"In any case.. when you get my full attention. I become a very very exciting lover .. Whether if it was a short time or a long time ... I'm completely indulging in every thing about you .. I want to know who you are who your family is .. what your mother and father does for a living, if your close to your siblings .. Have you been hurt , I evaluate that through conversation, as far as how you moved on from it.. I measuring you constantly .. I'm stimulated by the sound smell and sight of you ... I'm completely under a sexual conquest of you .. That's automatic, I want to, all around understand your body, because if I fall short in any areas due to my own circumstances I know how important it is that I am someone your trust giving you and orgasm .. Reading that u may think that's shallow but that is fundamental psychology .. I want to be the person you tell the things you can't even say to your own self in the mirror or in a dark room filled with hopelessness .. I want to be the person that with just slight gaze of eye contact I can calm you down or worry you .. I wana scare your soul but I wana free it... I want you to be afraid of my potential, so much that u warn people of my future .. I want to grab your hair, you feel no pain just tingles ... I want to grab your throat, that slight hint of danger provides that unknown territory that you oddly are turned on by .. See me as kinky.. See me with no description just vague understanding ... I want you to know nothing about me but your the only person that knows something about me... I want you to lust me to such a degree, that you whole heartedly have a disdain towards me.. I want you to make love to me and scream in frustration as to why the feeling your taken by is so scarce .. I want to love your confusion ... Then I want to see how much I've taken affect on you and see you take everything you've learned and try it in your life .. I mostly just want you to see, in order to get my full attention I just have to be happy .. Your already perfect. Your the creator . I have to be happy .... me! I can't stress that enough " "
Figurative entry #chrisdread
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