Chris Dread's Blog

Sitting here thinking of how ambiguous I am about success... Blessed with all these talents yet riddled with fears.. For instance I literally have sure plans on expressing my artistic side yet I know where it will lead me... Once u become a major social figure u can't turn Around and say"l don't wana do this anymore" I've been in the music industry I know what it's like... Guy or girl every one wants to fuck u and if u don fuck back u hit a ceiling ... U can't go no further.. So when I look to people like Mos Def,Talib Kwelil Lauren hill people like them who is more talented than EVERYONE .. Yet lives low key cuz it's  some part of them selves they won't sell like the rest(some of y'all know what I'm saying) I have enough stored literature to write 3 books.. I sit here and write philosophy, pleasure principals, sociological theory.. I even write comedy believe it or not.... I'm just too shy to perform and I'm more bound to a private life.. I wana live in the mountains and make babies write books smoke weed and have sex often.. And I want my wife to have a wife...something to please her and keep her entertained wile I'm In my feelings....That's really it..grow my own tea.. Shit like that.. I've held back soooo much but I know why.. So don't observe people and be puzzled as to why they live how they live.. They know why.. Survival is key .. That along with ur legacy ..some of us rather teach our kids to be what we couldn't .. But they have their own choice to make.. I make mines all day ..from Singing,dancing,sports writing,acting,cooking... I could of been anywhere in the world doing anything else but I LITERALLY chose to be here where I am now .. And I put that in my hands.. You can do whatever the hell it is u want and if u got the balls to do it ... DO THAT SHIT WITH NO FEAR AND KNOCK EVERY MUTHA FUCKA DOWN IN YA WAY...But if u don't.. Take ya time and see what happens, everyone is judging u anyway right?... But when judging Yaself finally makes u sick to ya stomach that's when u face ya darkest hour .. Believe me I've been there.. This is the time guys.. The days where the climax and tension is so high.. This is the time to give it all u got.. Just to see for Yaself what's really in you .. @chrisdread