I think women's thing was to always deny that they meet men on social media or the club.. You know men don't care where they meet em.. once he's attracted to her he's interested ...At least to have the conversation to see if there's more than just what He saw outside ..But I think most people now a days, the way our world is set up it's just where most of the meeting grounds are .. Social media Lounges game nights I mean anything social .. Back in the day in HS if u ask a girl if she has a man and she says yes, but u ask her does he go to ya school 7/10 times you'll get " hell no I don't date guys from my school" or another big thing was , I don't date guys that live on my block .... MAN !!! Let a pretty girl move on the block, a nigga would be bringing over a hose to ask if her mom needed her grass watered lolol.... idk what it is but I'm fascinated by how similar we are but yet such opposition of one another ...We feel the same inside a lot of the times about one another but exhibit different behaviors ... All to end up the same place eventually but have diff time frame and strategies on how we do it... We have the same desires to lie even, but it will never be looked at that way ... Men will always have the reputation of the more frequent liar and cheater .. But is it truly so ... With women out numbering men 7:1.. How are we actually judging these things , and theory and emotion for one another ? Is something in control of it? Is propaganda responsible , media and old stories of broken hearts ?  We are more alike than we think men and women .... Love is easier between u and him or u and her .. We are infected with idealisms and tradition or evolution, or your way or my way or our parents way ..... We are alike because we both wana love , both wana laugh ... Both wana feel safe, both wana feel free ... But we are not free.. Even our turmoil are controlled .. We don't give enough credit to deception ... 

I know countless men who has met a woman that was interested in him but once she figured out he didn't make a lot of money she either lost interest or never let her interest build from jump .. 

   This is wide spread.. And I find it strange that many women still have a hard time admitting this is a real thing .. But you see it all the time and actually hear some honest women talk about it.. "When I was younger I was into all that but now thy I'm older I see how I got nothing from that" Ect .. 

Money never made anything ..The hands the mind and the heart does.. Its a sickness given to us to treat people a certain way based on how much money they make .. Equipped with all the love passion charm charisma intellect wisdom thoughtfulness Ect , people are still being turned down because of their pay grade ..  Yes I even seen men walk away from a woman who pay grade wasn't enough but seldom have I seen that... Most men broke or not will take on a woman that makes him happy whether if she's broke or not.. I think it's more enforced to our women, this money mentality ... y'all wana talk about this or?...... 

Our oppressors shape our society and the way it thinks... Even in love and relationships. Remember we had our own system on how we did things and how we honored one another b4 we were made captives ... One The worst impressions our oppressors gave us was, you having to be in a relationship in order to experience  the best intimate love and not teaching us to fall in love before you decide on being in a relationship with that person..  Or that titles may only be important with a person you chose as your life partner, and that there's different forms of companionship and relationships.. Or not teaching us that we are here to love and not posses. Or that we may have experience less bad relationships and heart ache  in our lives had we just sought love from a person rather than a titles set with boundaries that this person wasn't prepared to live within ... Or having a Lable doesn't exempt you from being deceived and often titles and Lable's is where lies and temptations begin ...  Where we're from we lived very differently and respected love, community and family a very different way ...And we have lost that, living the way they do.. How they do things haven't worked for us. And won't. This is why the black disparity not only includes racism and brutality from police, and discrimination, poverty, but our lives lives are problematic because who we are, we lived in "community" not 1 on 1 relationship set ups and putting money together to pay bills...We had a different way of successfully building empires , raising kids, teaching them, protecting our women and children, there was a different way black women worked together rather than seeing their sisters as competition or threats, there was a different way black men looked at one another and treated each other .. Whether u believe this or not, that is ok...But you can't ignore..Our oppressors way does not work for us..

Having a 9-5 for me always felt more so a challenge of trying not to look at the Clock for as long a possible more so than the work ... Some how you feel that makes the day go by faster.... By ignoring time. But just like how that time goes by in your job that you dread, time is going by in your life too..  That's why the key was always not having to work a 9-5 at all or having a job that you loved. So work wouldn't feel like work . You go there with the enthusiasm of knowing that, I love doing this. That makes life feel good especially if your getting paid well.. 

       But the reality is not everyone can wake up and do that, be that ... Some people have unique obstacles .. They see where they wana go in the horizon but the distance is unknown.. Just wana say hang in there. We all have incredible potential to will the proper things in your realm by using time more consciously.. Using time wisely to concentrate on our task and our leisures ..Time for rest, time to properly eat and digest food. Time to listen to our inner thoughts and feelings and really feel out and ask ourselves, what do I want to do, how do I wana help the world, and what type of person do I dream to love and does this type of person actually exist...But take each day at a time, one step at a time to carefully climb over these personal obstacles, don't rush, don't be afraid to ask for love, help and guidance..Never seek pity only love. Just keep that horizon in sight. We are all wondrous potential   

One of the most sophisticated things I ever heard my mother in terms of relationships was in this social documentary we filmed that she made a cameo in ..... 

       "In marriage/relationships sometimes you have to learn to turn the other cheek, and when your young, you don't really know how to do that" 

   I was shocked that came out her mouth, like turn the other cheek? I'm not exactly the turning the other cheek type lol .. I sat with that for a wile on my head like .... "what made her say that ... Trying see understand if that was strength or weakness.. I mean it's your mom so I really wanted to study that reasoning ... Then like a cool ocean mist it hit me... like ohhhhhhhhhh yea .... I get it. #Mom

    To go that distance .. I mean when you love someone, and I mean truly! Yes there's gona be days u wana ring their neck, yes there's gona be days where your trust is compromised and your unhappy, and you need space, but u miss them so u wana cuddle and have sex, and ur confused , and oh he needs a better job , or she needs to stop being lazy , or you need to stop being so jealous , or u need to stop being so sneaky... but at some point you realize ok I do love you and we are here and we do have good times but do I wana go the distance with you ? And if That answer is unequivocally yes, then this is where the challenges should actually begin not before. This is where turning the other cheek comes into place .. not saying ignore the reckless shit someone is doing it taking abuse of any form or allowing someone to cheat on u ..  but just understanding simple things like understanding  that your spouse may enjoy friendships of the opposite sex and they don't want u to feel offended by that, or when your spouse comes home make it a place of peace and not charging them with issues as soon as they walk in , if they wana get away with their friends just to have a little fun, try to understand that .. ofc all this should come with respect and balance on both ends but learn to turn the other cheek and let them be who they really are and try to love them that way before trying to make your love change them into what u "personally" want them to be  ..  "TOGETHER FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES" thing about that ... so whatever age you are currently if your in a relationship, marriage or just believe your in love with whoever and y'all are thinking "where Gona spend the rest of our lives together" just think about all the changes and stages you both have to mature into and evolve, wile having that person there.. To go that distance, every time something happens that u don't like u can't be like " IM DONE IM DONE " all the time .. That seems to be the norm now.. Remember unlike our parents era we now have social media where we see sexy humans all day doing anything from being naked to working out or doing yoga, spending money... it's easy to drop someone and pick up something better(so you think) So commitment in itself is compromised .. It's harder to do and no one wants to admit that ... Women are making a lot more money than men on average , y'all are the ones stuck with a lot of the finical responsibility so your less docile and more dominant now a days and the world hasn't handled that well because we live in this chauvinistic white male society.. and he subconsciously is the only man deserving of respect because he is either in control or he is feared .. Nevertheless if we want out relationships  to succeed we have to truly take time in understanding and respecting one another's individualism.. to go that distance we must respect each other's individualism.. Allowing themselves to be who they truly are or else being with you, who struggles with  who they truly are makes you hard to be with .... #chrisdread 

He wrote ..."When I meditate deeply, and slow ... I pan back.. and I can feel myself being pulled away and I get this vision that I have society in its entirety, in the palm of my hand and over it it's a dome .. it's not glass but it looks like it but it's more of a transparent membrane .. But with in this dome it's us all.  Myself included .. and all around us is cybernetic coding that we can't see.. Like some sort of organic cybernetic virtual reality .. But I myself, Can see that not everyone is unaware of it .. There's people that's totally in tuned with what's happening and that particular group of people, most of them have really long hair in some kind of way, more leaning towards a healthier way of eating .. And sadly they all feel alone in some way or isolated ... Some of the saddest people amongst us." 

He then went on to say .. "the disparity of the human condition is completely indescribable.. To truly explain the sorrow I feel when I am in that state, seeing and feeling hopelessness of the human future would take my entire lifetime .. Most have no idea that they are a prisoner, but scarier than that, most don't care.. And black people are not only the focal point of this war against the human being, but they are the chosen people of The Gods of this universe .. Direct descendants, each chose to live out a purpose and a meaningful existences... But they have done everything in their power to hide this from them, hence, lying to everyone else ...It is incredible." 

#chrisdread

Every single time I think about Malcolm X and Martin Luther King Junior, I think about the fact that both their deaths was assisted by black men who either was in trapped or willingly sold out their own brother for their benefit.. people who they knew and trusted. This really really bothers me and is probably the bigger issue within their assassinations... I hate that they made us this way and forced us to hate ourselves so much that we would even tear down our own dynasties for Our enemy ..What those men were trying to do for their people was so MAJOR!! I can't believe any black person would assist in the destruction of their own people's revolution! This should be judged and Addressed very critically and stern.. To warn the younger generation of this idea.. 

If black people had the economic, political control of the world how many of you honestly believe that white people would be facing the same type of racism, oppression, poverty, social injustice, criminal and political injustice and depression the way black people have all this time ? Also do you think we would have subjected them to the same type of brutal slavery as they did to us? Rapping their women and children of front of the men, then raping black  men in front of their wives, cutting our penis off and putting it in our mouths , using our children as foot stools and alligator bate? Ect Ect .. Do you believe that what I just described, as it happened to black people, would white people be facing or have faced the same fate?

I don't think we should have our kids growing up with a phone in their face 24/7 because their parents are addicted to their cell phones and social media.. Our babies seeing a constant image of them with snap chat features constantly changing their face ... All kinds of scary ones too .. They are the first generation to have had this done .. we don't know the pathology of what affect this may have on their perception of reality .. Therefore leaving only time to tell what kind of sick psycho we have running around our homes ..... it will be your fault if this has some negative adverse affect .. 🤦🏾♂️

To anyone it applies: Just because I openly judge the things you do that is in fact problematic doesn't mean that I don't love and honor you .. I think the fact that I do love you and honor you is what makes me judge you ...If I didn't I wouldn't create the conversation that enables me to help you question your actions that are in fact harmful... maybe it would be easy to make the connection as far as what I'm judging vs how problematic it is on your life and noticing that nothing that isn't harmful to you I judge ... Also just because someone is judging you doesn't mean it is a negative judgment .. many of times it is a "real" judgment and because what your doing is "really fucked up", is why you think I'm being negative .. Because in describing what I'm judging,your hearing me judge YOU! And maybe for the first time your hearing yourself described and you don't like how it sounds, but your in denial as to why your up set at me for mentioning it to you .... What I'm getting you to do is face what your doing that is harmful to you but it's sucks to you because your in that moment, facing your own mortality .. #chrisdread

   Stop being such an asshole all the time, walking around guilty and defensive every time someone tells you about yaself and your only rebuttal is "your so judgmental" That doesn't work on smart people!

"In any case.. when you get my full attention. I become a very very exciting lover .. Whether if it was a short time or a long time ... I'm completely indulging in every thing about you .. I want to know who you are who your family is .. what your mother and father does for a living, if your close to your siblings .. Have you been hurt , I evaluate that through conversation, as far as how you moved on from it.. I measuring you constantly .. I'm stimulated by the sound smell and sight of you ... I'm completely under a sexual conquest of you .. That's automatic, I want to, all around understand your body, because if I fall short in any areas due to my own circumstances I know how important it is that I am someone your trust giving you and orgasm .. Reading that u may think that's shallow but that is fundamental psychology .. I want to be the person you tell the things you can't even say to your own self in the mirror or in a dark room filled with hopelessness ..  I want to be the person that with just slight gaze of eye contact I can calm you down or worry you ..  I wana scare your soul but I wana free it... I want you to be afraid of my potential, so much that u warn people of my future ..  I want to grab your hair, you feel no pain just tingles ... I want to grab your throat, that slight hint of danger provides that unknown territory that you oddly are turned on by ..  See me as kinky.. See me with no description just vague understanding ... I want you to know nothing about me but your the only person that knows something about me... I want you to lust me to such a degree, that you whole heartedly have a disdain towards me..  I want you to make love to me and scream in frustration as to why the feeling your taken by is so scarce .. I want to love your confusion ... Then I want to see how much I've taken affect on you and see you take everything you've learned and try it in your life .. I mostly just want you to see, in order to get my full attention I just have to be happy .. Your already perfect. Your the creator . I have to be happy .... me! I can't stress that enough "  " 

Figurative entry #chrisdread 

As a man you supposed to be able to just look at a chick and tell if she just interested in a nigga for money , or if she's actually human and is interested in you .. No nigga is tricking that didn't already on his own agreed to subconsciously pay for ya vagina ... You can't get fooled into tricking , you  a trick ass nigga from the start .. And believe it or not, yea u getting vagina, but your the one looking in the bathroom mirror when u washing off ya beef in the sink like damn , "I just spent 1000$ in 4 hours just for that? And I don't even know if she like me for me?" These rich ass rappers put out these songs fucking y'all head up talking bout I put u in a plane and I bought u this bag and that bag!!! Uhhh nigga he rich not you !! And then rappers be lying anyway they treat hoes like hoes!! But u out here competing with a rap song !! Risking ya life and blowing money on a hustle just to get the girl who got madddd followers, mean wile the nigga she really like she spending money on him .. smh!! Stop being a trick ass nigga , save your money save your integrity and atlesst cater to a woman who's deserving and who makes u laugh and hold ya stomach and who is authentically not a voluntary or involuntary hoe!! 

Great Sex/Great Provider/ Faithful/Awesome personality 

More Generally those are the 4 main components that generally sums up what a person would look for in a person as far as a relationship is concerned .. 

  Within your relationship( if your one of them robots who thinks in order to experience people like this u have to have a title), if your only getting 1/4 or 2/4ths of this equation in nearly every person u meet .. what enables you to enter the relationship in the first place ? Hopes of this person developing the others 2/4ths out of thin air , or u think ur so great u will change them and build then to gain the others 2/4ths? Most people think in 2017 they still have patients to train adults .. train them on how to have sex or communicate or to be faithful or financially responsible .... Do you hear how women are talking about men these days ? Like their always lacking in something or them feeling how most men can't get it right ? Most black women are starting to believe she's stronger than a man .. Do you How men talk about women ? I mean this is a new day .. I hope y'all paying attention to the shifts .. 

I sincerely believe to experience true love we need to drop these old  ideas thrown on us about how we supposed to engage someone or your lover or how dating goes Ect ..  Because old fashion concepts with new era women and men are clashing .. I think each person has to have a unique alternative.

When it all boils down .  We just weren't the people born in the era where our people ruled the earth .. We only know the stories. How  convenient of them to take away the practice of worshiping our ancestor by Giving us "Jesus Christ", The Son of God. Taking away the culture and the practice of staying connected to our Kings and Queens who ruled and outlived the stars. No we were not born in the time of our peoples reign.. So it's more than just a matter of how to get back there... Its also a question of, "When will the people who reigned Terror over humanity and this planet for thousands of years, be Judged??" And by whom exactly .. The Ancestors!? Jesus Christ ?( the letter J being a much younger letter than black people FYI) Some sort of space being ? Or can their reign last for eternity ? 

That's why this personal project I'm on I named (Quest) shirt for questions .. ( I love how words belong to each other) Old name for me but new meaning.. it didn't hit me at first .. but I have Question marks tattooed on my body randomly .. Not really knowing why I always loved that symbol or why I'd randomly tattoo several question marks on differently places of my body.. Symbols are so important in the spiritual world. Symbols and numbers .. Sometimes you have to look within to get clues .. But I have sooo many questions. 

It's seems as though the difference between happiness and sadness is merely patience .. 

When I was a teacher and one of my students who prolly wasn't as fortunate as other kids, got a new pair of sneakers 👟. Coming to school the first day they got to wear them  was usually like the best day of their lives .. A very very different approach to the kids who gets new sneakers all the time .. And then you realize like, this stereotype, that black people are consumed by vanity and materialism, wile very true, it's a very unnatural characteristic of black people ... it is in fact a characteristic of the result of poverty ... When a student would come into class with new sneakers that were hot.. it is though that is the only moment that child was deserving of respect ... Oddly enough standing there as a man, I can remember feeling the same thing in my memories in elementary school myself ..Being right in the middle of it all ... Then for that child coming with the nice sneakers that usually don't have nice sneakers .. He/she is confronted with jealously, other kids experiencing poverty wants to take these sneakers some times .. The kids with money, they wana check to see if it's real and not Payless .. Being a teacher  spending thousands of hours with kids of different ages has given me not only an appreciation for kids a million times over .. But it has shown me a great depth of humility, love and much much pain.. So much of them suffer far more than we think and classism, poverty and all these adult issues and greeds has created some children with broken spirits.. So you can imagine them becoming an adult what kind of person they developed into .. Its creating a chain reaction through the generations .. Poverty is the issues and above poverty the real issue shows itself ... And we should all know what that is by now.. 

Nothing like finally seeing a woman tackle her insecurities and eliminate em .... Then she step out and Now everybody like 👀👀👀👀who that .. And she killing em..Now they all want her , but she's humble enough not to act like a bitch about it  when they call at her .. She understands it's a competitive social world ..She understands as humans we all subconsciously are always trying to choose the healthiest person to mate with.. And when she's at her best she is giving off a completely different physical and mental energy ..  But it takes a strong person both man and woman to at some point be rejected in many ways, then fix them self for themselves, then get back into Society and not dog people for not finding them interesting or attractive at a point .. That's why when most insecure people or most "ugly ducklings" as society so crudely Lable's it, finally find their flow and step out with a new attitude ..... PEOPLE STILL DONT LIKE YOU !! Cuz you made it about arrogance, conceit and pay back ... That never works cuz people are always ready to remind you who u were last year and where you come from ... 

    There really is a social construct where physical appearance can literally determine ya life experience and people are afraid to talk about it .. People are afraid to talk about the distinct difference between a person the world considers Gorgeous , attractive, beautiful, handsome or sexy vs the people society deems as unattractive, ugly , fat or unusual ..... People are afraid to talk about how different their lives are ....  it's crazy to me cuz it's such a thin line .. For instance, you realize a nice looking woman with a flat stomach vs a nice looking woman with a big belly has 2 completely experience and just losing her belly she has no clue what's on the other side of that work ... Because flat stomachs are rare and becusse it is an anomaly people respond to that differently as it changes ya shape, makes it sexier.. Instantly   There's a change in her energy.... we must be aware of what we do with each other how we judge one another cuz we definitely all judge ..We just have to do it more constructively ..

Wile it is clear to me that they say "this is a mans world" ... Being a man that's part of the race of men who are most talented most intelligent, the strongest not only in physical comparison but in all genre sense..The most gorgeous by far and the most loving and the most lusted .... 

     It is even more clear to me that the state of black men in America and the rest of the world is so perilous , that the statement was never meant to apply to us not even in the slightest .. What that statement should say is This is a Rich mans world aka Jewish/White mans world .. And if you can understand the truth, that black men is this mans greatest threat and intimidation, then you will immediately understand that , one, we will never be treated with equality because equality isn't a principle of love ... Secondly, they  don't want us to know we invented most things and they took the credit, they don't want you to know that you have more raw natural ability to gross more fiscal gain than them so hey never let us get anywhere or let us gain full access to owning banks and major distribution, ownership of media outlets to communicate with our people world wide , no majors food or water distribution to keep our people healthy, we can't own our own school to educate our people nor do we have the same rights in judicial systems nor the same rights to bare arms ...  

 Thirdly ... And the most affective thing , They have gotten their hands in the black women and used her against us and have been doing so for many time past .. Advancing her way ahead of the black man constantly endorsing that that he is not deserving of respect and at the same time endorsing in the white culture that the man is head of house which can only be so if he's ahead of finical power in the country in general ... They gave black people Christianity which pacifies a revolution, made Jesus white so that we subconsciously believe that white people are deity.. When Black men and black women were Gods all along .. They raped black men in front of u endorsing a false sense of power or weakness within the black man that never existed.. They raped you in front of the black man to give you the impressions that he is powerless... This is embedded in your bone marrow, the memories of your ancestors lay within you.. That is the tension u see in us every day .. They put that there and it has worked .. Black women show their frustration with the black man each day not realizing the state of our lives and the lack of control we have is the cause of our demise not some fault or black human error .. And instead of looking at the state of her man in this country, she is overcome by the influence she's been put under not knowing what to believe or who to blame ... 

  Black people have been infected with a The most treacherous venom, the most darkest of magic. The power of a black woman is the most important and probably the last stand because as far as black men, anyone who even has a voice for the people is taken out in the blink of an eye.. Out numbers are dwindling... They have been showing our modern generations slavery and black men being abused by cops on tv and movies for years now they show it on the news and social media every day happening to the new generations .. This won't end .. 

But what will we do to begin ?

There's absolutely nothing more necessary than the truth !! With that, everything is set straight .. Without it... It can become everything it's not.. 

Who to say when they tell us that we only discovered 3% of the ocean that that's really true .. yea maybe they only let us see 3% but what if they knew more .. 

 

Yes they said Dinosaurs are extinct .. But who's to say all the dinosaurs in the ocean had to die .. They say alligators and turtles are prehistoric.. So why did they survive and no other intelligent life form in the dinosaur era survived ?

What is beyond us..Around us, right in front of us that we can't we .. 

Question this world .. And everything in it..You need to start believing that Tv And Books can be an enemy just as much as they make us think they're useful ... Tap into your Divinity.

I don't just wait to go to sleep to dream. I dreamed all day while I'm awake. Just sitting there looking dumb dreaming and shit ... 

    And all sorts of wild things too.. Like sometimes I'm driving and I'm jamming to a good old reggae tune .. Then suddenly I snap into like a trance and I'm on stage and it's like 60 thousand people and everybody crying and shit, just hugging !! I know I'm driving but I don't really feel like I am .. Cuz I'm at my damn concert killing it .. Chicks throwing panties and what not .. Then the song over and I'm on like church and Utica at the light looking dumb .. 😂😂

Don't be so quick to think you in love .. Remember Lust has strong powers too .

I embrace people who are stuck in their own world .. Who does the opposite of trends .. Every body think they so unique...,but what I see in the real world is a higher percent of people doing the same thing, listening the the same music , doing the same dance, wearing all the same clothes, wearing clothes the same way, wearing weave wigs make up the same, driving the same cars, going to the same lounges and brunches, tweeting/Instagramming the same topics.... 

   Very few things make someone unique .. One component of that is being able to create, and not being the one that copied ... and the other component is Integrity.. Willing to stick ya neck out and look awkward or potentially be rejected by everyone for something u believe in , something you love .. That's stands out like crazy ... #chrisdread

Listen y'all ..in 2017 when you start to realize you really enjoy someone  a lot and u want them around a lot .. it's called "Liking someone" ... Not sure y'all know what that is lol ... but ya natural human response to good vibes,  you don't have to run away .. lolol 

    Ever heard  one of your friends talk about someone like  "this person is too nice and I'm having too much fun with them I need to fall back" 🙄

    Like yo!! That's called good vibes dummy don't waste that shit  .. u know how hard it is to find today ?

It's good to be busy ...but when u talking on too much at once that means more than likely you only giving 60 percent at 5 things , when u need to give 100 percent to just one thing ..  That one thing is gona be the thing to change and improve your life .. those 5 things will just be things that are charming or impressive .. that's not enough ..Be 100 percent in something before you die..

IDC what anybody say .. there's a superficial sickness taking over black women .. Propaganda(The white supremacy machine) has made too many of y'all for too long hate yourselves , hate ya bodies , hate ya hair.. The black woman is a God , but propaganda have u living like peasant .. Like your the 4th string Queen when u are the creator of man .. yall chopping up y'all bodies getting surgery looking fucking nasty , this shit y'all put I y'all hair is ripping y'all hair out from front to back !! God gave y'all the most gorgeous natural body .  Some of y'all heffas just so ungrateful , u don't wana eat right and lazy don't wana work out , so u just get surgery 3 times a year ... just so annoyed with some of y'all fake shit!! Wake up .. This picture ain't even representing shit!! Cuz reality is worse!! We didn't grow up watching our fathers or older brothers forced to love up bunch of plastic bodied fake hair fake skin having ass black women .. why the fuck must we?!

The thing I hate about these breast and ass surgeries is that y'all  don't even care that people can dead spot ya fake titties and fake ass!! You think y'all pulling a fast one ... how u have natural mama Africa titties , now ya shit all hard and stiff, or when that ass surgery just don't look right , and ya ass don't connect to ya thigh .. and u want niggaz to hit that from the back ? Like yuck , u ever felt a fake ass next to a real one , u can tell u know , if u know women ... I hate that y'all don't care that the body y'all walk around in look fake .. I hate that , y'all used to care and have integrity about it... shit is fucking annoying now .. by the year 20/20... the natural black woman  would be obsolete , we gone have to get used to fucking plastic humans .. smh I'd never

Back in the day The chicks who had the bad bodies underneath loose clothes .... man when that guy who worked hard to get her finally waited them months courting her ... when he finally took down them clothes MAN O MAN !!! That ass was a surprise and most importantly nobody was clicking like on her ass pic for years or years of niggaz in her Dm!! nobody has objectified her to a degree where her head is screwed up and she don't know her worth ... we used to get that lil surprise now women come with no surprises .. when u pull ya man pants down for he first time and his penis big ain't that a surprise ladies 😀😀.. yea we don't have those feelings no more 😒... I just want y'all to understand women come with no enchantment .. yall wana be respected but not living the way y'all once did .. You think having a guy watch day by day u smoking Hooka Twerkin all day talkin bout "I just wana do rachet things with my friends" ass ass ass every where...Do you think your deserving of respect.. ? U say u want love and a good man ? U think u display that u actually want that ? Do u know what some of u do every day attracts men that don't respect woman more than the men who do ? Do u even wana be respected or do many of u just wana be entertained by a man wile yall run off with this belief that all men ain't shit so now I don't have to be a lady for nobody ? 

 And trust me I don't give 2 fucks about what chick is offended .. fuck ya sensitivity every time someone challenges u to think about how u living and how ur living a contradiction saying u want a certain type of man but only doing things to attract the opposite of what u think u want ... I'm raising a lil girl my self and I have 2 teenage nieces and was raised by women my whole life .. it's is my duty to curse some of u bitches out that's living stink cuz I do it to men every day .. it is my duty to uplift the women who are living righteous ..  and if the love I express for my people offends u then u know how to exit ..  it's time to be judgmental and address what our black men and black women are doing wrong !! Yes be judgmental ! This minding ya business shit and letting people do them and live they life is unafrican of u to think that way !! We are responsible for one another. Period !

I can't wait for my daughter to go on spring break .., Having her around off from school free to just do whatever brings me a great deal of ease ..  

     Imagine every day, from the time u wake up till u lay down at night, you feel like you at the top of the roller coaster and it's approaching  that first drop... Imagine that sort of anxiety every single day.. When your life is fast pace and ur constantly moving, constantly have something to do , phone going ballistic, and when needing your phone to conduct most of your business and now most of us manage like 4/5 social sites with those Dms, and emails Ect .. I mean if u don't have one mechanism to at least make u snap out of it, then when will it end ..  what is your mechanism ... 

   Mine is Madison ... She jut calms me down and I just really really enjoy when she's here... Eve if we not in the same room I love hearing her voice around the house, it calms me.. I love to hear her playing and laughing .. I love to hear her eating .. 

You gota have that eject button ...And even that button get stuck... cuz sometimes even when u have ya mechanism, life can get in between that .. every time Madison says "dad out ya phone down" I'm like yes!!!! Tell me that !! Scream it even ..

Lust and Love Bares the same level of power with different end Results .#chrisdread

Consistency is more important now than ever ..... Not simply because it's vital in any relationship ... But because now a days we meeting so many new people so rapidly all the time that without consistency, yo ass can be replaced in a New York minute.. With all these social sites and people just a Dm away, it being so easy to see young sexy willing individuals it has changed the scape of dating .. People don't even miss each other like they used to ..,God forbid u get busy and next thing u know u clipped and snipped lol

#KorrynGains I still remember u boo even though u not top news in the media and all the sistas and brothas don't talk about u no more.. Your story is the most fascinating yet .. Dope how u left crumb trails behind to show people .. even if they cant see .. You knew something .. And u had no fear .  That's what gets me so amped when I think about you ..  Harder than most niggaz.. Definitely more powerful than any white man ... That's why they did what they did.. They fear black men but a fearless black woman is insulting to white supremacy ..

I hate to see men get ridiculed just because he openly talks about sex ,then women will ask  him that's all u talk about !? Why is it when a man talks about sex some women assume that's all he's about .....Men can't be censored and neither can women ..  Women Fuc.. They suck.. they twerk , they strip , they hoe , they live ... Fine.. We all know this, we hear women sit with they girls and talk about sex all the time to, but is it normal for a man to assume all she's about is sex nothing more ... Of course not that's ridiculous ... 

    But just because as a grown man I'm able not only to express myself sexually, but I am also the type of man that will execute anything he wants with who he wants sexually ... Some women are still not comfortable with the fact that a man can express himself openly whether it be verbal or in body langue .. 

     I mean look around u .. sex is no longer taboo .. to hear somebody give head 10/15 years ago was like 😱😱😱😱they did what !! How head is like a hand shake out here .. just because someone expresses themselves sexually doesn't mean they are ONLY about sex... why is sexual expression still so critical to people.. if u meet someone and y'all can easily tell y'all are attracted to each other .. As adults, there is nothing wrong with touch the topic of sex in a good convo.. I see so much people get misunderstood by that ., it has even happened to women in the converse ... Some people really need to understand doe natural this is ..

The worst thing is to be the type of person that express yaself openly no matter what ,, and at the same time u either messing with someone or u serious with them ...  They think every thing bout them ... 

    Example status : man it's so nice out today I need to get out get some air ... 

Person screen shoots sends it to u like " oh so what's this ? You need air ? What u trying to say ? I Stifle you ? 

   

U Like 😧😧 babe come it's jut a status it's hot I need air 😒..

War: always has and always will be over money... Or the greater control of it.. Sadly human Sacrifice has always been apart of the war propaganda .. Men, Women, Children .. They don't care. Even their own people or soldiers.. All expendable in an already over populated world... They use propaganda to throw off the people .. And manipulate them.. To believe that the tough decision to start war is for the greater good of humanity ...  So currently..... Trump , Obama , The Bushes , the Regan's... They are all on the same line, All part of the selected men to address the country. And to handle Jewish/white affairs.. They have no power outside the illusion that propaganda gives us.. Who sits above them is who most of you need to ask yaself ... And then you'll get some where .

Them 80s dads was not there like that .... Had me and all my friends looking at each other calling one another cousin ... just to feel like we had some male relatives ..... I have not 1 first cousin in my whole family ... but I got like 15 cousins ... We had to do what we had to do out here on the road ... I don't hold it against them, they were all broken for a number of reasons like I said before ... But I can not stress to you how important the male brother hood is .. The male coalition ..  That's why to see a black man stall on another black man or shoot him .. it makes me fucking crazy .. As much as you love your brothers how can u take away someone else's brother so easy .. We all Souljas for the same army and our General is a black Queen..  And we fight for her, under her .. To protect the offspring that we help her incarnate ..  To build stronger men and women .. 

    

    Y'all forgot the code of honor .. Both men and women . Y'all keep giving y'all bodies to these men who don't honor the code .. Who don't honor women or children..  Keep giving out pussy to men with no honor .. As a woman do you know u can train and subdue a souljah ..

I'm from brooklyn yo.. Where they knock down Hospitals and schools to put up apartments and Condos that the people who live there can't afford, gentrifying our neighborhood.. Leaving black people in a more perilous state leaving us with less schools and medical facilities.. #fuckEurope

Never try to control a woman ... That rubs her wrong instantly .. Crazy shit is she may even stay with you in that irked state... Just cuz she with you don't mean she with you ..  A woman can always, and will, find the time and place to be themselves .. 

   Instead try to get to understand the type of woman she is "before" you get into a relationship with her .. Analyze it and ask yaself if u seen anything problematic .. Maybe mention it even if u you really really like her ... Shit! She may change it if she recognizes it's a part of her that she doesn't need in order to be herself or happy ..  She may not even have know about that attribute that was slightly harmful ..  Use that period of time in the friendship to know who the hell is standing in front of you and don't act all surprised when y'all fall into a commitment then u start trying to alter shit .. You come off insecure .. She gone end up fucking a nigga that's not gona text her too much and fuck better than you ..

As young men we grow up in a culture where you hear all the time that all men are dogs... That strange duality where you see good men all the time ... So who's reality is real .  Theirs or mine?..In a society where you'll have grown men try and talk to young men about being a gentlemen and loving and honoring the woman .. Those same women they teach us to honor are out there believing all men are dogs .. Who's reality is real ? A society where nearly every man I see that was faithful to his woman get cheated on .. That is no exaggeration.. A society where you are raised by a single struggling mother and a father who seldom came around, when all you know is her tears, her fears ... Who reality is real ?? When you can't look a woman in her eye and tell her all men aren't dogs, when that idea can't reach her, because when she was touched as a girl, forced as a teen, cheated on As a girl friend, Beaten as a wife.. Who's reality is real ? What about her, that didn't notice all the men that was trying to save her, good men, there to introduce her to peace and harmony that she was curving, busy chasing dogs ... Who's reality is real? .. Talk about what not being loved as a young girl , abused as a young girl, What it does to the older girl .. How it affects our sons growing up all his life hearing "All men are dogs .. 

     When Will we take the social responsibility to fix everything that's broken from within ?#chrisdread 

I predict that The majority of man kind will never know what it feels like to have, "Completely Have Nothing To Hide... "

    I mean if most people even knew what that felt like for even 10 seconds, they'd prolly burst out in tears of relief .. And I mean Truly have nothing to hide.. 

   What has happened to us that has made us so critical towards one another .. What made us forget that part of loving one another is in accepting and understanding .. Part of Love also involves not putting harm on others and yaself in the process also .. 

      Some ....................Thing!, Has made us hide so many parts of ourselves that no matter how long you know someone , there's always a stranger living within them .. You can know 1 person for consistent years and keep meeting a new person.. 

     So what or who are we hiding from , and locking away ... 

    I heard Nina Simone say one time : Freedom to me is no fear ... None at all. 

   One of my intellectual mentors said to me one time Long ago: freedom is an illusion ..That once you love something you are connected to it hence not truly being ever free .. True freedom only exist where there's no love ... 

So I say .. don't try to be free , try to be true. #chrisdread 

Damn yo when Dr Sebi was alive I miss all them rapid fb post with all his material and all his videos Ect  .. Now he passed, I see them less and less ... Sometimes for days at a time I don't see them at all .. 

   Just that quick the channel can change ... Such vital information that could of changed the world, Peaked!!! And then it spiked .. They took that mans life yo because he was freeing people from psychological and physical bondage... What kind of movie are we trapped in ..

The average woman's primary bad side usually only comes out when she wants more and you don't. 

    Out side of that, the majority of good women know exactly how to be good at being a woman to a man.. But when she's faced with rejection .. That feeling of mortality stirs her up..

That and if u don't feed her ass on time.. All kinds of Demon shit starts to happen .. Green slime and shit start flying out her mouth !! Exorcist types it.

 ...Oh yea and if u don't give her no dick them couple days b4 her period come.. She turn demon for that too

I know dudes that's been single for a wile.. Cuz they subconsciously waiting for that girl he was so in love with 3 years ago to break up with her man ... That same girl that like him so much but he just wasn't ready to commit to .. 

    I mean he knew he loved her but what a woman wouldnt do is call his decision mature..Because she felt rejected it left a bad taste in her mouth ..  She would never see his decision as a mature one cuz in the matter of rejection "Truth means less" ... His decision was based on his observation of how ready and willing she was at the time vs how much he wasn't and that's a stand up thing to do cuz it seems like y'all rather a man commit even though u know he don't want to at that time or don't  even consider that he just don't see u as his girlfriend, than to just find a way to deal with the difference in what y'all want .. 

     But now he's in a place where he never forgot how much he liked u and he's better able to manage a relationship especially with the demands of a woman in this day in age and instead of being warm towards how a man has come to grow and what he's prepared to do for u when "he became prepared" this is the opportunity y'all take and try and shit on that same guy and make him feel losing u was the dumbest thing he ever ever did when in fact it was the smartest thing he did cuz it allowed u both time to grow ...Now as a man he can either suck that up and move past what he missed out on , or if fate has it... it will gel again .... but if we just take time to understand personal timing .. This process would be much more harmonious .. #chrisdread

"My Belief is... and it's something I learned a wile back ..  success isn't the person who has skills in many things .. success is the person who took that 1 thing , mastered it .. and allowed it to change their life for ever .. ". 

Being 70 percent in 10 different things is not as efficient as being 100 percent in 1 thing ... My name is chris and this is what I have yet to master 🙂

#chrisdread 

A woman can understand how much a man loves his mother but would still expect to be number 1 ....That is until she has a son of her own  ... See,  she can understand how her own son would want his mom to be number 1 when that mom is her, but is very uncomfortable when it's her own man putting his mom ahead ... 

    In the order of things I still think your wife becomes number 1 in your life and any good mother would understand that this is your life partner and not to get in between and to support her sons marriage and to love his wife.. And any good wife will accept his mom as her own and would never expect him to choose .. and any good man will honor both and know how to include them both, in family.  "BUT, you black women that always attempt to belittle a man when he's very close to his mother, calls men mamas boy ect... check that at the door, because you don't know how many times she saved his life as a kid, you don't know what she's sacrificed, you don't know if she threw her body in between her son and his abusive father, took beatings for her child, you don't know if they spent nights starving together huddled up... Half the times you don't know shit! Especially loving a black man. He has a hard time referring to his darkness.. His mother knows though... And sometimes she's in the dark to.. Far to long theres been that tension between how we handle our mothers vs our lovers...  y'all are gona stop that shit though .. cuz we work together .. Especially if your mom wasn't blessed with a lover of her own to take care of her and to be in the company of..  Never let no woman belittle that bond...