New Year's Eve gets me very very very emotional .. I literally wana text the thousand something people in my phone and tell each person how much I love them .. But I know that's not even realistic . So much people I wana say "I love you" to .. But would the feeling be the same in return .... So much people I wana hug, so much people I wana tell "I'm so proud of you" soo much people I wish I could hug again due to their passing on . So much of my friends I lost to the Gun.. So much of my homegirls, my young gorgeous black queens I lost to cancer.. So much funerals I missed that I regret missing .. So much sorries .. So much thank you's .. So much I miss you's.. So much I shoulda, Coulda's.. So much growth yet so so much pain.. Losing my own offspring and the devastation that I can never fully talk about.. So much of me, so much of you, so much of us... So many of you reached out to me and came to me with all your wonders , all your pain all your confusion.. I met some amazing people.. Who trusted in me, who looked in me and said "hey I believe in you and what you have to offer" " can we talk , can we build" and some of you expressed some of the most deepest darkest moments of your life with me and asked me to give you my insight, and I just wana thank you from the bottom of my heart for seeing that in me and believing I'm a man that can really "feel" . You allow me to be human, to embody the true sense of love and what it is to love and honor my fellow man.. You make me so much smarter by teaching me as well . .. I've met some amazing souls .. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart ...
You know... At the stroke of midnight, the only thing really changing is the Callender .. The same sun will rise, so will the same moon .. The same heart beats within your chest .. You have all you need in this very moment.. Not the illusion of some NYE resolution .. Set your sight on that one thing you wana master and give it all you got .. Follow the dreams you had as a child, for those are the truest kind. If your on a job that you hate, ask yaself why am I here??? Question that .. Look at the world around us.. It's getting more and more complicated and we have no clue as to what will happen the next 10 mins.. Go for what you know is your true passion .. If you don't want your EX to be your Ex anymore because you love them and miss them Tell them !!! Tell them with no fear of rejection .. If you miss your best friend but that stupid fight caused a separation, call them! RIGHT AWAY!! There's is no time to waste .. Be strong family .. And alway think "Love" first .. Love is the best religion.. Love is the most absolute fantastic aspect of life .. The Mystics involved in it is far more complexed than we can comprehend but we have to spend time with it to interpret love and then we will be better able to translate it.. This is a wonderful world filled with bad people .. The good will never exist without the bad We have to learn how to love it all.. Let it teach us all. Be well family and have a great start on the Callender ..And to personally address my black family.. Listen guys, we are facing an opposition so evil and so destructive, that to see us never really figuring out how to love one another and band together to improve our conditions of life, to improve our future for our children is really draining .. I hope you all can see how far we have come separated by the bondage of slavery and the post traumatic syndrome we suffer from so imagine if we were together in peace, love and harmony . I want you to really think about that .. We have to choose a fight to be apart of and we need to become one in that aspect.. Everyone can't be for self .. We must learn that together we form a wall so high nothing can leap above us.. Nothing ever! #muchLove #chrisdread
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