"There's this mode where at times I say to myself, focus on your love life Chris ... She's waiting for you. Maybe you already met her, or maybe she's just around the bend ... Then other days I'm like "Nah I just wana fight for my people, don't got no time for wifey shit, I don't wana drag her into that depression, that obsession.. She should experience bubbly things in life. Should she really be with someone who's prepared to take the life of a man, take a stand, in this Emotional, Mental, Spiritual war most won't understand ... But who knows maybe she'll be a warrior too .. Shit, maybe she's just like you.. Then there's days where you think, "hey maybe I should be a model citizen. Focus on a 40 HR a week job, aim for good health benefits, how's the 401k plan?, Drive a nice Sedan with mid to low mileage, keep my head low, hide my opinions,play it safe.? Yea, that life sounds like death slow to me..
Truth is I'm living in a world that told us meat was good for us, it made us big and strong because it's Packed with protein and vitamin K, not knowing that was a lie, a world where your water is poisoned, the fruit, veggies are poisoned, the water can kill you or its laced with chemicals that turn men into women and women into men, the air is poisoned with chemicals to onset allergies in us and most of all our children, chemicals that make you violent , things to make us impotent , a world where medication they give us is supposed to make us better but it actually doubles your illness , a world where people will see someone being attacked and will record it b4 the human aspect of them will either help or seek help , a world where the average human emotion has disintegrated, a place where black men and women are being slaughtered on the media everyday to where it became normality .. A world where they taught us Jesus was white, where they forced Christianity on us by death but hid our TRUE SPIRITUAL practices from us our knowledge of ourselves and did unthinkable things in slavery ...A world where our children's school books is filled with lies false hope and truth.. A world where you think your leader, your president has a mind of his own not realizing he doesn't and he's controlled by the 1 percent of the wealthiest of us all.. A world where they actually have there focus set on Homosexualizing the black man.. A place where a woman's doctors appointment to get birth control can be suddenly turned into the last day she maybe able to have kids because plan parent hood and them places were set to annihilate black woman's reproductive system.. A place where whole towns get led poison from the pipes .. A place where Trump may actually be president .. Now how do you express the emotions wile this shit is ACTUALLY HAPPENING.. Most of us can't talk to our parents or elders about it.. They old and stuck in they ways, they were blinded worse than us some of them .. And Christianity got them sucked into that passive lifestyle and they're waiting to meet their Christ .. The elders who were the warriors of their day are far and few In between and voice is clouded out by the nonsense society promotes .. So this middle generation is left to look at our kids and just wonder ......
Now tell me where exactly our focus should be .. And how your supposed to teach Hope to the youth and the generation to come .. There's a lot of work to do .. And we still worrying about entertainment and what celebrity is doing what.. And how much money this person has and still trying to buy Jordan's .. There won't be any vanity for us if we all slaves again .. We got a lot of work to do . Before it's too late. #chrisdread
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