New Year's Eve gets me very very very emotional ..  I literally wana text the thousand something people in my phone and tell each person how much I love them .. But I know that's not even realistic .  So much people I wana say "I love you" to .. But would the feeling be the same in return .... So much people I wana hug, so much people I wana tell "I'm so proud of you" soo much people I wish I could hug again due to their passing on .  So much of my friends I lost  to the Gun.. So much of my homegirls, my young gorgeous black queens I lost to cancer..  So much funerals I missed that I regret missing .. So much sorries .. So much thank you's .. So much I miss you's.. So much I shoulda, Coulda's.. So much growth yet so so much pain.. Losing my own offspring and the devastation that I can never fully talk about.. So much of me, so much of you, so much of us... So many of you reached out to me and came to me with all your wonders , all your pain all your confusion.. I met some amazing people.. Who trusted in me, who looked in me and said "hey I believe in you and what you have to offer" " can we talk , can we build" and some of you expressed some of the most deepest darkest moments of your life with me and asked me to give you my insight, and I just wana thank you from the bottom of my heart for seeing that in me and believing I'm a man that can really "feel" .  You allow me to be human, to embody the true sense of love and what it is to love and honor my fellow man.. You make me so much smarter by teaching me as well .  .. I've met some amazing souls .. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart ... 

                     You know... At the stroke of midnight, the only thing really changing is the Callender .. The same sun will rise, so will the same moon .. The same heart beats within your chest .. You have all you need in this very moment.. Not the illusion of some NYE resolution .. Set your sight on that one thing you wana master and give it all you got .. Follow the dreams you had as a child, for those are the truest kind. If your on a job that you hate, ask yaself why am I here??? Question that .. Look at the world around us.. It's getting more and more complicated and we have no clue as to what will happen the next 10 mins.. Go for what you know is your true passion .. If you don't want your EX to be your Ex anymore because you love them and miss them Tell them !!! Tell them with no fear of rejection .. If you miss your best friend but that stupid fight caused a separation, call them! RIGHT AWAY!! There's is no time to waste .. Be strong family .. And alway think "Love" first .. Love is the best religion.. Love is the most absolute fantastic aspect of life .. The Mystics involved in it is far more complexed than we can comprehend but we have to spend time with it to interpret love and then we will be better able to translate it.. This is a wonderful world filled with bad people .. The good will never exist without the bad We have to learn how to love it all.. Let it teach us all.  Be well family and have a great start on the  Callender ..And to personally address my black family..  Listen guys, we are facing an opposition so evil and so destructive, that to see us never really figuring out how to love one another and band together to improve our conditions of life, to improve our future for our children is really draining .. I hope you all can see how far we have come separated by the bondage of slavery and the post traumatic syndrome we suffer from so imagine if we were together in peace, love and harmony . I want you to really think about that .. We have to choose a fight to be apart of and we need to become one in that aspect.. Everyone can't be for self .. We must learn that together we form a wall so high nothing can leap above us.. Nothing ever!  #muchLove #chrisdread

I fell in love many days.. I'm fulfilled emotionally and still learning so much more .. Just want to embrace the innocence of love and enjoy it in my own time ..  Sadly we live in a time where some people still have the need to be in a relationship yet have lost the moral content behind maintaining a healthy one.. And my mindset is just not with that ..  This next relationship has to be real i don't care if I reach 60 until it happens.. If it's not the real deal I mind as well stay my ass single, cuz idk about y'all .. But there's many times I enjoy love much more being single than I do in "certain  relationships" ..We all express love differently, we Translate it differently so we experience it differently   .. Some people get into relationships and only focus on the boundaries of the commitment and how much their lover steps out side it..Then some people lean towards Solely the Love aspect and just have a more free flowing momentum. Listen..... The things people create drama out of in their relationships are Ridiculous!! A week later people be sitting there saying Damn" we fought over you putting the Spoons where the Fork goes in the draw" like some dumb shit like that..... YO!! That's not normal. Not to me. You pick a fight with me bout some damn forks that means your a problematic asshole 🙄.. Life can be soooo good if we just learn to negate those kinds of useless quarrels  .. Some people just can't handle that !! And some people think that's love ..  Those oppositions should never blend .. So I know myself . A healthy relationship is 2 individual people thinking and moving as one, in unison ... Not the opposite .. And of course arguments are not uncommon .. That's apart of being alive. But it has to be some consciousness drawn towards being responsible enough to know when to utilize an argument and when it's just damaging and pointless .. You have to sharpen that ability to recognize when it's happening, wile its happening and train yaself away from it..  People walking around with pride saying stuff like " oh I know I can be a bitch or I know I can be stubborn or I know I can be dismissive or I know I can be a lil crazy at times but I can't help it that's just me!!" NO!!! You can help it, if you know it's bad then change it... Because if you REALLY love a person and if u knew  any of those factors listed was causing more harm than good then you would get rid of it right away end of story .. But in this society, we don't love freely... We love under terms and conditions.. "Even with little arrogant stuff like "oh well this is who I was before you met me and this is what you have to deal with, I've always been this way" ... Well then you haven't grasped the concept of love.. To love is to nearly always conform..Not abusing yourself for the pleasure of your lover but, to conform organically .#chrisdread 

5 crucial areas to pay attention to:

Professional Stability

Good Health

Exciting Love Life

Time Management

Healthy OffSpring #chrisdread

Bless the man that found his trade and can use it to not only support him financially .. But it gives him purpose ..Something every man Longs for.. It's great if he find this before he meets his Lover.. It may give him a more well rounded circumstance ...  But many men don't find that until their lover brings it out of him..  Ladies your so crucial .. Remember, No matter what a man owns, His woman will always maintain and manage it.. His home, his business his heart, his self confidence.. You get the key to it all.. #chrisdread

The superficial woman only works for the superficial man .. A male under a superficial mindset more than likely won't be Sufficient at Romance, Intimacy, Compromise, Affection, Attentiveness, Compassion, Spontaneous, all because he can "Purchase happiness.. Everything a Superficial woman likes... Until she looks at her nice Bag, her nice car her huge ring, and realizes that her Heart is empty and that same man probably buying gifts for other woman too, cuz u know them other women selling they bodies just like u did .. And when he's tired of paying for u he WILL throw you to the side for something younger sexier and more gullible than you were, cuz after you start to complain about the lack of love you receive  because your maturing and you realize the size of the ring was nothing in comparison to the size of your heart .. then and only then will you be mature enough to accept true love for the right person ... #chrisdread 

You see, you can work so hard to get a woman's number .. Approach her with caution, be polite as u can, walk on egg shells, or even approach her with the apprehension knowing that she may not show you the same interest or enthusiasm as you have for her... God only knows she doesn't think your sincere .. She prolly thinks your trying to fuck her ...She prolly heard about you last year, or last week.. You find yourself changing your words for her, playing it really safe hoping you don't say 1 thing to turn her off, cuz it only takes that one wrong sentence ..And all you keep saying is damn "if she only knew" that with me she's the safest .. But how can she ever know ? Until she takes that risk, and say, you know what, here you go... To us it's almost like hearing her say" you have passed stage one, now on to stage two" ... And stage 2 seems like she's saying without saying, "go on... Impress me, show me what you got, show me what you can do that then other niggaz didn't" 

             Now after all this, and now you got the number your like... How am I supposed to be proud of this? How am I supposed to feel enthusiastic now, about a woman that really made it such a tacky experience trying to get to know her just based off her attitude about the whole thing... I have your number now, a number that a man sometimes feels he needs, but now it's like do I even want it, what will I do with it... What will she do with mine..  And then you think,.. Nothing... #chrisdread

The worse feeling is when you feel you have to Over-Explain yourself or Prove something that is, or should be self explanatory ..But when your care about someone enough or think someone is well worth it... You better do it. When you truly love someone you exhausts all possibilities before quitting .. #chrisdread 

"I remember him telling of one particular lady he loved very deeply... And it wasn't no fake love, I mean, this guy really loved this girl ... We all hung out once. She was gorgeous, I mean this long soft hair, this infectious smile, she had everything, gorgeous body, all the physical ingridents a man loved. What I admired about this guy was, he never seem to care about any of it... He used to say "when you truly love a woman, those external things is what makes you notice her... But it's everything else that will make you wana keep her" He told me it was the obscure things he loved... The sound of her voice when she spoke, the way she always covered her mouth with her left hand when she laghed cuz she had a chipped tooth. The way she slept on her hands. I can truly say the way he loved her gave me different feelings on the way I saw love .. I didn't know it was so profound ..,I mean this was his best friend you know. I wanted that so much for myself and couldn't see that until I was exposed to someone that reflected me. It so important to see it in real life.. How else will we apply the idea to real life if we simply don't know it exist .. He showed me friendship and love is 2 of the same .. #chrisdread 

Sometimes we have people that wants to meet us and spend time with us and by not feeling the same way or at least telling them we don't feel the same way, it creates a tension that's totally unnecessary .. It creates a liar in the person making excuses completely unnecessary to the task..People are so afraid to just say No! Or hey your not really my type or this is really a bad time .. Half the time when Jill  is trying to meet Jack, Jack is busy focusing on Jessica.. But Jack will pull Jill up some Hill leading her no where all because he couldn't tell her his mind was on someone else ..  Same Way Jack can be chasing Jill but Jill wants Jeff but is allowing Jack to feel there's a chance when there's not.. She just can't say the words .  That decision right there will build resentment .. Then Jill will tell everybody Jack is doing to much and he's too persistent, when she could have told him the Truth A lot sooner.. Or sometime we caught up in work and our lives and still string people along .. Something we all guilty doing a couple times in our lives .. We have to be brutally honest keeping the integrity high.. That atleast will make them respect you rather than resenting you from not being honest.. #chrisdread 

Never underestimate the power of a Slow Dance.. Move the living room table out the way .. Play some Isley Brothers .. Hold ya girl and dance with her and say stuff in her ear u never said .. Make her text her friends tomorrow telling them how nice her night was..And how surprised she was at what you did. The more special the girl, you'd be surprise the simple things she thinks are so grand and titanic .. The woman that wants nothing but your love appreciates all your ideas......

          Man... Love is so important, especially right now. Use it right. #chrisdread 

Contrary to popular belief,  a lot of men can't execute every sexual experience. Sometimes something is screaming out so loud in your head "Na Bro not this one" And that totally affects your body and the stimulus it takes to execute ... So this thing where men are just horndogs and will fuck anything with a vagina that moves is Ridiculous. Biologically it takes more desire for us to have sex than women.. What gives an erection and what holds an erection is blood filling our penis but that blood has to be sent there for a reason .. That reason needs to be a good one. A woman can have sex when she's Unsure. Won't feel the same but she can lay there till it's over.. If a man is unsure or he doesn't want to have sex he won't be able to maintain an erection .. This is very important to understand. 

      They'll talk about how much sex you've had and how much women you've been with and it can either make u a God to some or a complete disgust.. But no one will ever ever ever talk about how many women you've turned down or walked away from.. And to me that's wayyyyy more fascinating. #chrisdread

Anytime you tell Em " I Love You" but they say "well i don't feel like you do" or they say" Well you don't show it" often times that means "Romance" is absent. Romance is the language and the action of love..Romance is the Quality of Love. When your Loving your lover you have to show Romance, especially when dealing with a Woman. Men need and love Romance but receiving it is not our essential need. As a man our need is to Be Romantic and  Express Romance. But Women need Romance to be included in love because it's your love she's "Sensing" but she's actually "Experiencing" the Romance behind your love, and that's what completes her. But as both men and women we must be considerate of how we express our Love. Because remember, if we're just saying it, then that's makes love just a word. How are you gona show it. #chrisdread 

He said to her "while you're here let me be in love with you,even if you don't feel the same it's OK please just don't interrupt my feelings"

One thing I hear a lot is people saying is "you shouldn't have to change who you are for someone you love, or don't lose yourself for some own else" .. But how conflicting is that ???And your not loosing yaself if you are conscious that you need to make adjustments for someone you  love .. Life is about change .. We are constantly changing, and woman are amazing at changing for men.. Men sadly aren't .. Women can find a man and stick with him for let's say 3 years.. If she really loves him she will form his habits over time .. March to his beat.. Honor him .. Now Let's say they break up ..  She will find another man and repeat the same steps.. That's what a devoted woman does.. #chrisdread

Make them feel bad for saying what they say..  They don't know you but they'll say it anyway .. When they can't have you, when they can't be you, when they can't gain your attention, or when you get the love they want, that's when they usually throw shade .. Never let them take the warmth of the sun ..  Be steadfast in character and truth .. Nothing else matters after truth . #chrisdread 

It takes a great Deal of effort to find and secure your "Life Partner" ... But to find your "Soul Mate", you'll need nothing  but to dream.. 2 different functions, 2 different purposes ... Your SoulMate, you may have to say goodbye to one day... Shit, one day you may want to say goodbye.. But only after the lesson.. You see they take you places you've never been, made you feel things you've never felt..They may even redefine the whole idea of love.. They may break your heart in the process, hey may show you how to put it all together again .. They may show you how to be an aggressive professional .. They may help you become a better mother or father, a better son or daughter, a better brother or sister..They may show you that sex is not just this thing that we do for fun or pleasure, but it's something where you can find your soul and theirs ... This Soulmate is preparing you for this life partner..  Preparing, molding you for this life ahead .. For the road that curves left to right.... Find your ground. Because staying grounded is what you and your life partner will need to raise the kids, to keep the home functioning. Set up their education so that they may set up their own children .. You are your life partner is the Legacy.. Your soul mate may be all the ingredients ..  #chrisdread 

A lot of materialistic woman want to form bonds and friendships with me but they don't cuz they know I don't like that and I openly talk about people like that every chance I get cuz I dont want it around me.. So they just stay away.. And I really appreciate that, thank you for keeping your distance.. Cuz the one thing we not gona do is talk about clothes, shoes, bags, and trap music .. We not gona ride around and listen to it and make videos of it in the car acting like we have some Coalition of Turn up Together, cuz we don't.. We have nothing in common. Your empty and your shallow but deep down you long for substance and just don't know how to make substance a cool thing.  Your idea of cool is Trends, and believing that money makes u a more impressive human.. Your love life isn't no where near electric because your man is an idiot. And I see you fascinated by men who speak well and have meaningful things to say, you wana jump into adult conversations but you can't because your also an idiot and u only know how to talk about superficial shit. Poor baby..#chrisdread

Being in a "Committed" relationship  takes tenacity.. Because to chose one person over all the hundreds of amazing people that you encounter day to day is a huge idea.. An idea that says "Socially, Romantically, Sexually, Mentally, Spiritually I will isolate myself to you giving no one else access to me the way I give you because I believe the love that I feel for you is greater than the love I can potentially feel for someone else at this time.. That I, at whatever point,decided to commit to you, feel it's worth Never knowing what I could of potentially had with someone else, where I would of ended up, or what else I could be doing ......Now to me That's commitment Not Monogamy.. 

        Now when I  really think about this, not only is it something that sounds completely boring, but it's almost completely opposite of my personality. I hate Limits, I hate boundaries, and not much people is even that interesting to fulfill my interest consistently enough through my lifetime. Which brings me to say...

                     This is why love is so special, so real. That one person can totally render you helpless against them. That you've developed a love so deep for someone that all you see in your life is them. That one day without them physically hurts. The thing people have twisted is that in order for you to feel love that deep you need to be in a Committed relationship .. Or in order for you to love someone that deep there needs to be trust .. I tell people all the time I love without trust because when u love someone, 2 things happen .. When you spend enough time with someone you begin to understand them.. Love is accomplished when u accept what u understand .. This way I don't need to be wrapped up in trust or distrust .. Because I already understand you..I may rely on u do do what I expect you to do but I don't trust anyone..  Love is not this selfish thing where u put it in a box and carry it around .. Love is simply an energy we borrow.. Not all the time we don't get to keep it. Sometimes we have to give it back.. Don't get to emotional about that. We are not here to love 1 thing ..  That is an oppressive idea from the start .. Then you as seldom people celebrating their 50th anniversary.. Then you say "how the hell they spent 50yrs together and I can't even last 5 months" You wana spend 50yrs with someone first u gota mean it and not just say it.. Then u have to realize you need to understand love inorder to do that, not trust.. Trust ain't ever get us anywhere. Commitment, Trust, Monogamy are all just Terms related to "Relationships" of the western culture.. Love in itself is a natural resource flowing through our body.. It's a magical difference. And note! Not all people are supposed to be in a relationship. In our society being single is like having a criminal record of some sort.. Your shunned in society. Your part of a group that shouldn't exist .. Like as much as a person has the natural desire to be committed, people also have the natural desire to love when they want and how they want and in their own discretion..   #chrisdread

Being able to express yourself well sometimes makes people over intellectualize your feelings for someone .. Sometimes it's more helpful to another person to just say "Yes I love you" or "No I don't" .. Especially when that's what they've been trying to figure out .. #chrisdread

If I had To dedicate my life to any cause or progressive action for black people whether it be Political, Economic,Racial,Spiritual,Religiousor Social, Ect .. My passion and focus would be repairing of the Black Male and Female Relationship.., Because no matter what's happening around us.. No matter what's burning down or blowing up, no matter how hopeless and Vile the world is becoming, no matter how many will perish in the blood shed...In all of it, in the end, when it all falls down ....I feel a black woman wishes no more to be in the place We want her most.. In our arms. For hundreds of years the Queen of the earth has been Mis led by propaganda to think that her King had been born, only to become the most irresponsible Father and Husband, the Most Violent criminal, The Least Ambitious Professional, the most flamboyant Homosexual on earth, amongst other things .. The darkest shade has been pulled over their  eyes and ours.. We never had the chance to love them Authentically .. We never had the chance to love them under our own accord and principals .. And for that reason, if the end was ever near.. It ending for us would be 10 times worst because we didn't get a fair chance to love our Wife's and  see the reconstruction of our people.. So to all my family out there.. Remember to take time to find that love that that was destined for us by the Father and take the time to enjoy it. Enjoy making love. Man and Woman is the 2 most important words that go together .. make children and love them together. Make the love of your man or your woman Drive you insane! So far beyond joy.. Till it hurts #chrisdread  

Believing in God does not make u religious ... Spirituality is not religion .. Make that clear first .. One thing I hear people saying is Even the bible says religion is evil .. So if people believe this, why practice Christian costumes and beliefs.. ??? Why go to a Christian church or any denomination of Christianity .., let me make myself even more clear..... Is religious customs all evil ?? No!! As a matter a fact there's "customs" of Christianity that I admire, customs of Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism I admire.. But do I practice religion ?? NO!! I practice BLACK!! What religion most  have affected black people in a negative way?? THe answer unequivocally is Christianity".. Who  benefits from that? Whites!!! Who forced that on us and took our spirituality and spiritual practices from us, forced us by death to forget them and never teach them, and forced their own Christianity on us?? White Supremacy!! .. What is the most popular religion today of blacks in America ?? "Western Christianity!! Again .. Who forced this on us?? "White Supremacy"..WESTERN CHRISTIANITY IS NOT THE RELIGION OF BLACK PEOPLE!! Hellloooo!!!!! We were forced to believe in nothing else since slavery and the white washing of OUR ORIGINAL CHRISTIANITY{Eastern Christianity} was stolen and changed for the purpose of putting God in a white image so we would subconsciously never fight against them because fighting against them will consequently be fighting God.. This was their plan...   My frustration come from black people not seeing the  OBVIOUS !! Black peoples have a different diet and a different spiritual connection with the higher high..they took all that.. By me knowing this and speaking on it does not make me a racist cuz I love non racist white folk and this does not make me a non believer of God  cuz I strongly believe in God.  But our black intellectual leaders have shown me a great deal of things  and truths .. And those same elders are targeted for reasons and killed for reasons .. Why can't we see that ?? Why would white people go so hard to quiet this knowledge ?? At the end of it all I try and keep the deepest relationship with God only... And everything else falls by the waste side because that relationship extends higher than any religion or practice . Black people every day letting Pastors and Bishops take their money and they buy cars and homes but where are the blessings and promises ??? When will Christian leaders tell black people to fight back rather than being docile and weak ... AS BLACK PEOPLE WE MUST STUDY SLAVERY AND ANCIENT EGYPT .. We must know this to know ourselves and the problems in us as people this very day.. The earth and the evil in it has kept a close eye on black people and everything is designed to keep us down because our blood is the purest and was infused with the sweat of God .. Like some sort of Spring beverage .. We are the fruit, sweeter when darker... We must feel this .. And don't worry white folks .  When we in full power we won't treat u the way you've treated us.. We have no reason to, we are wayyyyy more powerful than you, at best we have sympathy for you. But you are a sophisticated people who has cleverly out smarted us. #chrisdread

Truth,is the one thing people say they love,but really hate it...  I have total sympathy to any innocent human suffering ... But in the presence of disaster I am not going to forget that we live under a deceitful government who's agenda on black people is much more sophisticated than what anyone can imagine ... Black people are the only people who aren't racist yet have so much sympathy for everyone that hates them and no support for  their own people .. This ofc is by no natural process of self hate ...this was done to us.. Same way they using propaganda to make everyone put up a flag of others suffering and not their own.. I find that to be an obvious psychological distraction.. And this is my only point .. I'm not telling people not to care or not to feel bad for any human person that's suffering  .. I'm telling people that in times of carnage watch the media and how they operate .. That alone should show anyone with common sense somethings not right. What is it going to take for a race of people to reverse the psychological damage? Are we not seeing what's being done to black people in other countries ? Are we not seeing what's happening to block people in America ? Are we not realizing that block people own no News stations no major radio stations, no major television network Nk major Music Distribution. We don't own and govern our schools but other races can.. We don't own the majority of business in our neighborhoods.. Yet we have over a Trillion dollars spending power combined .. Yet we are the kings and queens of the earth and built society.. Mastered science, mastered music and other arts .. We have the most Amazing physiological structure and capability .. We are the chosen people living like dogs! And still I sit here and debate black people on what's obvious at hand... Some refuse to let in the Gravity of truth and the reality of their own lives, their own people.. We still put Christianity as the leading spiritual structure we have, a religion forced upon u by an evil regime.. Used to drive away your true spiritual power. We have lost our minds literally and have no clue of it.. But yet we still persevere through it all because we are the chosen people of God. And we were put here to know love and preserve this planet.. That was all. Some how we lost our way #chrisdread 

It's funny .. Some people that I've come across can look at my social dexterity, and see all the people that interact with me and become withdrawn or intimidated by this idea that" I can't mean something to him, look at all these people" not knowing that's sometimes they were the only person I thought about at night and the first person I thought of when I woke .. 

      Never sell your self short. You don't know where the need is all the time and sometimes you fit that need. #chrisdread

We need to figure out a way to make our women feel happier, Safer and more pleased .. That way their reaction and response towards us will be where it needs to be .. Women aren't generally as happy as they should be. We can feel that. #chrisdread

All you ladies waiting for this so called perfect relationship or this fairytale story of getting married and having a good job before u have a child.... I'm sincerely wishing u well with that .. I hope there's a civilization here by the time that happens cuz the way this world is going right now .....let me explain something .. You see how it appears how some of the black men and women are alway fighting , always at odd with each other .. We need to cut that shit out and really start treating each other right ..cuz if we don't figure out how to love each other well .. Our women that have aspiration to be mothers and wives will never get that opportunity .. Ladies we need y'all love and fellas they need our strength ... We only have each other never forget that..#chrisdread  

Everyday that I pray, my prayer includes this sentence .... "Father Use me for whatever you need" 

   I can careless what it is ..it's not my will anymore ..it's the Father .. That's why there no fear in that ..A man has to live for something.. I dropped religion years ago when I woke up and realized everything we know has been design by white supremacy .. Except My God.. The only thing they can't reach . #chrisdread 

Don't just show me your good at what you do to me .. Show me that you love to do it ... All on your own, show me you love doing that shit.. Beanie that's what makes you unforgettable ?? #chrisdread 

White women... Talk to y'all men.. Before they get hurt .. Tell them chill with this racist shit.. It's getting old now.. We been singing and preaching .. Even hugging y'all telling y'all we don't want a war .. We don't wana kill y'all in order to stop the suffering of black people ?? What more do y'all want? Y'all already know y'all come from black people .. White folks even agree.. Y'all already know Columbus ain't discover America .. Y'all already know black people invited MOST OF EVERYTHING THAT EXIST .. Y'all already know y'all genes are recessive and mixing with us makes black because we are the nucleus of the human ..  Y'all already know y'all don't have Melanin{which really is just Carbon} so y'all can't do what we do.. Y'all already know y'all have no culture and get everything from black people from rock and roll to jazz to country rhythm and blues to hip hop ... Y'all already know we are more physically and sexually dominant .. And all we Don't  want to  do is kill y'all for y'all to wake up .. And EVERYTIME we wana fight for our lives y'all get mad.. Get mad and think we over reacting .. So u know what .. White women .. Talk to y'all men.. Let them know.. It's time to change .. Because there is one race .. The Human race .. Aka black people .. Y'all don't want none of this chocolate ??? Y'all will live longer ..we are supposed to be family .. God had the plan for the spirit .. "Let I make the body so the spirits can play... So they can love.. But what we got is a misunderstanding of identity .. One race of people seen another race of people already doing shit and was the only people who have this sick sense of entitlement that internally told them.." Hey lets devise a plan to kill ,slave and entrap everyone else so that we will dominate the world for as long as possible ..  And in 2015 .. After thousand of years of y'all slaughtering the human race..  Enough is enough ..And there is no such thing as reverse racism .. It can only be classified as racism if a group of people is benefiting from opressing another group of people and since we never ran anything in this country .... WE CAN NOT BE RACIST, YET WE ARE RESPONDING TO THE HATE AND INJUSTICE SET UPON US AND YALL HAVE THE NERVE TO BE ANNOYED .??? White people are very smart tho .. They devised a plan so dark and sophisticated that most black people don't even know or are aware of it till this very day... They used religion most of all to corrupt the minds of black people and to strip away their true spiritual identity. Using Christianity made black people docile and weak and not capable of revolution because they were told to only have faith and to pray never to fight. This is perfect to weaken a people and also make Jesus white to subconsciously Make us feel that if we fought  them we fought God.. They lied on all the school books .. Took our history and white washed it with white faces .. All in hollywood whites are playing black kings and soldiers and Gods... They made us kill one another for sport and survival that's why a black man sees another black man and till this day we ready to kill cuz that spirit still lives within us.. Made us have sex with our women to make more slaves and disregard the baby disregard the woman and that spirit is still with us... So no mercy on the one who lashes the whip... Your day will come..  And to all you niggers that just wana ride sky walkers and watch love and hip hop and Power and Empire and talk about trapping and listen to that trash ass trap music and talk about what shoes u got and what car u got and money money money .. U can burn in hell to cuz y'all are the reflection of defeat ... Pussies !!    #chrisdread

It's like people aren't used to seeing attractive people being clumsy ... Like a bad chick tripping and bussing her ass in the street it's hard for people to take on opposed to if she was ugly and she fell people would be like" oh!! Yo get up" or u ever see when a woman passes away the FIRST THING BLACK PEOPLE WANA KNOW.. "Was she pretty??" Seemingly it appears their anguish to the bad news is worst when she's attractive ...Or if we chilling and if a friend say "you my homegirl Keisha coming over" everybody ask .. She look good??? Let son say Na! It's like everyone mood change .. But let her be bad!!! Niggaz start putting on blistex and brushing they hair ... Let's face it attractive people and people that are considered unattractive have very very diff lives ... You even get better jobs or a job faster if someone thinks ur attractive ... #uglytruth #ThingsPeopleThinkAndNeverSay #chrisdread 

If I think your attractive or have an aspect of you that I consider beauty ... I am going to like all of your pictures .... That's it, that's how I am .. I love to see.. Me liking your pics is me admiring someone or something I think is beautiful ... It does not mean I want to rearrange your vagina... And it doesn't necessarily mean that I don't lol .. But I will like your pictures because it's the reason why we post .. We are sharing to the world,what we may think can be classified as beauty. Sometimes we all agree, and sometimes we don't .. But it's like a connection between people often unspoken, that's says..."I see you, I can see you, you exist,and I like what your doing" ....and because we subconsciously know that... Some people fish for that love a lil more than they need .. But in everything,you will find a surplus.. I love beautiful things and beautiful people .. I love to see people with their beautiful ideas and images of love, kindness, authentism, sexuality, confidence, uniqueness, rareness.... And when someone writes a post that I don't agree with or I think is vile.. I pass over it.. Simple. It's not for me to focus on why people are saying what, and for what reason.. If it doesn't interest me then I already have the power to ignore it.. I don't go and make a separate post about the post in seeing and how much they annoy me... That makes you just as annoying ...We try to make everything ugly.. If u take something powerful and use it for good then it will be good .. If u take something powerful and use it for bad then it's bad .. #chrisdread

Some women love men enough to forgive them anytime they do something to hurt them but don't love men enough to admit when she's the problematic factor.. 

Just always reverting things right back on the man .. Never allowing herself to be examined in such a way where she's left naked and no where to go but to look in the mirror of truth.. It's always "Well men do it too" or "it works both ways" ...We not only have no choice but to hear y'all words.. But many of us want to hear it.. But some of y'all never want to hear what men have to say or would even listen, and could not admit that what we KNOW TO BE REALISTICALLY HAPPENING has any merit... You know, it a different attitude in a woman when she gets to wear the pants .. But as soon as she has to wear that skirt again ....... #chrisdread

The psychology behind social media is fascinating ... Like the way people like pictures , the reasons they do and which ones they choose to like ...A person can clearly show u how they feel about u by the way they like ya pictures or show how they dislike u.. Like there's some people that will like 30 pictures of my daughter but not 1 picture I'm in . If I post a pic of a rock by a lake or a leaf, they will like anything but a picture I'm in sort of saying "I don't fuck with you, I I can see you" creepy ...I'm a person that likes everything I see .. I love beautiful things but some people pages are boring as hell .. Just a bunch of Memes...Any one who don't have pics of themselves I don't trust and I won't follow .. That's creepy .. What are u hiding ? Then there's people that follow u and unfollow u constantly like what are u doing .. No lie dozens of people unfollow me each day .. Lol it's weird .. But so much more come... But a social page is sort of the way we display who we are or a hint of who we are .. But u can't become to engrossed in that because remember , people show u want THEY WANT you to see not always what's there .. So believe u know someone .. Watch how u talk to people ..never forget we are strangers .  Always never think just cuz it's a social site and u feel it's public u can just say what u want to someone .. It's not public if a person ALLLOWS you in..  And I said it once I'll say it again .. All you women with only Neck-up photos ... We know only big girls do that to crop they weight out.. Stop hiding , show yourselves.. We know that tactic .. We are all beautiful

Dear Sabrina

He said to her.... " Baby, I know we in a bad place ... A place where sending one another cute songs to say how sorry we are wont work ...A place where being numb became normal... Normal not to feel.. It's hard to put in perspective word form how much you mean to me but I have realized more and more every time we fight that the need to get you right back here grows .. But now your gone. Not only have u left physically you left emotionally as well .. I miss everything about you.. The smell and the taste of your skin .. The sound of your voice and your laugh ... Uhhhh that laugh .. I miss it so much. The sound of you pleased . The smell of your hair . Sorrow has this unusually appeal .. Once you said to me that sadness is sexy.. And I remember knowing exactly what u meant.....

       You know when you fight with someone it's really easy to forget how much you have in common with them .. Like right in that moment when your fighting your forgetting the person who's in front of you.. The real person .. The one you love. Your so caught up in this anger that you can't seem to stop saying things you don't mean even if it's true you don't mean to say it .. And when it's done that pride has you walking away with ya head high yet your heart it torn.. Like how could I say that to my baby .. How could she say that to me.. Then that word resonates in ya mind over and over and over again.. "Forgiveness." Will we remember forgiveness this time? Is this the last time we forgive? Can we make it back ? Falling in love is becoming harder and harder as time progresses and as humans are becoming less compassionate for one another .. But true lovers find their way .. And Sabrina I hope your still looking for me. Trying to find me. Remembering me like I do you.. As a man I take on all the burden of mistakes whether made by you or me .. Because in the end a man just needs to be given a chance to love .. That's all he needs .  

Was on IG just now and it ain't even 10 Am and this is what women think in the morning ... This is the shit that's giving me a complex about the modern woman .. They think saying stuff like this is gospel .. This is what Love and Hip Hop do to cool chicks and trap music .. Turn them into 

For anyone who didn't grow up without a father .. What would be 3 things you wished he could of told you growing up... 

1) "Son, some men believe the more women you have the more it fills you up and make you a man.... They lied. It's takes more away from you than you think" 

2) "Son, being skilled at many things will make u appear impressive .. But mastering 1 thing will give you success" take 1 thing you do well, master it and watch it change your life" 

3)"Son I know your young right now but, this world is gona throw many things at you ... Take it all in but never forget, the only thing we was put on this earth to do was Love. But most importantly love yourself .. 

And since these are ideas of my own and my own words .. I'll make sure I'll spread that information to my own children and God children 

*chrisdread 

When we Love, we fight...

When we don't, we just disappear. #chrisdread 

Woman are dominant in society, have the most focus in accomplishing goals on average, And y'all make up most of the middle class worker and still have the great responsibility on a average,  of keeping the house in order... If you guys minds, Hearts and Bodies aren't healthy then society itself isn't healthy... There's is something Happening between our women and the men that isn't clicking... Some where along the line the man can't recognize that he now has to also be the voice and the touch of comfort when she comes home ...

People are so perplexed on why people cheat or what the factors are behind it ... I think it's simply "when certain Peoples sexual desires are stronger than their will to commit" .. Nothing more. And it doesn't have to be associated with tyranny towards you or something your lacking  .. That's why a lot of people becomes confused when the person that's cheating says they love you or their in love with you and their sorry ... I think a person can be in love with you and accomplish cheating because sex isn't love .. I mean, they correspond but they come from different places .. But loving someone doesn't excuse the malpractice of commitment it's just not that hard to understand .. And understanding it helps you recognize it in a person a lot better than not.. #chrisdread

You have to ask yaself if your satisfied with them as a person ... Strip all other ideas away and imagine them in your mind, LOOK AT Them and ask yaself does this person make me happy ... Imagine y'all living in the woods no phone no major technology no money no gold no diamond.... Nothing, just y'all ..  Like are u satisfied with them that way ? Ask that first 

NOW think about all the economic factors that contribute to Divorce, Separation and Adultery .. Factors that  involve being displeased when a person isn't the strongest financially or down on their luck... What gets you through that ? What makes you stay and not jump ship to another person that suits your ideas on what stability is .. It's always gona be someone that can present a better Life.. Where does that end? And maybe in this generation and moving forward it doesn't end.. We are in the times where Financial Stability or Structural Stability is over shadowing true love..  

We have to fall in love with the Human being again .. We been watching movies for years, and they always show us in the future, technology will kill our souls and compassion for one another and I see it happening now in slow motion ..   

We have to fall in love like we're teenagers again you know? When having nothing obviously was due to our age but the youthful idea of love should remain the same.. How could we be so madly in love at 18 and 19 with no real experience ? That's Simple ...Because all we was supposed to do was love in the first place .. So when u get older you should love a person the same way But ask yaself "Am I  assured that i have someone that has my best interest at heart.. Am I pleased, am I protected,am I secure." So if your lover falls on hard times, after you analyze your PURE feelings and interest, that will give u a better idea if u can wait around for them to fix their life and set up something where y'all can better improve the quality of life together.!!! You don't leave them before you've asked yaself about the Purity of interest .. It's like we don't love each other for the person that we are any more, only for what they can provide.. And Provisions is not love .. If we are always looking at what another person can bring then what is satisfaction or what is the use of love? #chrisdread

You'd go around thinking certain things about you were flaws not knowing it was the thing I thought was most sexy about you ... #chrisdread 

One things for sure .. When a woman truly truly loves you .. She'll never leave and she won't give her body to another man unless SHES SURE your long gone and all doors are closed .. She only does that because she not only understands men, but she knows what being a woman means to herself .. 

 Does that woman still exist ?? Of course she does ... Is she increasingly running scarce ?? Of course she is..just look out around you.. I hope men understand that, and start treating the woman that take them serious, a lot better and with honor .. That woman is a specialist, she's rare and she'needs love... And to all the "Girls just wana have fun" type.. Keep having fun. Your choice. But is there men that won't leave and won't give his body to another woman if he truly truly loves you? Of course he exist ... Is he running scarce ?? He always has. #chrisdread

You can't find the Depth of someone if there just not that deep....I wana drown in the person but It's  hard  to drown in shallow waters .. #chrisdread

You Ever was starving and u the looked in the fridge and you ain't see nothing you wanted to eat so you close it......then 2 mins later you walk right back to the fridge and look in the fridge and STILL ain't see something you wanted to eat.. Same damn result...

             Well we do the same thing with people and situations... You want someone so bad and even after you looked inside them and I mean deep inside them and you ain't find nothing so you close the door ...but strangely enough .. You go right back and open the door looking for something KNOWING it's nothing inside expecting different results .. It's insane #chrisdread

God bless those of you making a living off of you Talents and Hobbies and not going into work for some prick who's daddy handed them down the company and you know your smarter than them and more skilled .. That is torture and quite frankly the most horrifying situation for a person like me..... When you can take your talents, skill or hobbies and make a living and not have to fill out 30 applications or send in 30 resumes, get dressed, go to the job interview, fill out 2 more application when u get there Then fill out the part of the application that's ask you for job history, KNOWING they already have ya resume, then have to sit there with a dick head who just interviewed 10 people and he/she is already aggraveted and wants to leave ... 

     I'm so inspired but struggling artist who believe beyond a Dollar or a paycheck that they not Gona wake up every day and be a slave for someone else for years and years ..  I admire you deeply..#chrisdread

Time is the most valuable asset in this world and Love is the sole purpose of the Human experience .. The people who you'll have the hardest time loving is people who do not respect the time you give them and people who don't define love the way you do .. Time on this earth has shown me that .. I had to let go a lot of people I love because the things that they value didn't only begin to change but the things they love and gave their time to was harmful to them .. When someone doesn't respect the time you devoted to them, and they see love differently from you, you'll start to feel something inside telling u something is wrong .. You must act. When people start to value things like money and putting lust before love that's a problem for me personally.. Nothing wrong with lust but you have to know when the line is drawn ... 

      It's funny cuz a lot of people show me so much love and approach me every day in the street where ever I am and literally can tell me word for word some of my literature and it blows me away and people reach out to me from all over the world and build with me and ask my advice on things and I spend literally hours talking to people about their life and their issues and helping to reason with them .. And I devote that time freely because I simply love this human experience and I'm dedicated to it and overwhelmed that strangers can really look out at u and see value in you that people that you actually know, don't... I don't put in public display all the messages and email Ect I get from literally hundreds of people .. Then people I know always say ... "All that time u spend writing why u just don't write a book and MAKE MONEY FROM IT.." And it's like people get really disgusted with me cuz I don't take this skill and make money from it .. Everything is money to people .....What happened to love ? Then when I say this, or when a lot of people enjoy my writing they say I seek attention and I'm a fake philosopher Ect but the funny thing is, if I decide to make this a business and make money they'll hop on ya dick again and 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 for u but to do it out of love they hate u for it and down you and talk about you  like a dog.. Telling people "he don't practice what he preach" and all them women that like his writing he prolly fucking"  I mean I hear it all .. But what happened to love ? This brings me back to time .. Utilizing my time to grow and learn love better will help me narrow down my felid of professionalism.. But until then I'm gona continue to love ..  People like to compare me to Rob Hill and all these other writers and motivational speakers who are in fact great .. But we are all different .. "Do what Rob Hill did" do I look like Rob Hill ???? Smh every body loves to watch people who made it and feels that's the best way to make it but nobody looks inside themselves anymore and that what my Heavenly Father told me to do .. Look within not without.. #chrisdread 

Even at my age now I'm still fascinated at the fact that, I can hear myself speaking in my head .. Like right now even as u reading this do u realize  that u can hear ya self talking ? ....Like what is that ?no speakers no voice box vibrating to make sound .. 

   That proves that this body is just a body. You know, you can touch it or be touched, u can feel it and hear it move, but your a pilot from thought .. You tell yaself to move and you move.. Something else though is going on inside...and when we die.. Where does this voice go? Will we ever her ourselves again? Something mystical beyond explanation is apart of being alive .. Yea they call it spirit or soul but 99 percent of us will never have an interaction with a soul in this physical world of touch.. Like even as I'm writing in hearing everything I'm saying .. I just wana know how that works.. A bullet or a knife or disease can't kill that voice, it's abstract .. We still gota be here somewhere .. Are we reused ?? Somemay say .. But for what or when ...    Just thinking about it stirs me inside .. Just miss all my fallen souljas.. And pops rest in peace .. Talk to me bro #chrisdread 

"They used to make break up then make up through music... Sending one another a song describing their feelings .. It was they way they said sorry, and I'm thinking of you.. But they broke up too much times and ran out of music for each apology .. Now they're dancing with someone else.. " #chrisdread

Sometimes, on the outside, they look the part .. But when u open them up and look inside, there's nothing there. You can use the outside as the basis of attraction .. But don't put no feelings in it until you check inside .. Always check inside. You wouldn't believe how much gorgeous empty people surrounds us..#chrisdread

All through my 20s all we did was live fast .. Chasing money .. Money money money ...Fast cash was the topic.. And we got a lot of it .. Spent it, went crazy .. I want something better than that now.. People  now a days still talking bout money ? Like it just became new to you? I want more than money now.. I want beyond money .. Money is an old subject .. And the people that constantly talking about it  still don't know real money.. But they focused on a persona that they will never achieve  .. I'm looking beyond money .. That Money chase is what will damage ur dreams . Take it from me..

But I get it.. Currency is the system we live under.. The have and there nots.. I hate to see a "Have Not" think or pretend they "Have".. I know under this system we need to stay alive so we need money.. Utilize your talents skills and dedication to earn a living .. Just don't live for money or live for the reputation that it is what made you...And I think more now than ever, the saddest thing to see is the fact that Women dominate this topic more than men.. Women all day everyday praise money.. When that happens the condition of the social structure is deteriorating .. Money is not the world.. But nobody wana hear that shit tho.. #chrisdread

Fast money can make a man feel he's a God.. He thinks his friends are real friends .. He thinks Lovers are real Lovers..Fast money can make others blind towards him.. When once nobody even payed that person any mind, Now all of a sudden he can become a Sex Symbol and a charmer.. Now this man, so desperate for love and acceptance, is willing to do anything to maintain this persona..  He doesn't stop, he keeps going because the money is like a drug now.. "I have to have it because it's the only time I feel good,the only time I feel alive" But all drugs have Side affects .. Just like the issues money brings ..

And ask yourself .. The people that surround you, that seem to love you now... Where were they the other day when you had nothing ?why are they here now? If I was to lose this fortunate state of financial comfort,will they stick around ? Is this real love I'm feeling or am I paying for it everyday ? 

Ask yourself.. 

#chrisdread 

The word Talent comes from the Latin word "Talentum" which means "Sum Of Money" think about that .. Let it sink in.

We are supposed to earn a living from our talents and nothing more ..Wow words have so much mysterious components to it.. #chrisdread 

One huge major difference between men and women is that, Men love to be used for sex and women are extremely offended by it.. Something we clearly do to both of eachother .. Let's examine the Bias that's always convenient for "Some" of these hypocritical ass women..

A girl says to a guy "We can kick it, as long as you make time to give me that Dick when I want it im good" Now right away this is exciting for a man .. First of all he can have sex with her all he wants without the idea that it's Gona interfere with the "friendship", he's getting pleasure wile giving pleasure and it's a major ego boost because out of all the men she chose to fuck her brains out casually, she chose him  which means she likes his sex .. 

    Now on the others hand ..you as the guy can have sex with a woman knowing she loves it just as much as you do, but u can't go into it telling her "hey, I just want to call you when I want some pussy and that's really it" something happens inside when a woman knows that he's openly using me for sex ... But when a woman openly uses a man for sex, she's not guilty, she not shame, and she knows exactly  what time after work and what day she wants you .. But to go into the situation as a man telling a woman  "your only Use for me is sex" it really shakes a woman up inside .. 

So I ask .. Why is it ok for women to use men for sex but when it's time for us to use women for sex it is looked at in a decrepit manner . That's why men are lying about it and becoming yall boyfriends for s month just to fuck your ....Now he's a dog .. So does this make a woman a B*****.. A dog in heat? Why do we as men feel no harm in people knowing we had sex with a lot of women but women live most of their lives hiding this sexual endeavors 

    Which woman can actually admit their a Hoe?? Which women can admit they used to be one?  Men don't hide this so why do women? How many women had a train ran on them ???cuz I know sooooo many that did ... We all do .  Over 5,000 friends I have on fb and many of u are quite active in commenting so let's hear it. ?? Who's woman enough to express her sexuality and admit to being, what yall always been .... ALOT LIKE MEN..  It's time to have the conversation .. We don't have the dialog that's why it's so awkward for yall to live comfortable sexually and try to hide what you did.. Then when u meet the perfect guy u think deleting ya IG or FB for a year erases the HOE AWAY .. No it doesn't we never forget .. Then when ya amazing boyfriend finds out u was a HOE, Now he has to leave u.. You can't burry it .. Raise ya hand HIGH AND SAY.. YES I WAS A HOE but I'm not any more!! Don't be ashamed .. #chrisdread

Woman are not generally raised to be outward and forward with men... So when a woman's Compliments you or approaches you or even tells you how much she wants you before you can even say anything .. I think it's extremely charming .. Even if u may not be attracted to certain ones the in the same way... It's still such a flattering thing .. 

  Men spend much of their time complimenting women and personally I don't think men revive as much gratitude for it as women get shown ... But shot out to all the ladies that know the difference between compliments and thirst... #chrisdread  

 The most Significant start to something beautiful between a man and a woman is .... The first kiss.

She knows something right at that moment.

#chrisdread

Did u know a man knows just from you walking by him in the street if your poompoom is good or not and if you'll treat him right ...

 Men have more incredible intuition than we get credit for .. But we know a lot just by passing by and that air blowing her perfume right in ya nose .. We know the smell of a wife .. #chrisdread

Fellas .. You know how to tell your a good man in this day in age....

   Just look at your woman or women in your life.. And no matter if your at your  your Strongest Or your Weakest .. To her, To them.. Your still the Strongest .. Their belief in you hasn't shifted, they still look to you for protection, insight and approval... They still wait on your instruction and still treasure your advice.. They still look to you to make them smile and laugh and please them..  .. Because when a man falls down in the "Material World" doesn't mean he isn't standing in the "Real World" it's just so simple to choose another guy, one who seems better on paper, but somehow her foot is rooted in your soul .....And with all this pain and tyranny in a mans life that a woman will never fully understand ...the one thing she does understand is "I'm not going anywhere" "I believe in him" whether friend, family ,Lover or wife, she believed in something ..

          And this is how you know a good woman. Just don't make trying to love you,too stressful for her. It has to make sense. Once it makes sense your dream is their dream .. That's just how they feel about us. A life together is better than a life apart.. 

#chrisdread 

When I'm attracted to you im full of compliments ...that's me trying to let you know your adored and admired and because of that, you have my attention.. Ultimately you deserve that if I can't even keep my mouth shut about how sexy I find you..

His compliments help you educate yourself on where ya charisma stands as a woman .. He confirms all your ideas and all the effort you put out in being your best. Listen to them . #chrisdread

Death is a very personal, private thing to me.... It seems like death has become a public charade where people expose too much personal content between them and the person that perished .. I respect the dead in such a way, that I have so much respect for the REAL mourners .. The people closest to them who will be facing darkness long after most forget the fallen and move on with their life and their day . So I don't medal in the business of someone I wasn't close to.. Or get so involved in their passing that I'm posting pics and showing up places I have no business being.. I'd be too self conscious of the people who were REALLY close to the person saying" wtf is he doing here, they wasn't even that close" .. Death is not an event .. It's  the saddest thing to the living .. So to all the fallen may your spirit cross over to the father so that you will be placed here again and again with a different agenda .. And to the living families and  REAL CLOSE friends that have to live with the void in their heart that 90percent of the people who was suddenly  so close to your loved one,won't ever experience, may your pain heal with pace and grace.. Take you time my friends there's no rush .. Remember them always .. I just hate the way death is "Sometimes" a public display .. It's so hard to face not being able to see someone again .. It should be treated with more poise, more class and respect .. I hate people to ask me..  Did you go? Are u going? What u wearing? And I'm like.... To the funeral? Are u serious ? It's a joke to some people .. Smh.. Then they say I just want to pay my respect .. No!!! Respect is minding Ya business and leaving the business of families and real close friends of the fallen to themselves .. I used to move dead bodies and  had to put them in a freezer moments after their death .. And watch families come identify their bodies .. You know pain?? Shit is not a joke yo..

As a man .. It's good to see a woman end up with a good man .. So he can finally attempt to let her go .. Men never let go of their old lovers... EVER!!! It's not our ethic to do so ...Especially when shit was real. We always wana comfort and make sure she's ok without you .. That's why men always fucking shit up with their new lovers cuz they can't let go of the old ones ....Especially when shit was real ... And even tho something felt real doesn't mean it's going to last .. But it prolly didn't last with that old lover cuz like I said, he prolly didn't let go of the e older lovers prior to her... Hence the cycle.. So I understand why women are so stern with certain men when it's over ... Unfollow, delete , blocked... Straight cold shit.. Cuz she really is trying with the new guy..  She wana post pics with then nigga and shit and act they all happy and either don't want you to see or really really wants u to see ... But u can alway tell when he didnt amount to u when after 7 1/2 weeks go by she hit u with that text "Hey you".. Then u like uhhhhh huh!! You miss daddy now bitch !!! 😕😕😂😂 ahhhh man I'm funny idc.. #chrisdread

It's the subtlety in romance that's gets me.. My lover, I'd imagine, would probably be more ordinary than most people would imagine .. I just want her body to always smell good .. The sound of her voice to pierce straight through me .. And for her to just consider me always, but smart enough to never put me before her happiness if I stumble too hard on my own greed .. In which I can only pray that I'm ready to accept this sort of union only when I'm built to do so .. I want a woman to die old and happy knowing that she had a man and a friend that truly loved her..Our mother and father Creates and raise us and we love them deeply for that .. Your family members, brothers, sisters , aunts , uncles , grandparents, cousins Ect...we love them because they are our flesh and blood, This love is deep.. We grow up and make babies of our own and there's truly no love more precocious than that .. But I truly believe .. The most Vital of them all as far as what we need emotionally... The love that we are all made to experience but so many of us never get to, despite how hard we work everyday as adults trying to obtain... The Love of your Companion, your Husband/Wife.. This love completes you .. God bless you all on your journey ..  Go forth, Sincere and True. And go beyond the norm.. Go for what you know is peaceful. The excitement part is great but in the end you want peace within your heart .  Always convert back to peace as it relates to the idea of a lover #chrisdread

In the history of America, The Lives of Black Couples and the Conditions of  Black relationships for lovers, as far as happiness , harmony, unity, strength, communication, security, progress, togetherness, longevity Ect, have always been a battle for us.. And I think we forget that as black people we are under different circumstances and the conditions for us here are a lot different from  everyone else.. Nevertheless we persevere.. There's this image of black love that's admirable to any one that can observe it.. It's gorgeous and inspiring .. What we come from, what we must do to fight and stay together under the conditions set against black men and black woman as individuals, to then dare them to try and love one another in a healthy manner, raise children with a healthy mentality, maintain a home and still be happy with the person you come home to everyday .. To me quit frankly it's "fucking amazing" 

You see we forget that for hundreds of years the memories of what they did to us is not only reiterated in all the movies, books, documentaries Ect ..  But it is placed in our bone marrow.. Coded within us, the horrors that we endured .. The woman of today may not have had white men snatch them from their husbands and raped in front of them wile the husband wasn't even allowed to shed a tear.. What that does to a woman psychologically  over time.. Or black male slaves forced to have sex with black woman to make more slaves and disregard the child .. All of this is still with us ... Black people today are trying so hard to love each other and everyday wonder what's wrong with us.. We never had therapy or psychoanalysis.. We didn't get rehabilitated once we was set free .. Who's Gona answer for all this mental turmoil ?? No one, we have to sit here and figure this shit out for ourselves mean wile they still killing us and salving us to death just in a modern fashion .. Every single time they try to shut us down, we keep working .. You can't break black!! But we have to start looking at each other as lovers and really work on reconditioning our thinking as human beings .. But we have to fix and adjust our place in this world first .. We are the most beautiful people and we don't act like it.. We have to open the dialog between one another and realize we are no longer to blame, no more pointing fingers at each other, we are supposed to be on the same side .. The blame game is over .. Let's work! #chrisdread

A mans love life path is so much different from a woman's ... As a man, Your wife has a face, a look and a voice that your always looking out for .. We visualize her always seeking her in the crowd.. We know when we're getting closer and we can feel when she's drifting away.. We may either know her and don't realize it or she may be floating around somewhere but, nevertheless, she's there.. And she's going through a set of situations that shapes and molds who she is.. So wile you both are growing, Yall have no idea when and how you will find each other but the feeling of that person burns inside you everyday.. A man will fall in love at best 3 times attempting to discover his wife in a particular individual.. You must understand, in order to bestow this position to a woman, she must have great importance, and if you observe her she's usually completely unique from his standard attraction .. Now women are geared to fall in love as much times as her heart and body will permit,looking for that one man.. That man she feels most Protected by and loved by.. When a man makes that decision that he has finally chosen that girl he feels is of wife potential, he becomes aggressive at trying to make her see that she has been chosen and he wants you only .. Sometimes this woman has someone already that YOU KNOW AINT GONA LAST .. Or 85 percent of the time she has been hurt battered and bruised emotionally at this point and can't let in this blessing.. The blessing that she has no idea exist because she's been not only told but shown that men ain't shit from a couple bad seeds .. The problem is you look like every other man to her.. She can't see you, the inner you because that person she sees on the outside represents heartbreak.. But the one in the end of this moment with the broken heart is you .. Because your wife is right here,SHE RIGHT THERE!!!, and she can't see you or hear you.. Now u have to let it go... Then this same women ends up with some nigga that somehow got her to open up and as the man that seen her in the best quality, you know more than her if she's wasting her time with this man she, for some reason, chose over you.. But you can't tell her because it's not your place.. Now all these other women who wants you, you can't see the blessing in that cuz you only what who u want. And who you want you can't always have...we all have to deal with that at some point .. #chrisdread

I had to teach myself not to Pursue Love or the Person I think Love Lives Inside of .. Most of the time it's really the Excitement of Lust that your mistaking for the feeling of the potential love.. Now I more so try to not wait on it, nor expect it or anticipate it.. Because I realize Love is bigger than this satisfying emotional feeling.. We simplified it because we Really enjoy the word Love as it relates to how we feel about people and things.. When for me, the truth is, Trying to define Love is almost the Equivalent of trying to define the Divinity of God.. And you don't wait on God, you don't anticipate God. You Trust the belief that God is apart of you and always with you. And when God or Love  shows it self, my personal responsibility is to groom and mature myself to be able to see it, recognize it, accept it and use it productively, never taking for granted it's Divinity..  We must know the difference between Lust and Love though. They never taught us that Lust is a huge word, nearly as Huge as Love.. Nearly the same feelings, Nearly the same characteristics.. Accept I think that Lust more so relates to our interest in a persons Physical, Sexual,Mental and sociable Dexterity... Where Love to me, more so relates to the depth of our emotions for someone or something and how it correspondence "Spiritually"... #chrisdread 

When you have a quiet moment to your self..... Do you evaluate your relationship? and do you evaluate your actions within this relationship?Think of it, think of how your feeling in it, think about how happy you"Really"feel, think about how pleased you "Really" are.. Do you have any doubt by any chance or are you confident ?Ask yourself.. Am I really in love ? Am I with the last person I'm going to be with for the rest of my life ? Is it you? Am I urged at all to want to try other lovers still? Will this please me forever?Am I in this relationship just to pass the time? Do I subconsciously think it's going to end soon and I'm just doing it for now? 

Well if any of you have ever thought this or will begin to think this after reading it.

Sit your lover down and, "HAVE  THE CONVERSATION"!!' Because who really has the time to waste you know? You have to have those conversation if you have theses kinds of thoughts.. 

Shouts to all the people "Who just know"! They know they made, not the right decision, but a "Great Decision".. #chrisdread 

"She became immune to the compliments she received everyday from her Admirers .... Yet, She yearned and so deeply desired the compliment from the one who took her most for Granted.. Sad to know that man is the same man she dedicated her life to"

How simply Ironic.. #chrisdread

Wow .. Kind of a lonely night .. Didn't see it coming lol.. Damn, a man in my position can be doing some wild shit right now .. But I guess to abstain from lustful traits maintains the Enchantment of desire ... "That's what being single is like ... A Tactical assortment of habits to keep the moral of things in order .. So when the right situation comes along your not just dead and numb from convincing yaself not to feel, because you have no one to feel for ... Although being single, in my opinion, is the most fantastic decision based on the connection with self awareness and the journey of learning  you undergo that no other decision brings you... But you have to be very careful because you can lose all concepts of partnership ...

Nights like this tho,you do wonder what the alternative would feel like .. To automatically know where your comfort is coming from night by night.. #chrisdread 

Hate to see a woman going madddd hard for a Nigga that treats her like shit and cheats on her carelessly .. She posting pics of bae and he fucking all her friends ..  Especially when u close to her and u know she a dummy type that if u tell her she look stupid and getting treated like shit, she'll actually cut u off ..... Some of yall really think yall got a fly nigga tho .. I don't get it .. Do u have Glaucoma ?? Are u blind .. Ya man corny as fuck he ugly and the only reason u with him cuz he maintaining u .. You see first hand how money makes a chick deal with bull shit 

I always said .. When a woman can take care of herself she chooses who she wants to fuck .. A good looking woman with no money fucks who ever chooses her, who ever pays her off to keep her mouth shut and deal with bullshit cuz he control u.. #chrisdread

Our roles of Masculinity convinces us that the more women you have sex with the more powerful and fulfilled you'd become ... We learn far too late that this is a major misconception .. They don't tell you  that often it leaves you Numb, Empty and Emotionally Discontent..   Nevertheless you'll have really good dick and an acute understanding of how to please a woman .. You'd be a fool to put yourself through such a rigorous social path and not learn a thing or two.. The more experience you have with women the more you realize you can never answer the infamous Question of "what do women want".. The only question you need to answer is "What Do Me and MY WOMAN Want" pace yourself gentlemen..We are in total control of this.. #chrisdread

Too high of a majority of black men hate each other and are constantly waiting for a nigga to say the wrong word to them just to have a reason to take their life ....where did we get that from ? Why is the taste of our own blood our favorite flavor ? you know the mental condition of a soldier is corrupt when he is satisfied with the death of his own army .. Too much of our wives, mothers , sisters children have cried for us..#chrisdread  

Never judge the love or respect someone has for you when things are going well.. Wait a lil wile,You judge it when things get bad or when shit hits the fan..the  love and respect you experienced in those  times is the real kind ..#chrisdread

You can have my Love but that doesn't mean u have power over my emotions ..  No one has power over my emotions because  if your smart you know not to trust words, only action .. When my interest is with someone the only thing someone can do is waste my TIME!! Which I take more serious than anything .. So what this means is .. If you waste my time u will never get even close to wasting my emotions .. You'll be gone before I can feel any emotional discomfort ... Time being wasted on someone saying what they don't mean or not meaning what they say and not acting upon what they claim to Guarantee of themselves is the biggest offense .. Dealing with you as if there's more important people that they effortlessly but before you or making u feel like 4th string options Ect .. Things like this you don't get emotional about .. You simply cut the string ..After a point of maturity ALL you'll accept is the deepest meaningful connection, not that, "See me when you ready or when your bored crap, text me back when you feel like it, call me when u feel like it" it is true that when someone means that much,you jump at the first opportunity to have them around and the ones that means less,they have to wait!! It is how we all move with one another ..  The more mature you become the more respect for time you have .. Your time and others .. Growing up helps you manage and respect it better .. Because no one likes the feeling of being taken for granted..Sometimes when your talking to someone and your pleading with them like "come on what is this ? do you wana do this or not? Are u interested or not? Humans will STILL say yes knowing they don't have the action or interest to prove it.. This is something I do not do to people and something I can't have done with me.. When you older you don't have patients to date .. You wana know right away, like look, do you fuck with me or not!!? Lol   ..#chrisdread

If your Gona keep meeting new ones ... It's obvious they're Gona take the time and place of the old ones.... 

Then you say "I just want a good one" but your so caught up in the cycle, in the end you'll have no one ...#chrisdread

"Your living your life so recklessly for so long that everything and everyone around you began to hate you ... And your so arrogant to consider its a conspiracy against you before you can admit maybe you haven't loved the people the way that they deserved to be loved  .. Sort of like The way you want them to  love you .." #chrisdread 

" I remember they was always teasing him because he was always running home to his girl ..,They  used to get on him about how he was so whipped... It was just a joke amongst the fellas. They would always buss his chops....Not all would admit it but, we admired the interest he had in his relationship, especially me being the youngest at the time ...... But there was something about the Rain that would have him sharp on his toes.. The minute it would start to drizzle he would tell us"yo guys I'll catch you later" .. Later down the line I asked him "why every time it starts to rain you run off"? He told me "One of the worst mistakes of my life was leaving my girl at home on a rainy night to be with another..I got caught slipping and I lost her...I couldn't live with that so I fought for her, and I said if she ever took me back that I would never leave her in the rain again... So I'm just upholding my promise" 

         I truly value the ideas and lessons that come from mistakes we made..Men don't always improve after mistakes, sometimes we repeat them .. One sure description of what being a Man is should definitely be "Recognizing mistakes and eliminating the repetition of it.."  #chrisdread 

It's so much beauty and excitement in Not knowing who your going to  end up with later in life ..it makes all your social endeavors so unique and each, so special .. Then you have the ones that are simply amazing and down right irresistible .. Always asking yourself when your together..... "Is it you"... Ironically, I love not knowing .. That's the thing that keeps me youthful ... Every time you look into a persons eyes or kiss their lips .. If only they knew the questions you were asking yaself in your head .. Every single thing about a man and a woman trying to navigate through this would and simultaneously trying to love one another is a charming thing to observe and to be apart of.. I'm grateful for every opportunity.. #chrisdread     

Sex and Love are two Very Different things ... But when you put them together it's Magic ... It's very simple ... Choose your path and know when or who to blend both with ... If you can't cut emotion and enjoy simple pleasures of sex then your not the type to Have Flings, Fuck buddies, Friends with Benefits, Casual Sex Ect Ect.. And anyone who does enjoy the pleasures of sex, it's nothing wrong with it ... Just know who you are and don't confuse yourself and the people you engage .. Because if your someone solely emotionally driven, every time they have sex they're looking to tie emotions and  love into it....Keep in mind not everyone is like that  .. And if your someone not looking for the emotional connection then stay away from the people who are and by communicating what your interest is helps .. Communication is the basis in succeeding in any situation .. If your someone that is looking for love or a relationship don't give yourself sexually to someone who told you they're not interested in that.. Don't think because you gave them your body it will coax them into supporting your emotional needs ... 

    This is a world filled with billions of people, who ever said people are the same ... The number is too large to have the same system of beliefs .. Some people love to fuck whether they're in love or not .. This is no crime .. Some people love to be in heavy strong relationships and only wana have sex with their significant others.. This is no crime .. It's all in fair play .. Some people can do both .. But if your Gona be out here pretending like you don't have the common sense to realize that as adults we know exactly who's into what and we chase the wrong shit anyway, then turn around and blame them for the way we feel in the end .. We need to confront ourselves more when evaluating the results of our dating history .. No one wrote the book on how to use our body's and hearts .. We figure it out along the way ..Sometimes People that Need to be in a relationship all the time criticizes people who can enjoy sex without being in a relationship and people who like to stay single and fuck who they want love to criticize people who love to be in relationships ... But this is what forms such good sociology.. #chrisdread 

She worked hard at being everything she had to be in order to make him happy .. Sadly none of those actions was shown in return ..Sometimes men get comfortable when they know they got a woman in the palm of their hands .. Not because she's docile or weak, but because she's committed and True.. All along everyone is telling him to treat her right.. He knows what he should do but he's busy having fun .. She loved and loved and loved because all she wanted to do was feel loved back, be his number one.. When she finally decided to changed that, when she became fed up, turned off and disgusted with him, he took notice and tried harder. Finally acknowledge her position in his life. Finally set some standard of dedication .. She finally got what she wanted...

But something went terribly wrong .. She was happy at first but then she thought .. "Why did I have to give my blood sweat and tears wile this man gave nothing" why did I have to beg and complain for his time" So now wile she worked so hard to finally get him to love her the way she deserved, when he FINALLY did, It was too late, she realized she lost all respect for him....

So often we see a woman make her exit when she finally gets that man in the palm of her hand.... Do you see the reflection?? Do you see the resemblance.. #chrisdread

When they feel you served your purpose and they think they done with you and ready to deal with someone else.... They don't know you stronger than that, shit like that don't make you fall off, it makes you get more sexier ... 

Let a lil time pass, soon as you post a nice pic and they see how much people is attracted to you, here they go texting you like ... "What you been  up to/ Hey you/Stranger/Just seen ya pic thought I'd say hey/ 😘😘😘/😍😍😍/ I'm passing by ya house you home/ hey it's been a wile but I'm buy the restaurant you like you want something/you still got it I see/ you was in this dream I had just making sure you ok ....Ect ect.... 

#Foh #chrisdread 

As a man there's things about woman that I love.. But there's also a difference in the qualities in women I loved then vs now....This is A generation of half naked women and Niggaz who spend money to get women, is a generation that lost all ambition for real relationships,and don't even realize  it..There was no platform to post pics anywhere and skin out, it wasn't the norm ...In a woman's mind, if she had a man she dressed a lil more conservative to honor her commitment .. Not becuz she's  docile or submissive .. Not realizing that the way you choose to appear to the world in photos reflects how u respect ya man .. And what real man that's actually committed to his girl is throwing money around trying to look cool and impress women and gain their interest .. When a man is really looking to a real future with a woman all his earnings is focused at home .. Not being thrown away for the love outside of home ..Now make no mistake .. I'm still a man .. What man doesn't love nudity .. I love the body and all things sexual .. But if we are to fix the mental condition of how we romanticize about our love life vs what we actually doing, you have to be honest with ya self and be very analytical and criticize the nonsense that's becoming accepted .. It's contradictory... What we feel vs what we do .. #chrisdread