The most hurtful thing I've gone through in my love life is Being in love with someone and having to keep it to myself.. Or knowing my life style and hers didnt run parallel,Having Love for a woman and letting her go for her best interest..Or loving a woman that was neva available to me from the start.. I've Neva experienced negative emotional turmoil outside of the kind I set for myself.. Some situations u should never even engage..but we do it anyway ! Cuz we just gota have it..so for me there's no pitty party... No more pointing the finger..just subtle strength, nothing I can't handle.. Cuz as soon as something don't work out,both are ready to tell eachother who fucked up more.. And I just don't think it's right for me to put that on a woman's heart anymore especially if I'm strong enough to not only admit my wrongs but I probably didn't wana be in a relationship anyway..getting me I treat u good and be faithful isn't the challenge.. The challenge is making me feel like I need someone tht much...
Although I've never experienced it...I'm sure being cheated on hurts... Being lied to and deceived must be devastating... But the only turmoil I experience is the kind I set for myself... This is so becuz I am literally that much in control of my life and what affects me... What hurts a man like me is falling for a woman that belongs to someone else, or knowing u have the perfect girl and ur not prepared to take care of her so u let her go... Or if a woman can't respect ya lifestyle u let her go for the best interest of her.... U see I'm no longer into that finger pointing shit.. When a relationship of any kind doesn't work we are always ready to blame the other person when we know what's REALLY the case.. Listen.... Getting me to be good to u,faithful and devoted is not the challenge... The challenge is getting me to feel as if I need someone in the first place.. Huh try that! @chrisdread
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