As a man there's things about woman that I love.. But there's also a difference in the qualities in women I loved then vs now....This is A generation of half naked women and Niggaz who spend money to get women, is a generation that lost all ambition for real relationships,and don't even realize  it..There was no platform to post pics anywhere and skin out, it wasn't the norm ...In a woman's mind, if she had a man she dressed a lil more conservative to honor her commitment .. Not becuz she's  docile or submissive .. Not realizing that the way you choose to appear to the world in photos reflects how u respect ya man .. And what real man that's actually committed to his girl is throwing money around trying to look cool and impress women and gain their interest .. When a man is really looking to a real future with a woman all his earnings is focused at home .. Not being thrown away for the love outside of home ..Now make no mistake .. I'm still a man .. What man doesn't love nudity .. I love the body and all things sexual .. But if we are to fix the mental condition of how we romanticize about our love life vs what we actually doing, you have to be honest with ya self and be very analytical and criticize the nonsense that's becoming accepted .. It's contradictory... What we feel vs what we do .. #chrisdread 

10 years ago it was "find One Person that peaks your interest, that you have things in common with and Take Them Seriously" 

Now a days it's "Entertain  several people at once and attempt to take serious the one that appears to have more to offer" 

#chrisdread 

The moment u step back and realize how much clothes you own is the moment where you should realize how much you can bless someone less fortunate .. I have a issue when living in abundance with certain things wile someone else is without ... I'm always giving clothes away .. Especially if you shop a lot.. Cause if your not giving away things that means you keep all the new and old stuff.. That's hoarding.. Hoarding is sometimes unconscious ..People have Clothes every where in they house, clothes and shoes they don't even wear and someone less fortunate wearing the same thing everyday .., Same way I look at all this land and space,there should not be one homeless person alive today ... Not one.. Meanwhile one lonely man can own thousands of acres or an island .. #chrisdread 

When someone does something for you from their sincere interest and love for you, there actions there after are very different from someone who did something for you, expecting something in return .. Someone expecting something in return will always start to look around and see what you can do for them almost right away .. In their mind your in depth to them....Character means a lot .. When someone is just trying to be there for you cause they know your heart and your potential, the return for them is just seeing you a lil more happy than before .. #chrisdread 

"If there was one thing you can change about yourself, what would that be"...

Such a baffling question ..when your asked, you almost say in your head like.. "huh!! Wtf do you mean what would I change about myself, Nothing!!" .. Then u kinda start to say "well wait a minute... What would I change"! This quickly becomes 20 things in the matter of a second but then your like "I can only choose one thing ... 

At the point of my life.... Now that I've had a lil longer time here and now I can actually look retrospectively ... I would of liked to be the "Seize the moment kind of guy" The Show Em what you got kinda person .. Rather than being submerged in that reserved demeanor .. Always focusing on being humble so that people wouldn't confuse my outward expression as boastful of arrogant...{ironically some still think I'm arrogant} It's only now I've gotten more accustomed to expressing myself,still very much in private .. I guess personal circles gets more of you but to just have that tenacity to put yaself in the hot seat and not over heat .. Have you've ever know a person to be able to sing in front of anyone or dance anywhere at any time .. Or to get up on stage in front of a crowd and feel as comfortable as if they were home alone in the mirror? It's a powerful presence they have ..There's something so amazing about performers .. "They have a thunderous vibration in a room with them .. You just know the star when you see the star.. Because it's just shinning, blinding you with energy" .. I love and admire all performers .. Singers Dancers Musicians Comedians Public Speakers or Any Form of Art or Expression .. Now you don't have to be a performer to be anyone of these .. But for me, to perform it, is to bring it alive .. Make it exist.. It's the giving of it is what I like . #chrisdread just a lil #transparency   

I know, I can see it....

All your looking for is someone to treat you good.. 

To mean what they say and say what they mean..

I'm sorry that that's become so hard to find.

Ill help you rationalize as best as I can but you also Gota help yourself.

Stop choosing people that are more likely to be the negative outcome that you so expect ..

Pace your self. 

#chrisdread 

"It will not be until your 30s,will you understand or remember who you are... You are not of this time, but many times over.  You will attempt to tell people this but will quickly learn that it's too unbelievable for people to consider.. You are not unique in a sense of, there are others with the same purpose and will .. You will start to have ideas and visions that you can explain very well yet have no idea why your compelled to. Your entire life with change and you will feel as though you don't know where your going but is embedded with purpose .. You will lose many friends and associates for they will not understand you any more. Your ideas will appear offensive and acute. Yet you will draw attention from a different people. Different thinkers. You will have an empathy for the children of the world and all those who suffer in vain. You will be conscious of the oppression of the mind and soul far more than your surrounding .. There will be some like you who will aid you and join the fight . You will need the love and support of women so there will be many. You will identify with Brother soldiers. Some you may feel and familiarity with and not know why. You will have many adversaries, but you will not be deterred. Your purpose is clear and singular. "Speak Truth"..You can't help all. Some will be so far gone that they can not be saved . The main focus is the children of tomorrow. You will speak power and righteousness and people will oppose you for no reason at all even when you make complete sense .. Again, this will not deter you. You are to cut emotion and press on.. This world is not what they think it is and the enemy who wishes to vanquish them will come in many subliminal forms and in bold form as well.. They will come for your women and children for they are weaker at heart .. They will eradicate all men of power who wish to empower change and revolution .. They will try and turn your women against you with superficial ideas that are unreachable. They will poison your children with metals and chemical all in the plan to weaken their ideas and dreams. They won't see it nor feel it.. They will only promote music that poisons the mind and the structure of family and love. All wile people will simply think it's entertainment ..They will promote music and that make men violent and careless.. They will poison the air food and water to desensitize your true power. Again, people won't believe you, people won't care. They will scratch and spit at your voice but you will not deter..Its ok to feel lonely but you are not alone. You are accompanied by the God Kings of the past. Your time here won't be full of glamour. There will be pain there will be much loses. You must cut emotion. Focus and execute. Your only will is your task. For they know not what they feel or speak. They are so far under a system of oppression that many will perish never knowing what was done to them. They will live in a system where they strive off of thinking they're all unique which makes them all the same. Sadly you will be no hero to many .. Only a particular few will truly love and understand you. Like so many kings before you, the sincerity of your task means most .  Some of the greatest men are washed away in history. You will make peace with this and press on. The quality of things grow in its rareness. That is why so many will perish never having a clue.. You must accept this. Now go. Be well"