Dear Sabrina

He said to her.... " Baby, I know we in a bad place ... A place where sending one another cute songs to say how sorry we are wont work ...A place where being numb became normal... Normal not to feel.. It's hard to put in perspective word form how much you mean to me but I have realized more and more every time we fight that the need to get you right back here grows .. But now your gone. Not only have u left physically you left emotionally as well .. I miss everything about you.. The smell and the taste of your skin .. The sound of your voice and your laugh ... Uhhhh that laugh .. I miss it so much. The sound of you pleased . The smell of your hair . Sorrow has this unusually appeal .. Once you said to me that sadness is sexy.. And I remember knowing exactly what u meant.....

       You know when you fight with someone it's really easy to forget how much you have in common with them .. Like right in that moment when your fighting your forgetting the person who's in front of you.. The real person .. The one you love. Your so caught up in this anger that you can't seem to stop saying things you don't mean even if it's true you don't mean to say it .. And when it's done that pride has you walking away with ya head high yet your heart it torn.. Like how could I say that to my baby .. How could she say that to me.. Then that word resonates in ya mind over and over and over again.. "Forgiveness." Will we remember forgiveness this time? Is this the last time we forgive? Can we make it back ? Falling in love is becoming harder and harder as time progresses and as humans are becoming less compassionate for one another .. But true lovers find their way .. And Sabrina I hope your still looking for me. Trying to find me. Remembering me like I do you.. As a man I take on all the burden of mistakes whether made by you or me .. Because in the end a man just needs to be given a chance to love .. That's all he needs .