Monday, May 18, 2015

"If there was one thing you can change about yourself, what would that be"...

Such a baffling question ..when your asked, you almost say in your head like.. "huh!! Wtf do you mean what would I change about myself, Nothing!!" .. Then u kinda start to say "well wait a minute... What would I change"! This quickly becomes 20 things in the matter of a second but then your like "I can only choose one thing ... 

At the point of my life.... Now that I've had a lil longer time here and now I can actually look retrospectively ... I would of liked to be the "Seize the moment kind of guy" The Show Em what you got kinda person .. Rather than being submerged in that reserved demeanor .. Always focusing on being humble so that people wouldn't confuse my outward expression as boastful of arrogant...{ironically some still think I'm arrogant} It's only now I've gotten more accustomed to expressing myself,still very much in private .. I guess personal circles gets more of you but to just have that tenacity to put yaself in the hot seat and not over heat .. Have you've ever know a person to be able to sing in front of anyone or dance anywhere at any time .. Or to get up on stage in front of a crowd and feel as comfortable as if they were home alone in the mirror? It's a powerful presence they have ..There's something so amazing about performers .. "They have a thunderous vibration in a room with them .. You just know the star when you see the star.. Because it's just shinning, blinding you with energy" .. I love and admire all performers .. Singers Dancers Musicians Comedians Public Speakers or Any Form of Art or Expression .. Now you don't have to be a performer to be anyone of these .. But for me, to perform it, is to bring it alive .. Make it exist.. It's the giving of it is what I like . #chrisdread just a lil #transparency   

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