Madison

"You trust me so much... I don't know if that came from me tossing you in the air so much as a baby and never dropping you, or if because I never let your diaper stay wet too long or if you noticed I fed you right away when you where hungry .. I don't know if it's because I never missed Not one of your school plays or recitals.. I'm not sure if because I never fail on a promise to reward you when you do good.. Or if it comes from the fact that Not one human being in this world has kissed u more than I have and never will .. Or if the phrase  I love you is said so often that it's a common as the consistent beat of my heart.. Every so often I ask if you dream of me when I'm away .. And you told me yes.. What's fascinating is that as a child, no adult has ever asked me if I dream.. I'm proud that I have the ingenuity to do so with you now because I am a step closer in understanding what memories mean most to you ..  You always almost immediately mention the fire on the apartment .." I'm sure that must of been frightening for you" you always tell me you see me in your dreams and you think of us in the beach playing discoverer, collecting shells.. You mention the circus.. You mention the dance recital and seeing me standing in the crowd when you started crying on stage and I'm just there clapping .. You mention these memories as early as 3/4.. I can't imagine what memories I can place in your mind for the years to come .. I just been fortunate to be apart of them ..  I love the sound of your voice and the touch of your hands .. I can write about you every single day but I rather not waste words by typing I much rather tell you .. It's been a difficult 9 years for the both of us but that never over shadows the loving fun growth process we have shared and I am so thankful for you giving me new meanings of life and love ... Your even interested in my love life and who's apart of it.. Like you actually have an opinion in it and I value it so much, your such a woman in a lil girls body I love it... 

Thank you Madison for defining this idea that the world gives you about the connection between Father And Daughter.. I can see why it's so noticeable and true. @chrisdread

When a man finally realizes that the woman he has is truly the one he wants, needs and deserves..  He again, becomes that man she met in that first 2 weeks ... You know that charming , thoughtful cool charismatic gentlemen... Let's just hope it's not too late tho and she doesn't again become the women he met the first 2 weeks ..  The woman with the tough shell. "Going in Circles" @chrisdread

"I want to share everything with you .. Everything my mind and heart can conceive... I won't need anything from you .. It's just nice to see you interested in me.. No tricks, no protocol... Just a flow of sincerity..No Pride is involved here .. No Ego. You can feel safe finally.. I want to give you possibilities .. I want to show you ideas.. I want to enable free thinking .. In all that I want you to get closer to understanding love and what it means... Or even to accept that pain is apart of it.. Pain in a steeping stone to Wisdom .. And that it's good and Necessary.. Most importantly I want us, together,to make clear on the most important resource we have... Which is our "Time" here, together.. And what we use for. "@chrisdread