "Committed" relationship  takes tenacity.. Because to chose one person over all the hundreds of amazing people that you encounter day to day is a huge idea.. An idea that says "Socially, Romantically, Sexually, Mentally, Spiritually I will isolate myself to you giving no one else access to me the way I give you because I believe the love that I feel for you is greater than the love I can potentially feel for someone else at this time.. That I, at whatever point,decided to commit to you, feel it's worth Never knowing what I could of potentially had with someone else, where I would of ended up, or what else I could be doing ......Now to me That's commitment Not Monogamy.. 

        Now when I  really think about this, not only is it something that sounds completely boring, but it's almost completely opposite of my personality. I hate Limits, I hate boundaries, and not much people is even that interesting to fulfill my interest consistently enough through my lifetime. Which brings me to say...

                     This is why love is so special, so real. That one person can totally render you helpless against them. That you've developed a love so deep for someone that all you see in your life is them. That one day without them physically hurts. The thing people have twisted is that in order for you to feel love that deep you need to be in a Committed relationship .. Or in order for you to love someone that deep there needs to be trust .. I tell people all the time I love without trust because when u love someone, 2 things happen .. When you spend enough time with someone you begin to understand them.. Love is accomplished when u accept what u understand .. This way I don't need to be wrapped up in trust or distrust .. Because I already understand you..I may rely on u do do what I expect you to do but I don't trust anyone..  Love is not this selfish thing where u put it in a box and carry it around .. Love is simply an energy we borrow.. Not all the time we don't get to keep it. Sometimes we have to give it back.. Don't get to emotional about that. We are not here to love 1 thing ..  That is an oppressive idea from the start .. Then you as seldom people celebrating their 50th anniversary.. Then you say "how the hell they spent 50yrs together and I can't even last 5 months" You wana spend 50yrs with someone first u gota mean it and not just say it.. Then u have to realize you need to understand love inorder to do that, not trust.. Trust ain't ever get us anywhere. Commitment, Trust, Monogamy are all just Terms related to "Relationships" of the western culture.. Love in itself is a natural resource flowing through our body.. It's a magical difference. And note! Not all people are supposed to be in a relationship. In our society being single is like having a criminal record of some sort.. Your shunned in society. Your part of a group that shouldn't exist .. Like as much as a person has the natural desire to be committed, people also have the natural desire to love when they want and how they want and in their own discretion..   #chrisdread

Being able to express yourself well sometimes makes people over intellectualize your feelings for someone .. Sometimes it's more helpful to another person to just say "Yes I love you" or "No I don't" .. Especially when that's what they've been trying to figure out .. #chrisdread

If I had To dedicate my life to any cause or progressive action for black people whether it be Political, Economic,Racial,Spiritual,Religiousor Social, Ect .. My passion and focus would be repairing of the Black Male and Female Relationship.., Because no matter what's happening around us.. No matter what's burning down or blowing up, no matter how hopeless and Vile the world is becoming, no matter how many will perish in the blood shed...In all of it, in the end, when it all falls down ....I feel a black woman wishes no more to be in the place We want her most.. In our arms. For hundreds of years the Queen of the earth has been Mis led by propaganda to think that her King had been born, only to become the most irresponsible Father and Husband, the Most Violent criminal, The Least Ambitious Professional, the most flamboyant Homosexual on earth, amongst other things .. The darkest shade has been pulled over their  eyes and ours.. We never had the chance to love them Authentically .. We never had the chance to love them under our own accord and principals .. And for that reason, if the end was ever near.. It ending for us would be 10 times worst because we didn't get a fair chance to love our Wife's and  see the reconstruction of our people.. So to all my family out there.. Remember to take time to find that love that that was destined for us by the Father and take the time to enjoy it. Enjoy making love. Man and Woman is the 2 most important words that go together .. make children and love them together. Make the love of your man or your woman Drive you insane! So far beyond joy.. Till it hurts #chrisdread  

Believing in God does not make u religious ... Spirituality is not religion .. Make that clear first .. One thing I hear people saying is Even the bible says religion is evil .. So if people believe this, why practice Christian costumes and beliefs.. ??? Why go to a Christian church or any denomination of Christianity .., let me make myself even more clear..... Is religious customs all evil ?? No!! As a matter a fact there's "customs" of Christianity that I admire, customs of Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism I admire.. But do I practice religion ?? NO!! I practice BLACK!! What religion most  have affected black people in a negative way?? THe answer unequivocally is Christianity".. Who  benefits from that? Whites!!! Who forced that on us and took our spirituality and spiritual practices from us, forced us by death to forget them and never teach them, and forced their own Christianity on us?? White Supremacy!! .. What is the most popular religion today of blacks in America ?? "Western Christianity!! Again .. Who forced this on us?? "White Supremacy"..WESTERN CHRISTIANITY IS NOT THE RELIGION OF BLACK PEOPLE!! Hellloooo!!!!! We were forced to believe in nothing else since slavery and the white washing of OUR ORIGINAL CHRISTIANITY{Eastern Christianity} was stolen and changed for the purpose of putting God in a white image so we would subconsciously never fight against them because fighting against them will consequently be fighting God.. This was their plan...   My frustration come from black people not seeing the  OBVIOUS !! Black peoples have a different diet and a different spiritual connection with the higher high..they took all that.. By me knowing this and speaking on it does not make me a racist cuz I love non racist white folk and this does not make me a non believer of God  cuz I strongly believe in God.  But our black intellectual leaders have shown me a great deal of things  and truths .. And those same elders are targeted for reasons and killed for reasons .. Why can't we see that ?? Why would white people go so hard to quiet this knowledge ?? At the end of it all I try and keep the deepest relationship with God only... And everything else falls by the waste side because that relationship extends higher than any religion or practice . Black people every day letting Pastors and Bishops take their money and they buy cars and homes but where are the blessings and promises ??? When will Christian leaders tell black people to fight back rather than being docile and weak ... AS BLACK PEOPLE WE MUST STUDY SLAVERY AND ANCIENT EGYPT .. We must know this to know ourselves and the problems in us as people this very day.. The earth and the evil in it has kept a close eye on black people and everything is designed to keep us down because our blood is the purest and was infused with the sweat of God .. Like some sort of Spring beverage .. We are the fruit, sweeter when darker... We must feel this .. And don't worry white folks .  When we in full power we won't treat u the way you've treated us.. We have no reason to, we are wayyyyy more powerful than you, at best we have sympathy for you. But you are a sophisticated people who has cleverly out smarted us. #chrisdread

Truth,is the one thing people say they love,but really hate it...  I have total sympathy to any innocent human suffering ... But in the presence of disaster I am not going to forget that we live under a deceitful government who's agenda on black people is much more sophisticated than what anyone can imagine ... Black people are the only people who aren't racist yet have so much sympathy for everyone that hates them and no support for  their own people .. This ofc is by no natural process of self hate ...this was done to us.. Same way they using propaganda to make everyone put up a flag of others suffering and not their own.. I find that to be an obvious psychological distraction.. And this is my only point .. I'm not telling people not to care or not to feel bad for any human person that's suffering  .. I'm telling people that in times of carnage watch the media and how they operate .. That alone should show anyone with common sense somethings not right. What is it going to take for a race of people to reverse the psychological damage? Are we not seeing what's being done to black people in other countries ? Are we not seeing what's happening to block people in America ? Are we not realizing that block people own no News stations no major radio stations, no major television network Nk major Music Distribution. We don't own and govern our schools but other races can.. We don't own the majority of business in our neighborhoods.. Yet we have over a Trillion dollars spending power combined .. Yet we are the kings and queens of the earth and built society.. Mastered science, mastered music and other arts .. We have the most Amazing physiological structure and capability .. We are the chosen people living like dogs! And still I sit here and debate black people on what's obvious at hand... Some refuse to let in the Gravity of truth and the reality of their own lives, their own people.. We still put Christianity as the leading spiritual structure we have, a religion forced upon u by an evil regime.. Used to drive away your true spiritual power. We have lost our minds literally and have no clue of it.. But yet we still persevere through it all because we are the chosen people of God. And we were put here to know love and preserve this planet.. That was all. Some how we lost our way #chrisdread 

It's funny .. Some people that I've come across can look at my social dexterity, and see all the people that interact with me and become withdrawn or intimidated by this idea that" I can't mean something to him, look at all these people" not knowing that's sometimes they were the only person I thought about at night and the first person I thought of when I woke .. 

      Never sell your self short. You don't know where the need is all the time and sometimes you fit that need. #chrisdread

We need to figure out a way to make our women feel happier, Safer and more pleased .. That way their reaction and response towards us will be where it needs to be .. Women aren't generally as happy as they should be. We can feel that. #chrisdread