It seems like the energy of sexuality in women has increased dramatically in the last 10 years but more intensely in the past 5.. but I don't think it's a change in sexuality in women, I think that's always been really high through the beginning of time .. what im saying is , the comfort in displaying her sexuality publicly has increased giving us all a different perspective of the "woman"  Especially in America .. America is a western Christianity country... which sort of forces people, especially women, to hide their sexuality in public but unleash it in private .. Now obviously only speaking on black people because that's who matters to me first , We don't really know what it is to be African , to harness our sexuality or how we practiced it in our original cultures ..  But because western Christianity is so hypocritical and false and stolen. It has not taught the people who or how to really be ...Under Christian regimes, women was always put last and to be made weaker than the man ... I mean there were African Kings who were women .. So we don't really have a complete understanding as to who the man or woman really is ..Or how the roles really work .. Black women are way more powerful than we can ever imagine yet all she is now is a subject of sexuality, one who is lusted over aggressively and prayed upon thanks to propaganda..

I wonder who we really are ... I wonder what is normal from abnormal .. Some of my friends, we sit around and talk , we talk about how we remember women some time ago vs how they seem now ... it's such a major difference just a decade ago , and I'm aware that social media and tv Ect has a lot to do with this shift , but who's controlling that and for what purpose , and is there any real purpose at all ? Men aren't handling well , this new sexual aggression in women..  it's not something we've ever seen b4.., but we don't really know if thats natural to her or if she's being made to be so .. I read somewhere and also watched a documentary on sex on Netflix and it said "Women have "slightly" a higher promiscuous Gene than the male.. that made me scratch me head because , we only looking at it through our eyes and we see men constantly hunting for women but is that what we're really observing ??? They said she is naturally made so because she ovulates and her purpose is to incarnate spirits from the spirit world into the physical (aka have babies) and because she's the only person who can do so she must feel horny in order to be motivated to have kids ..  to keep humanity going ..  which I find fascinating ..  

I tell u, if I could start all over I would base my whole life study on the "woman" this wondrous creature with unlimited potential to do and be whatever she wants ..  Literally whatever she wants ! And we have yet to even "partially" understand her ..  I swear to u , there's something so different taking place , I can feel it in my back... There's been a shift in politics , a shift in astrology, astronomy... Everyone talking bout mercury in retrograde and half he people don't even know what the hell that means .. But I'm telling you .. keep ya eye on the "Woman" she's is evolving and changing right before our eyes ... The lies is being watered down by truth !! She may just be more sexual than we thought, she may have the right to she made us all !! What I do know as men is, we were set here to protect her and our children she bares ..  But I truly think she's the commander and the savior of humanity ... because the level of compassion it takes to save humanity has to come from her because again .., she birthed us all ... Men are destructive because we don't feel babies grow in our bodies ... But something is happening man .. something very different .. And all I want is to do is support one another in this scary yet exciting shift of humanity .. 

U can literally miss the taste of someone's mouth or their kiss  and just inhaling that whole area where u kiss them  .. u can literally miss and crave the smacking sound of the mouth of that person ...  I tell u nothing is better than grabbing that ass HARD , and pulling her close after u ain't seen her in a min and u tinge her down as nasty as u can and y'all don't stop till someone lost air!! I swear to God,aggressive intimacy is absolutely necessary to subdue me.. I'm a physical lover, very physical.. Touching kissing groping is how I express my continual interest and love .. if I stop touching u and kissing u, worry! Cuz something will be wrong .. i don't how how there's. purple in the world that never on each other ... I always see any intimate relationship I'm in, just constantly sexual .. everything must be sexy all the time ... Even if having an intellectual conversation ... The vibe of it, has to be sexy and charming ..

It's ambiguous seeing your child grow, not really wanting them to stay small but wishing they could forever .... but every time she text me her feelings in the moment or to just let me know she's thinking about me b4 she goes to sleep, it really really gives u all the joy in the world ..  to think, I changed every diaper, burped u, fed you baba, bathed you, now u over in ya bed texting me you love me like u grown ... lol it's a trip cuz nothing prepares you for them baby days to vanish .. I've watched the size of ya sweet lil fingers grow, your cute lil feet, I've heard ya voice changing , your body is going through changes approaching 11... and all I can think of is "Damn, there's people out here that's missing that, some who have kids and just not interested, and some people well into their 30s talking bout "I'm just waiting for the right person" like, it  annoys me to know some of y'all will never experience what we all was put here to do !! Like your missing the greatest experience of live in your life !!! I never knew how a man or a woman could abandon they kids ... I just don't get that ... like what else are we here for ? We are designed solely to create humans and give them love and the knowledge u acquired to continue this chain of life ...

I keep telling myself ... "Wow !! I'm raising a young black woman .. a young black Queen" like what a honor to be bestowed on me.. I've kissed my child 1 million times since I first help her ..  like, I have those kisses locked in my mind .. I am fulfilled primarily because she's given me so much memories of joy and love .. I've already succeeded ... because I know love.. and I mean truly .. yes there's love for friends and family and your lover but, let me explain this ...  Especially when you have a healthy mind and you yourself was raised with love ... There's nothing , NOTHING more fantastic than going through life with a best friend like your own child .... I wish u all that experience of love we are all owed ...Some of u out here still buying Yorkies putting them in outfits and shit.. smh

Listening to hot97 and power 105 is like listening to the death of music .. each hour they play the 40 of the worst songs .. Dj's used to have power and innovation .. a good dj used to be a man that selected songs that touch you !! Songs that gave u that wow factor !! Like "wow he just put that on👌🏿" a dj was somebody that impressed people with his knowledge , selection and timing of music .. Now it's just the same shit over and over again by the same trash ass artist .. Now djs are controlled by Jewish men in some office forcing them to play  ignorant  shit !! They control everything even what music we listen to .. some of you Dj's are sooooo talented and really know music but y'all let the status Quoe control u .. a lot of people don't know but b4 I started throwing events I started out as a dj ., playing in older people parties .. now being young with a old soul, at that time the older crowds loved my selections ... All they wanted to do was slow dance and waltz  To Beres , Sanchez, Garnett silk, sugar Minot, Dennis brown, Frankie Paul , Gregory Isaac, Alton Ellis , and I can go on and on .. and I would play Soca and R&B classics .. but as soon as I played for people my age I realized I was a horrible dj.. people coming up to me asking me to play this and play that , and I'm like fuck y'all , y'all gona listen to what I play , fuck u think this is a democracy?? Lol ... horrible dj smh .. but I realized shit , anytime I let people know I'm playing out so much people would come so promoting came second nature to me.. but I would never trade in quality music for a dj check , and that's why I was so bad as a dj ... it's easy to understand, if u get hired u have to play what the people want and that's why djing isn't for everyone ... but it's one of the best job, careers that people don't respect as a major career but it is ... it has changed so much of my niggaz life for the better ... so I hope one day we get back to them days where a dj can truly express themselves .. cuz y'all are so talented when y'all can just free up and play what's in ya heart ❤️💪🏾I salute y'all real shit

Few years back Facebook wasn't a place you could go and watch videos of people fucking , videos of some one head getting cut off and a dude just holding it up like it's nothing .. videos of people getting shot !! Facebook was just post, pictures and invites.. now it's a porn site and a site where violence is funneled into our brains ... but it has its up sides .. I never seen a place where sooooo much valuable information is shared as well .. I mean we really build on here , we argue we debate all in the matters of learning .. but you have to still step back and say wow! Look where  we've  come ..,what is normality today was chaos yesterday .. facebook has made society numb ... for the mere fact that we've watch sooo many black men gunned down by police , black women and children abused by cops , and the aggressive hatred of white supremacy .. we are now a people that just feels it's more important to pull ya phone out than kill your enemy or defend yourself and the innocent ... we are getting weaker  as the years go by.

We have to teach our daughters who are growing up and reaching that preteen age that being on social media half naked and showing ass all day is for thots!!!! And it is not to be tolerated .. and that anyone, especially women who would want their young daughters doing what they do or fathers wanting their daughters doing what these woman do is part of the fucking problem !! We have to make it almost insulting !! I cannot , and I hope our generation of daughters don't grow up like the majority of females who find it ok ... and I don't give a fuck who it offends .. cuz if we allow our lil girls to do what these adults women do now , that means our generations of young sons won't be able to respect women just like the niggaz who are men now don't .. and we not talking bout all of us but just the reckless portion .. which is a huge portion .. Propaganda and white supremacy has objectified black women and changed the scape of thinking in black people .. no wonder why my generation and many others had an overload of baby showers and few weddings... True in detail, what I do know is WE WILL KEEP FUCKING... but if we don't teach our kids, the boys the value the girls and the girls to value the boys then these generations will fall!! You see the young teens now are growing up on social media, the era where there's unlimited internet porn, YouTube Ect .. they have all the access to adult vices .. Trap music and the strip club , we gota stop glorifying that shit and making it cool in the sight of young women that taking ya clothes off is a go to option ..  And I'm not even a prude nigga , in the most sexual person I know , but we are failing our kids and not leaving a clean path for them ..  and if as a woman this offends u, again u are the problem , cuz if U Can say u don't mind ya daughter being half naked everyday something wrong with U..  cuz some of u women is confused .. you want black men to respect u but if he says " too much of y'all is naked on social media" a lot of y'all is ready to tell him mind his business or it's a freedom of expression .. want our protection but not our correction ..  even if u a stripper which many of them I know , you shouldn't want what u do for ya daughter and if u do something wrong with u ... we have to start criticizing what we do as black people ... instead of all this mind ya business shit!! Our future is in the midst of tyranny.. I see it in my dreams all the time ... the state of black people and the future of our children falls into the hands of us, now!!  This trapping era fucked up everything.. allowed fake niggaz to act real wile a lot of real niggaz just in the back round .. it took women out the professional world and put them into a lifestyle where they just wana show u how often they can stamp a pass port .. yea but for how long .. some of you was on such a good track and left it all behind to run around with fuck niggaz!! Niggaz buying ya pussy and u selling it.. We are facing a depression. Now the machine of white supremacy has taken another shift. This up coming year I hope a lot of you find your head again and put it on straight ..  black PEOPLE we are the sexiest human on earth so Sex appeal is automatic , charisma is automatic ..  But intentionally thotting, trapping, and glorifying this garbage is a real problem for our future..,

The earth representing our home... The people representing love... The clouds hovering over us is Grief and the Sun is energy ... The sun steadily trying to pierce through grief to reach the people ... Because love needs to be charged and heated ... Time represents Knowledge.. The more time you spend with love the more you know it.. the more you know yourself .. #chrisdread

You can tell when someone's really invested in you .. you can see it in there eyes and hear it in their voice ... whether as friends or lovers or in business... When someone is confident that you it!!!! Their actions are very different from someone in doubt .. when I'm invested , that individual receives large doses of attention from me, affection compassion and resilience ... it makes sense to look for that same energy ..#chrisdread